today, tink is my dunno how many weeks here already... Still, I'm not getting along wif the people here... it's an entire different place lorz... tink it might be the problem wif me lorz.... dunno lahz... life is not good here lorz... I wan to leave KM... thanks to Qiqi for helping me wif the E-aes things... thanks lots... I do hav frenz in KM but things were not like they were in Fusion... somehow lorz... i also dunno.... haiz.... anyway, I changing stopover veri soon... soon... somehow, the people here all dun like to talk... haiz... then people keep runnning in and out.. no one bothers abt anyone.. haiz...
Oh ya... I solve a doubt tat i hav recently... ans: I was a little too sensitive...
There was chingay rehearsal at PA last sat... It wasn't really fun.. the whole day, people keep giving me attitude... black faces... did i do anything wrong?? mayb lahz.. but i still dunno... The dance was kind of messy... no coordination... blah blah blah.. I believe everyone can see lorz... not really confident in tis year's chingay... Not really excited abt it... not in the mood to do everything tis year...
Read a book today wif qiqi... it's regarding chinese horoscope.. Tiger.... It says tat tis year, the people born in the year of tiger will suffer major heartbreaks... tat is wat is written... dunno whether true anot... haha... I read it lorz... it says... 落花有意，流水无情。。。
Your like an angel. You pocess love and bring love
to any thing or person. You love being
yourself. Even though your cute or not. I think
your just awesome. Like you are peace:)
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You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)
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Your a Fall. Your cool and sweet. You love the
leaves when they fall to your feet in swirls.
Also when you rake the leaves you listen to the
soft rustling sound of the gentle breeze. Your
calm and care-free:)
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finally...
I finally sat down in front of my hse com to do some stuff that I haven't been doing... Feeling extremely tired so, I'm giving a long update..
Went for JMD today... The people were different... But it was back to the time before the Cat Bs came in.. the onli girls group.. hahaha... We chat really openly... now, abit hard... everyone has something to hide abt themselves... We were really good with each other... me, ari, hong hong, qiqi, jas, suya, prisca, cindy & yvonne... now everything change... the JMD feeling is no more there... Without Jae, without Zat, with the Cat Bs, alot of comments, opinions and words were left unsaid and people were expected to understand.. Am I over sensitive or wat... I kept having the feeling tat ** is trying to crash all my friendships.... Y??? just over that person???
But still, I will never let JMD break in to small pieces.. never....
Cat As will know wat i mean.... Although we quarrel sometimes, we still maintain tat relationship there.... We will never scold each other... sometimes, we attitude but we make sure we know when to stop.. we encourage.. we comment... we open up wif the truth.. now??? wat happen?? is the JMD spirit still there?? We want to be fair... But when there are more people, things get more and more complicated.... I do wan JMD to grow... But if we grow without being close together, wat the use of growing?? We will still go back to last time... it's like in one class, there is a few groups.. then this group dun like tat group.. then where is the class unity??? it is the same tat applies...
anyway, everyone gets busy.. let pray tat we will get closer to each other and all the misunderstanding will clear.... It will clear one day... Tat's something tat I believe and I pray that it will happened....
Went for JMD today... The people were different... But it was back to the time before the Cat Bs came in.. the onli girls group.. hahaha... We chat really openly... now, abit hard... everyone has something to hide abt themselves... We were really good with each other... me, ari, hong hong, qiqi, jas, suya, prisca, cindy & yvonne... now everything change... the JMD feeling is no more there... Without Jae, without Zat, with the Cat Bs, alot of comments, opinions and words were left unsaid and people were expected to understand.. Am I over sensitive or wat... I kept having the feeling tat ** is trying to crash all my friendships.... Y??? just over that person???
But still, I will never let JMD break in to small pieces.. never....
Cat As will know wat i mean.... Although we quarrel sometimes, we still maintain tat relationship there.... We will never scold each other... sometimes, we attitude but we make sure we know when to stop.. we encourage.. we comment... we open up wif the truth.. now??? wat happen?? is the JMD spirit still there?? We want to be fair... But when there are more people, things get more and more complicated.... I do wan JMD to grow... But if we grow without being close together, wat the use of growing?? We will still go back to last time... it's like in one class, there is a few groups.. then this group dun like tat group.. then where is the class unity??? it is the same tat applies...
anyway, everyone gets busy.. let pray tat we will get closer to each other and all the misunderstanding will clear.... It will clear one day... Tat's something tat I believe and I pray that it will happened....
