Chingay- Parade of Dreams...

*I woke up at 1 plus today, onli realise tat it was 1 plus when my mum woke me up and told me she going to work le then i ask her for the time..*

Yesterday... Chingay Parade..
Really had fun yesterday... 2nd yr at Chingay.. different from last year.. the group of people change.. wif few remaining.. Me, Xiang Ming, Ari, Emily, Cindy, Prisca, Jas, Qiqi and Li Feng.. the rest, not there tis year... the rest, all 1st timers ba.. except mayb for DAn and ZAto.. they were there on the Singaporre Ondo that yr.. ZAto never perform tis yr.. he was there as a photogrpaher... DAn perform tis yr... basically, we all had fun.. We met in sch at mac at 1.. suppose to be 1 lahz.. but i met Gin then we went orchard to collect sumthing before heading to sch in cab.. reached school at abt.. 1 plus.. but i wasn't then latest.. E latest was XM... then we proceed to blk S to board the bus tat Mr Han book for us... 40 seater.. we chat all the way there.. and play Dai dee... we reach JAS in no time..

Time for preparation... We went into a stage of preparation.. Went to change.. then Sensei put on the make up for us... glitter, face paint, etc... at the blink of an eye, we were boarding the bus to orchard for chingay parade... when i boarded the bus, i was askin Anna wat to put on my hand.. then Xiang Ming suggested to put on the words of the song, Otokichi Beat in Hiragana.... I objected at 1st.... but in the end still put lahz... so he happily did the wording... but i accidentally smerged it.. so he hav to save it by puting a little bit more on after we got down the bus lahz..

At Orchard....
After he finish wif the right hand, i ask him to tink of sumthing to help me write on the left hand.. then in the end, he wrote Chingay... a bit ugly lahz.. then at abt 10 mins later, Prisca came over to talk.. then she oso wan to design then let her do lorz.. then in the end, she and xiang ming were busying testing all sorts of things on my left hand.. dotz... In the midst of their drawing, thoughts of my kor filled my mind... dunno y.. but he filled my mind.. although he did happi while i did yukata, we still had fun... Times when we talked and play together... (I really miss him.. thank God he is cuming back on the 5th..) I almost cried... but still, manage to control... hehehe... anyway, all the way, we were having fun... then it started... Chingay- Parade of Dreams.. were dancing and dancing and dancing.. So high... We were having fun... although the route was long, we weren't really tired.. on the way back to JAS, we were waving at almost anyone tat we saw on e road.. dotz...

Back at JAS..
We ate and drink, watch the video, took pics and change.. then left... we oso collected our chingay tee... so nice.. together wif a handachief and a pack of tissue.. I left at abt 11 plus... left together wif Anna and Gin... mysteriously, Fiona and Meiling dissappeared... so we left lahz.. Anna took bus while me and Gin share cab.. Reach home at abt.. 12... i tink..

At home..
home sweet home.. took pics of my hand... bath, ate... then came online.. chatted abit wif my kor... was so happy when i heard tat he is cuming back on March 5th... booked him for a time slot... but he never say whether when he free.... Kor... of you free to see tis blog, oso go see the one entitled my dream... then went to sleep.. till tis morning... sorry.. it's afternoon 1 plus...

Today..
Basically, i slack at home today... was supposed to go up to my aunt's hse... cos my cousin's son celebrating his 1 yr old's b'dae today... Happy B'dae to Bensel....but never go up.. lazy... but i going out later... wif vanvan... going to eat roti prata...

got to go bath.. if not later sure late.... Byez...

My dream....

I hav a veri veri veri big dream.. Some people know.. Some people dunno...

My dream..
-Form a dance group... Performing ard the world.. for Leon's concert... and oso for my Kor, Jaeson's concert... (they are superstars....)

Group leader: Danny..
Assist. leader: Itsuki..
Memebers:
-Zat
-Jaeson
-Ari
-Suya
-Hong
-Qiqi
-Jas
-myself
-Yvonne
-Lester
-Prisca
-Cindy
-Shu Herng
-Steve
-Selphie
-Terence
-Qing Yuan
-Jennifer
-Meiling
-Brendy
-Gia gia
-Anna
-Fiona
-Amelia
-Petrie
-Chee Ching

Basically.. JMD people.. We will work as a team.. of cos not everyone will be in... cos some of them might not want to join us.. but whoever wan to join.. feel free....
Anyway.. It just a dream... May my dream cum true...
Haha...
Prisca say I day dreaming..
now nite already.. I haven't sleep.. mayb start dreaming le..
But if my Kor, Jaeson and Leon(e JMD one.. not the 四大天王) open concert..
I confirm will go.. Cos they are superstars...
Full support from Wendy...
JMD Rox...