Busy... busy.. busy
At 1s, here i am in KM.. so slack.. now getting busier and busier... I've just completed my discrepancies report for Fusion.. haiz... see until i almost want to faint... headache... I'm super tired now..
Tis morning, I completed my Photoshop, completed SWiSH, completed the discrepancies report, doing my e-Aes.. tired.... haiz..
Well, I will update more when I'm more free... Sorry to readers who have been popping by yet not seeing any updates...
Will stop here... going to see my supervisor.....
Tis morning, I completed my Photoshop, completed SWiSH, completed the discrepancies report, doing my e-Aes.. tired.... haiz..
Well, I will update more when I'm more free... Sorry to readers who have been popping by yet not seeing any updates...
Will stop here... going to see my supervisor.....
1st day in KM@SBM
today, 1st day in KM.. was basically slacking the whole day except when I was doin the advertisement... Qiqi taught me... thanks gal... anyway, I'm sitting at the corner of KM so my superivsors can't really see wat i'm doin...
I went to MSC just now... I'm beginning to miss Fusion.. Miss the days where we sit outside Sweet 'n' Such to talk, the time where we sit at the cashier there to hold 'meetings'... even customer cum in, we also never greet.. haha..now, too slack liao.. not use to it.. haha.. veri bored... i tink the new batch at least call me 5 times to ask me abt the products... haiz.. they really ~... haiz.... the last time when we took over, I never called Yana.. not tat i dun need her help.. but i just dun tink i wan to call her.. she is not tat friendly after all... tis new batch is too dependent on us liao... haiz... but I do hav my own opinions on the individuals... whether izzit in Value Shop, Sweet 'n' Such, Pretty Face or Fusion... there are surely to be like and dislikes...
One thing that all of us learn while working in MSC is that in a retail store, everyone work as a team, not as an individual.. I wonder how Fusion will fare in the mystery shoppers this time round... Yana's batch was 1st, we were 2nd... wat abt them?? 3rd? 1st? or last? nobody knows until it happens.. hahaha...
Anyway, tml is NYP annual Open Hse.. I performing at 2.15pm at atrium... hahahaha... muz cum watch horz..... Need to go sleep liao... if not, tml cannot wake up le.. Nitez people....
I went to MSC just now... I'm beginning to miss Fusion.. Miss the days where we sit outside Sweet 'n' Such to talk, the time where we sit at the cashier there to hold 'meetings'... even customer cum in, we also never greet.. haha..now, too slack liao.. not use to it.. haha.. veri bored... i tink the new batch at least call me 5 times to ask me abt the products... haiz.. they really ~... haiz.... the last time when we took over, I never called Yana.. not tat i dun need her help.. but i just dun tink i wan to call her.. she is not tat friendly after all... tis new batch is too dependent on us liao... haiz... but I do hav my own opinions on the individuals... whether izzit in Value Shop, Sweet 'n' Such, Pretty Face or Fusion... there are surely to be like and dislikes...
One thing that all of us learn while working in MSC is that in a retail store, everyone work as a team, not as an individual.. I wonder how Fusion will fare in the mystery shoppers this time round... Yana's batch was 1st, we were 2nd... wat abt them?? 3rd? 1st? or last? nobody knows until it happens.. hahaha...
Anyway, tml is NYP annual Open Hse.. I performing at 2.15pm at atrium... hahahaha... muz cum watch horz..... Need to go sleep liao... if not, tml cannot wake up le.. Nitez people....
last day in Fusion
Today is my last day in MSC Fusion... The last day, having e chance to sit together wif Brian, yiting, Zati, Bao Xian and Jie Ru, joking and gossiping... although handover is not fun at all, and i really dun like e attitude of the new batch, i was happy wif fusion... I'm sorry to Fusion for there are times when i was too insensitive to e feelings of u guys... that includes brian of cos... I'm really sorry... I guess i'm under toomuch pressure.. I really dun like the title of 'leader' when every supervisor is saying... As a leader, i muz do tis, i mus do that.. it was really too much.. So here, if i was too insensitive to ur feelings and i hurt them, sorry... I didn't mean it... I really didn't... Mayb we will still meet in our 3rd stopover... haha.. tat time,we muz really hav fun... I'll miss mt time in Fusion... listening to our "national anthem"-Jay Zhou, Qi Li Xiang... and our "school song"-Jolin's Dao Dai... hahaha...
chingay rehearsal...
Early in e morning, woke up at 7 plus.. call Itsuki.. Wanted to ask him if I can dun go JMD today for I was really tired.. didn't really sleep well last night... woke up at least 3 times.. Sianz... Wasn't really in the mood to go lorz... but still I woke up, bath, dress up, went for breakfast wif daddy... Then he drove me to school.. Since it was early, I stand at the blk e, 3rd floor e parapet there, thinking... As thoughts flow thru, alot of things came into me mind.. People, incidents and relationships.. complicated... I broke down... crying out to God, asking for his help...
At abt 9.55.. Frank came... then as time pass, more and more people came.. except the one tat holds e key.. tat's Itsuki... finally, he appeared... then he just draw me the formation and left... Wat e... he just left without saying anything... I asked.. but he say nothing...Guys... Anyway, I did wat he said.. change formation.. etc etc... So early, he showed me a black face...then at abt 12 plus, left for lunch... he appeared to clear e room.. then proceed for lunch then to JAS for chingay rehearsal...
At e rehearsal, still.. he has a black face... But can sense tat sumthing is really troubling him... We learn e marching part of the parade and saw the costume today... It's quite nice... abit funny thou.. there was e opening ceremony.. then a briefing on the performance thingy... JMD gals split into 2... Selphie, Yaya, Ari, Qiqi, Jas, Gia gia, Meiling, Anna, Gin and Stella one group... then me, emily, lifeng, brendy, cindy, prisca and fiona another group... then e guys another group... then we practise.. Chingay rehearsal ended at abt 5.. then took 74 to Hougang and then change bus to tampines then home... on the bus ride all the way back to Hougang central, Itsuki was sitting all alone... didn't talk to anyone.. except his phone call... when he get down, also never say anything.. then me and Gin took 72 to tampines.. on the way, we talked abt lots of things... really alot.. from the talk, I knew alot of things... which i will never know if i never talk to her... then came home...
Just now went for dinner wif my dad... the last time we eat dinner together for just the 2 of us was like a few years ago lorz... After wat happened tis few years, I was unwilling to eat wif him... then today, ate wif him... Cos after all, He is still my dad... just came back from dinner and here am I, blogging abt today's happening... May God give Itsuki direction on wat he should be doing now to handle his personal problem.. and may when I see him e next time round, He will be better and happier and without problems, bothering him... Here is my wish to all.. May all of u be happy and that problems tat u have will be solved by the power of GOD.. for he is the most powerful God...
At abt 9.55.. Frank came... then as time pass, more and more people came.. except the one tat holds e key.. tat's Itsuki... finally, he appeared... then he just draw me the formation and left... Wat e... he just left without saying anything... I asked.. but he say nothing...Guys... Anyway, I did wat he said.. change formation.. etc etc... So early, he showed me a black face...then at abt 12 plus, left for lunch... he appeared to clear e room.. then proceed for lunch then to JAS for chingay rehearsal...
At e rehearsal, still.. he has a black face... But can sense tat sumthing is really troubling him... We learn e marching part of the parade and saw the costume today... It's quite nice... abit funny thou.. there was e opening ceremony.. then a briefing on the performance thingy... JMD gals split into 2... Selphie, Yaya, Ari, Qiqi, Jas, Gia gia, Meiling, Anna, Gin and Stella one group... then me, emily, lifeng, brendy, cindy, prisca and fiona another group... then e guys another group... then we practise.. Chingay rehearsal ended at abt 5.. then took 74 to Hougang and then change bus to tampines then home... on the bus ride all the way back to Hougang central, Itsuki was sitting all alone... didn't talk to anyone.. except his phone call... when he get down, also never say anything.. then me and Gin took 72 to tampines.. on the way, we talked abt lots of things... really alot.. from the talk, I knew alot of things... which i will never know if i never talk to her... then came home...