Valentine's day...

although it's valentine's, it's a normal monday to me.. A really normal one... I went to sch as normal, late for 15 mins as usual, sit in KM for the rest of the day, playing mahjong, chit chatting... Qiqi on block leave, never eat lunch, had breakfast wif Xx, Zuzz, mabel, zati, huey huey and leen... So tired...

At abt 3 plus, went to mac to get a drink... then me, Xx, Zuzz and zati, we seat at the bench behind SBM club's clubroom... we seat there and crap till abt 545 b4 going back to our respective centres to sign out... then huey huey and I went Tampines.. she looking for a discman... she didn't wan a mp3 player cos she dun really like to use com.. so we went looking for one at tamp... went to Best Denki to find.... Final product: Pansonic ST-SLX430 @ $139.. sliver color... then we just shop ard then left for home...

P.S: saw lots of people carrying flowers.. then at tampines, saw a shop (more of a store...) selling bouquet of bears... serious.. abt 6 bears in one bouquet.. so sweet.. I wan...

~End of V-day's update~
~Happy V-day to all couples~
~Stay loving~

CNY... Chinese New Year....

1st, Happy Lunar New Year to all...

It seems like everyone is blogging abt their CNY.. for me.. CNY has been okay lahz.. not much of a difference... just the clothes different... haha.. anyway... I went visiting to my grandma's hse... played mahjong there and won a little bit.. was supposed to go vanvan's hse on the 2nd day but ended up going to my another aunt's hse for visiting... haiz.. nothing much.. but tis year's CNY has a entire different feeling... 1st time. I went visiting yet not many people were there... pretty lonely.. wanted to watch a movie but no one accompany me... sian sian sian... Was trying to cheer my cousin up... she just broke up wif her boyfriend....

Everyone have 2 sides.. be it how good u are, u still hav 2 sides.. the good and bad side... one can be tolerent can be patience... but there is a limit... Everybody hav a limit... People can be good to you.. but dun take the good for granted.. nobody owns u a living.. not even ur parents... they can just give birth to you n throw u one side.. being responsible and taking care of you is b'cos they love u.. tat doesn't mean tat u can take them for granted... they might love you... but they hav the right to throw u one side and see u die... never ever take anyone for granted... be it ur parents, siblings, boyfriend, girlfriend,relatives or even frenz... especially frenz... u might not know how much they care... but it is usually those tat are not that close to you tat really care... u might not like them... they might not the same interest as you.. or u might just happen to know them thru ur frenz... they are the ones who will really care when something happens to you... u might not know if they did help u.. cos they usually will not let u know... but u can be assure that they are always praying for u....

I've been taking people for granted.. it is until wat i heard from one of my best friend wat some of my frenz hav done for me but i never knew... I was treatin them wif cold shoulders.. but now i know who really really care... I was treating some frenz wif courtesy yet they treat me as if i owe them a living...

Dun ever take people for granted.. No one owe you a living...

y mus tis happened??

I quzzled wif my feelings... I dunno if i still love him.. But I did fall in love back wif him when we meet back again.. Now, he told me he already has a girlfriend.. our of a sudden, I feel so lost.. I feel like crying.. I waited for him... and tis happened... how am i suppose to feel??? I beginning to trust wat I read on the book... 我今年的感情只能用八个字来形容： 落花有意流水无情。。。 Am i really tat??? Felt like crying but can't cry out..........

how's my life??

Was staying at my bro's place these few days...

played mahjong wif my bro 'n' my mum till wee hrs in the morning.. so didn't cum to school yesterday... just couldn't bother... yesterday night, went to Chinatown wif my bro, my sis-in-law, my nephew and my mum.. did a little shopping... brought a bracelet, an anklet, 2 cds (梁静茹 & 罗志祥) & i also got myself another Henna... Went back to the same shop to do it.. my sis-in-law got it too while my bro got himself a airbrush tatto... it look cool... went back to my bro hse at abt 10 plus... woke up at 6 plus tis morning to cum to sch... met vanvan and we talk on the train... she was telling me abt how unfair her supervisor was... i sort of agreed but things are never as fair as u tink...

Really love Fish's songs...
梁静茹-接受

仿佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右 还以为我们会开花结果
我还记得玫瑰色天空 却模糊了我们的脸孔 哼过的歌记得有什么内容

仿佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风 吹过你的领空 差点失控 回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛 想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷

我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟 在爱情了分不了轻重 诚实的过了头 不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头 把寂寞消除的理由 剩下的那些感动 能记得久。。。。