Just now went for dinner wif my dad... the last time we eat dinner together for just the 2 of us was like a few years ago lorz... After wat happened tis few years, I was unwilling to eat wif him... then today, ate wif him... Cos after all, He is still my dad... just came back from dinner and here am I, blogging abt today's happening... May God give Itsuki direction on wat he should be doing now to handle his personal problem.. and may when I see him e next time round, He will be better and happier and without problems, bothering him... Here is my wish to all.. May all of u be happy and that problems tat u have will be solved by the power of GOD.. for he is the most powerful God...
y???
Y do people like to leave me wondering wat hav i done wrong?? Can't they just tell me??
Y do people just like to twist my words into a different meaning?? Can't they just take it as it is?
Y do people ignore me when I really want to talk to them?? Can't they just talk??
Y do people seems like I hav offended them when I never do anything?? Can someone tell me wat's wrong??
I'm having lots of question marks in my mind.. Can anyone help me to solve them??
I was really happy to go JMD in the past... Now, wat's my feeling?? Everything is getting complicated....
Y do people just like to twist my words into a different meaning?? Can't they just take it as it is?
Y do people ignore me when I really want to talk to them?? Can't they just talk??
Y do people seems like I hav offended them when I never do anything?? Can someone tell me wat's wrong??
I'm having lots of question marks in my mind.. Can anyone help me to solve them??
I was really happy to go JMD in the past... Now, wat's my feeling?? Everything is getting complicated....
again, again & again...
Just reach home... settling down to prepare for tml's handover and also sharing session... was really tired today but I still managed finish my work... haiz.. Today, I almost lost the keys to the MP3 players' cupboard... By chance, I use the cashier drawer's key to open.. and Guess wat? It open.. and I found... the keys inside.. haha.. How blur i am.. Today in NYP SBM, i call it the Tsunami Day.. Everywhere u go, u will see something to do Tsunami.. In the MSC outlets, today, all the profit will go to them... also, we are selling YanYan Kid's peanut cream biscuits for the fund raising too... then in the atrium, there is the Tsunami Fund raising Gala Event... They have plenty of things going on there... of cos, food,games and stuff.. Met Otah Sensei there and he pass me 5 of the $5 dollars coupon and ask me to pass to other Sakuran Members... called Itsuki and got to know that he is at Mac.. Went to pass to him.. saw aRi there so give her one.. and left 1 for Dan.. the other 2, I give to Jas... i also spend 2 of the $5 coupons... the sausages are nice... brought an apple pie... after tat went back to Fusion.. and found out that the apple pie is made by Mr K's mum.... haha... but i didn't eat... i gave it to Zati... Fusion today was full of packed food... I brought some, Zati brought some, Yiting brought some and Bao Xian brought some too.. all of ours plus together will go to an amount of i tink $30 dollars... wah...
Ytd, after Fusion close, I went for JMD... when I reach there, saw the cat b gals in yukata.. not bad... Here is who i tink looks good... Jennifer, Anna, Amelia, Brendy.... then went for dinner... dunno y, the whole night, I was trying to talk to her.. but it just seems that I have offended her that she didn't wan to talk to me... did I offend her in any way??????? i really dunno... can someone tell me..... Haiz...
k... gtg... got to go back to do my powerpoint... nitez...
Ytd, after Fusion close, I went for JMD... when I reach there, saw the cat b gals in yukata.. not bad... Here is who i tink looks good... Jennifer, Anna, Amelia, Brendy.... then went for dinner... dunno y, the whole night, I was trying to talk to her.. but it just seems that I have offended her that she didn't wan to talk to me... did I offend her in any way??????? i really dunno... can someone tell me..... Haiz...
k... gtg... got to go back to do my powerpoint... nitez...
finished my projects le...
Finally, I finished my projects.. today is one of my last days in Fusion... Tuesday onwards, I'll be in KM@SBM... dunno if I should consider it good or bad... I choose it and realise tat none of classmates are there.. Most of them are at ELDC... The new batch came today.. then the one tat is taking over me is also by the name of WENDY... haha... I'm pretty bored these days.. dun really know wat I should do... Today, Corbell came in wif new items.. beginning to put up the items.. really alot.. I still waiting for G-cap and Twinmos to cum in...
Sianz.....
Sianz.....
Sianz.....
I'm beginnning to miss the days where I can slack at home...
Today at JMD's debrief, Oz and Dan were saying abt the dance group thingy.. I was tinking abt it all the way home.. It was my dream.. I always wanted to say that if Dan ever formed a dance group, I will confirm join him... I told him before.. But i dunno if he still remembers.. I realli wan to join tis time.. but dunno if he will accept... Really wish to be part of it.... Wishes....
Sianz.....
Sianz.....
Sianz.....
I'm beginnning to miss the days where I can slack at home...
Today at JMD's debrief, Oz and Dan were saying abt the dance group thingy.. I was tinking abt it all the way home.. It was my dream.. I always wanted to say that if Dan ever formed a dance group, I will confirm join him... I told him before.. But i dunno if he still remembers.. I realli wan to join tis time.. but dunno if he will accept... Really wish to be part of it.... Wishes....
A project rushing day...
i just finish rushing my report... I need to submit in 2 reports by wednesday... my personal selling report and summary report...Was rushing.. Ate dinner in school, wif XX, Zati, Charlotte and Huey huey.. talked abt family and realise that actually I still love my dad... somehow...
Wat a day today.. early in the morning, when I reach Fusion, realise that the whole of Fusion is black.. wat happened?? was everyone's reaction.. Ms Cai realise when she went in to deactivated the alarm that there was a power failure... dunno since when.. but what we know is that the milk is spolit.. Yakult too and the worse was ice-cream.. it became juice.. hahaha... Wat a day... then we started counting the stocks that we have in the freezer and fridge.. then came the cleaning... haiz.... Wat a day... then Ms Cai call in the afternoon say she wans the Pansonic stuff now.. I was like HUH??? But still, I did it.. Sianz... Was very very tired....
As I was on the train, one of my collegues from 7-11 called,saying that I'm actually working today yet I dun even know... What a day... then reluctantly,I went down to work, onli came back home at 11 plus.. After finish some of my stuff, sat in front of the com till now to finish up the report.. i still haven't finish.. but I'll finish it tml... in school... I tink...
Going to sleep liao... If not tml sure "panda " eyes... Nitez people...
Wat a day today.. early in the morning, when I reach Fusion, realise that the whole of Fusion is black.. wat happened?? was everyone's reaction.. Ms Cai realise when she went in to deactivated the alarm that there was a power failure... dunno since when.. but what we know is that the milk is spolit.. Yakult too and the worse was ice-cream.. it became juice.. hahaha... Wat a day... then we started counting the stocks that we have in the freezer and fridge.. then came the cleaning... haiz.... Wat a day... then Ms Cai call in the afternoon say she wans the Pansonic stuff now.. I was like HUH??? But still, I did it.. Sianz... Was very very tired....
As I was on the train, one of my collegues from 7-11 called,saying that I'm actually working today yet I dun even know... What a day... then reluctantly,I went down to work, onli came back home at 11 plus.. After finish some of my stuff, sat in front of the com till now to finish up the report.. i still haven't finish.. but I'll finish it tml... in school... I tink...
Going to sleep liao... If not tml sure "panda " eyes... Nitez people...
Memories....
Memories from Fusion...
Mr K.... haha.. he is the most unwelcome guy in Fusion...
We dun hate him.. Just plainly dun like... He say Fusion people are not friendly.. tat was wat he said during his presentation horz.. in front of my supersvisors somemore... then he was the only one that complain lorz... dun izzit he something wrong or wat...
The gothic guy... haha.. just now is the most unwelcome.. now, this guy is the most welcome....
Bao Xian, Yiting, Jie Ru and Zati always hope that he comes and he will talk... He is not the handsome kind like Lian Ming.. neither is he the very cute kind like Jun Quan... He is the gothic kind.. Cosplay people might know what i mean.. yah... So, he everyday also buy Jumbo Choco Fudge... A ice-cream... funny... then today, somehow, the POS system at Fusion decided to hang at his turn..haha.. then he waited lorz.. funny....
Friendz, Pretty Face, Sweet 'n' Such, Value Shop, Lifestyle, IM, Ops and of cos, Fusion...
I made lots of frenz here.. time when we ate luch together, when we celebrate Yiting's and Charlotte's b'daes today... And of cos, the time when we talk... When me and Bao Xian discovered that we actually share the same b'dae... 13th Jun, 1986.. haha.. So hard to find.. haha..
All frenz and supervisors doing TEP...
I made new frenz... Evelyn, Karen, Huey Huey, Xiu Xian, Zu Xian, Vanessa... and lots of unknown ones.. recognize faces but dunno names....
All of u are nice pals... May we stay frenz even after changing stopovers.... My supervisors.... "the very nice" Ms Lee, "very sweet" Ms Cai, "image conscious" Ms Heng, "pretty" Ms Cheng, "long winded" Mr Chan and other lecturers.. I know Fusion always take very long to close.. bear wif us.. for we need to count more money... Sorry... Sorry for times when we were really irritaing... We didn't like TEP when we came to Fusion.. But it was all of u and all MSC teamz that make us dun feel like leaving Fusion.. We love the atmosphere here.. We really do...
~End~
Mr K.... haha.. he is the most unwelcome guy in Fusion...
We dun hate him.. Just plainly dun like... He say Fusion people are not friendly.. tat was wat he said during his presentation horz.. in front of my supersvisors somemore... then he was the only one that complain lorz... dun izzit he something wrong or wat...
The gothic guy... haha.. just now is the most unwelcome.. now, this guy is the most welcome....
Bao Xian, Yiting, Jie Ru and Zati always hope that he comes and he will talk... He is not the handsome kind like Lian Ming.. neither is he the very cute kind like Jun Quan... He is the gothic kind.. Cosplay people might know what i mean.. yah... So, he everyday also buy Jumbo Choco Fudge... A ice-cream... funny... then today, somehow, the POS system at Fusion decided to hang at his turn..haha.. then he waited lorz.. funny....
Friendz, Pretty Face, Sweet 'n' Such, Value Shop, Lifestyle, IM, Ops and of cos, Fusion...
I made lots of frenz here.. time when we ate luch together, when we celebrate Yiting's and Charlotte's b'daes today... And of cos, the time when we talk... When me and Bao Xian discovered that we actually share the same b'dae... 13th Jun, 1986.. haha.. So hard to find.. haha..
All frenz and supervisors doing TEP...
I made new frenz... Evelyn, Karen, Huey Huey, Xiu Xian, Zu Xian, Vanessa... and lots of unknown ones.. recognize faces but dunno names....
All of u are nice pals... May we stay frenz even after changing stopovers.... My supervisors.... "the very nice" Ms Lee, "very sweet" Ms Cai, "image conscious" Ms Heng, "pretty" Ms Cheng, "long winded" Mr Chan and other lecturers.. I know Fusion always take very long to close.. bear wif us.. for we need to count more money... Sorry... Sorry for times when we were really irritaing... We didn't like TEP when we came to Fusion.. But it was all of u and all MSC teamz that make us dun feel like leaving Fusion.. We love the atmosphere here.. We really do...
~End~
Fallen, Stood up, fallen again...
late in school, using the com as I know my bro is back & will be using it to late night... So here I am, in school, blogging... I had alot of time.. So I went to read everyone blogs.. found out alot of things that I didn't know... Sort of.. for the past few days, I've been tinking of my purpose in life.. Wat am I doin here? I wasn't able to give myself answer.. I'm lost... I'm all by myself...
Today at Fusion....
1stly.. Fusion today hav shortage of $7.80.. That's alot... everyone of us have to pay $1.30.. 1st time... haiz... then in the afternoon, we had tis e-test... a stupid e-test.. It was really stupid... It came out alot of things that we never even study.. KAOz..... stupid e-test.. Alot of people fail lorz... Fusion was in a very upset mood after the test...
In the morning, we were really busy... And I mean busy.. Ms Cai came up at 10am.. Then we started "renovation" for Fusion... Move things here and there, clear stocks, clean shelves.. etc.. etc... Waited for the whole day for the cds to be up.. but in the end, never.. Sianz.. Then today, rearranged the display for MP3 players... Then twinmos products also never come... Sianz... dunno wat to do.. Monday is going to be another busy day again..... Just like today...
Stocks coming in.. going out... moving here, moving there... next week will be my last week at Fusion.. After that, I'll be at KM... I'll miz the fun time that we had.. those "meetings", slacking, moving stocks, learning from old batch... etc.. etc...
Was looking back to 2004 for the past few days... So many things happened.. My heart was broken... into many many pieces.. Many many times.. I'm trying to put them back into place.. I left BLC, I left YCG, I stopped going PEP, stop Poly Serve.. all at the same time... Hsiao Ling said that I let go too much at a time... Too much...
I have been waiting...
Waiting for that day to come...
It came...
But it was never the same again...
You change...
I never...
I'm still waiting...
For the day to come...
The day when I can tell others...
That u are my boyfriend again...
If u still dunno, let me tell u now...
Since the day that u left me...
I've never stop loving you...
And I mean never...
**For the someone that I specially ask u to read my blog...
I'm getting long winded.. haha.. better stop here.. I need to finish up my stuff... Will continue blogging some other days....
**Still in school struggling to finish my work** >.<
Today at Fusion....
1stly.. Fusion today hav shortage of $7.80.. That's alot... everyone of us have to pay $1.30.. 1st time... haiz... then in the afternoon, we had tis e-test... a stupid e-test.. It was really stupid... It came out alot of things that we never even study.. KAOz..... stupid e-test.. Alot of people fail lorz... Fusion was in a very upset mood after the test...
In the morning, we were really busy... And I mean busy.. Ms Cai came up at 10am.. Then we started "renovation" for Fusion... Move things here and there, clear stocks, clean shelves.. etc.. etc... Waited for the whole day for the cds to be up.. but in the end, never.. Sianz.. Then today, rearranged the display for MP3 players... Then twinmos products also never come... Sianz... dunno wat to do.. Monday is going to be another busy day again..... Just like today...
Stocks coming in.. going out... moving here, moving there... next week will be my last week at Fusion.. After that, I'll be at KM... I'll miz the fun time that we had.. those "meetings", slacking, moving stocks, learning from old batch... etc.. etc...
Was looking back to 2004 for the past few days... So many things happened.. My heart was broken... into many many pieces.. Many many times.. I'm trying to put them back into place.. I left BLC, I left YCG, I stopped going PEP, stop Poly Serve.. all at the same time... Hsiao Ling said that I let go too much at a time... Too much...
I have been waiting...
Waiting for that day to come...
It came...
But it was never the same again...
You change...
I never...
I'm still waiting...
For the day to come...
The day when I can tell others...
That u are my boyfriend again...
If u still dunno, let me tell u now...
Since the day that u left me...
I've never stop loving you...
And I mean never...
**For the someone that I specially ask u to read my blog...
I'm getting long winded.. haha.. better stop here.. I need to finish up my stuff... Will continue blogging some other days....
**Still in school struggling to finish my work** >.<
Happy New Year...
Today, the 1st day of the New Year.... I'm at home, doin nothing... After finishing school, I went out wif some frenz... Evelyn, Karen, Charlotte and Zati... My newly made frenz... Was sort of bored thou... We went to hav lunch then then shop ard then went home.. Things didn't happen as planned.. We wanted to go eat steam boat.. but ended up, I went shopping wif my mum.. haha.. But i kind of very long never shop wif my mum liao.. I brought a bracelet, a anklet.. and i brought one for my mum too.. For her b'dae... Was kind of bored thou... At home, nothing to do.. And I injuried my leg yesterday, while taking the escalator... Wat a New Year...
I'm have been waiting for him to say...
But he never said it...
I'm waiting for him...
But he didn't response..
I'm sure he knows..
But he act as if he dun...
I want to make the move...
But he is avoiding...
I'm trying my best...
But he is not...
I wish...
But he dun...
When will he say, response, knows, make the move, try his best and wish???
Still waiting................................
Happy New Year.......................
May tis year be different..........
tat I dun hav to spend alone.....
I'm have been waiting for him to say...
But he never said it...
I'm waiting for him...
But he didn't response..
I'm sure he knows..
But he act as if he dun...
I want to make the move...
But he is avoiding...
I'm trying my best...
But he is not...
I wish...
But he dun...
When will he say, response, knows, make the move, try his best and wish???
Still waiting................................
Happy New Year.......................
May tis year be different..........
tat I dun hav to spend alone.....
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