2nd typing...
I am upset over changes... I really am.. I tried everything that I can do.. but u jus refuse to cooperate.. We were once good pals.. but now? Jus b'cos i made new friends and u made too??? I thought our friendship would last.. But it didn't... It's beginning to fade.. Can't u feel it?? U dun bother abt how i feel anymore.. U dun bother abt me anymore... I dun wish to lose u as a friend...
New friends made: Evelyn, Karen, Charlotte, Zati, Huey Huey, Vanessa, Zu Xian, Xiu Xian, Si Miao, Jia Yu, Yuan Hong, Brian and many many more.. Colleagues, MSC mates, supervisors at IM, Pretty Face, Value Shop, Sweet & Such, Friends, Lifestyle and of cos, Fusion. Also, colleagues, teammates and supervisor at KM and MRC... I oso got to know some people better.. What kind of people they really are..
WHAT IS THIS WORLD BECOMIN TOO??????
~Sob Sob~
Upset...
I was upset when u said tat.. I was upset when u didn't care abt how i felt.. I was upset when u did tat.. She said people change... did u really change???
I'm sick of the changes ard me....
I'm sick of the changes ard me....
today...
Current time: 8 mins to 2am..
Current chore: Going to slp..
Sakuran Camp ended today.. I didn't go tis year due to some family matters.. then today, I worked.. Thought tat the camp should hav been fun.. (Read Dan's and Gin's blogs..) But unfortunatly.. There were some injuries during the captain's ball game on Itsuki and some AAA pple.. Last yr's camp oso got injuries.. tis yr oso.. Mayb captain's ball is quite dangerous... izzit?
i miss the "who dares" game.. where we basically ran around the whole sch to find the clues to the next one.. tat's nice isn't it... we were the 1st team to complete it if i never remember wrongly.. can't really remember whose team i was in.. i onli remember my team got Dan... then oso remember how we make kimono wif newspaper last year.. was really fun.. Last yr camp was really fun.. I believe tis yr camp is oso veri veri fun right pple?
Anyway.. I've got a new friend.. actually is my new colleague (dunno if got spell correct anot..) A malay oso... didn't hav a chance to work wif her.. dunno y.. anyway, heard tat she is quite a nice ger... Anyway, I saw Amos today.. jus got to know tat he actually picked up smokin le.. was pretty upset wif tat.. I dun like it in simple.. Did i ever mention, all my colleagues are Malay... except for me and another chinese auntie.. Among my colleagues, there is a couple, a pair of mother and daughter, sisters and oso, brothers... My colleagues are all veri nice.. we chat, laugh and work together.. sometimes we tease each other too... Wat a nice environment..
Well, goin to sleep le.. hav a good day pple...
~Note: Mus remember to buy Zati's sushi tml morning..~
Current chore: Going to slp..
Sakuran Camp ended today.. I didn't go tis year due to some family matters.. then today, I worked.. Thought tat the camp should hav been fun.. (Read Dan's and Gin's blogs..) But unfortunatly.. There were some injuries during the captain's ball game on Itsuki and some AAA pple.. Last yr's camp oso got injuries.. tis yr oso.. Mayb captain's ball is quite dangerous... izzit?
i miss the "who dares" game.. where we basically ran around the whole sch to find the clues to the next one.. tat's nice isn't it... we were the 1st team to complete it if i never remember wrongly.. can't really remember whose team i was in.. i onli remember my team got Dan... then oso remember how we make kimono wif newspaper last year.. was really fun.. Last yr camp was really fun.. I believe tis yr camp is oso veri veri fun right pple?
Anyway.. I've got a new friend.. actually is my new colleague (dunno if got spell correct anot..) A malay oso... didn't hav a chance to work wif her.. dunno y.. anyway, heard tat she is quite a nice ger... Anyway, I saw Amos today.. jus got to know tat he actually picked up smokin le.. was pretty upset wif tat.. I dun like it in simple.. Did i ever mention, all my colleagues are Malay... except for me and another chinese auntie.. Among my colleagues, there is a couple, a pair of mother and daughter, sisters and oso, brothers... My colleagues are all veri nice.. we chat, laugh and work together.. sometimes we tease each other too... Wat a nice environment..
Well, goin to sleep le.. hav a good day pple...
~Note: Mus remember to buy Zati's sushi tml morning..~
Life...
Started new sem le.. My new status, NYP, Yr 3 1st Sem... TEP ended last fri, had a fun time celebrating end of TEP wif Pizza, wif my MRC mates and Ms Tan.. didn't manage to take photos wif all.. but some.. Well, I did somehow, enjoy my time in MRC... Although I didn't see e results of my team's project, I'm still glad to know tat the NTUC people were glad to see e work.. Somehow, some sense of achievements... I'm really thankful for everyone tat helped us...
Especially Ms Tan.. Of cos, my team mates were the critical people tat contributed...
Firstly, the leader: Nisha.. she was a great leader....
Then, Cherilyn.. She never complained when she was given work..
of cos, Jonathan.. Who oso never complained..
then we hav Brian, the reports editor.. Vomited blood till his whole shirt turned RED..
followed by Xiao Yun and Dion, who never fails to entertain us..
then e drawer, Yang Fei... he can draw well..
lastly, Bryan...
Everyone did a part.. Thanks to all people in MRC tat make my time enjoyable.. Thanks....
Now tat TEP has ended, I got back to classical modules... Takin modules like:
- Entrepreneurship
- Customer Relationship Marketing (CRM)
- Human Resource Management & Practices (HRM)
- Applied Marketing Research
- Personal Selling and Negotiation Skills
- Retail Store Management...
Mostly theory de.. haiz... sianz... I hate theory... now lecture groups are much much much bigger... 4 RTM classes in 1 small tiny LTD... BE, BF, BG and BH.. LTD is so small lorz..... haiz... Let's hope tat things get better...
~Good Nitez Pple..~ Havin morning class tml...
Especially Ms Tan.. Of cos, my team mates were the critical people tat contributed...
Firstly, the leader: Nisha.. she was a great leader....
Then, Cherilyn.. She never complained when she was given work..
of cos, Jonathan.. Who oso never complained..
then we hav Brian, the reports editor.. Vomited blood till his whole shirt turned RED..
followed by Xiao Yun and Dion, who never fails to entertain us..
then e drawer, Yang Fei... he can draw well..
lastly, Bryan...
Everyone did a part.. Thanks to all people in MRC tat make my time enjoyable.. Thanks....
Now tat TEP has ended, I got back to classical modules... Takin modules like:
- Entrepreneurship
- Customer Relationship Marketing (CRM)
- Human Resource Management & Practices (HRM)
- Applied Marketing Research
- Personal Selling and Negotiation Skills
- Retail Store Management...
Mostly theory de.. haiz... sianz... I hate theory... now lecture groups are much much much bigger... 4 RTM classes in 1 small tiny LTD... BE, BF, BG and BH.. LTD is so small lorz..... haiz... Let's hope tat things get better...
~Good Nitez Pple..~ Havin morning class tml...
18 Apr 2005...
I watched the charity show today.. Was really touched and i made a call of donation... I was wondering if I ever get a disease, would i be as brave as them to continue living... I believe, I would asked to be put to sleep.. U might ask y.. But to me, I dun wan to be a burden to anyone.. I dun wan my loved ones to hav extra burden of lookin after me.. At least if i die, they are able to go and look for someone else, to lead a new life once again.. So here is my say.. if in future, something happen to me, tat cause me to be a burden to anyone, remember tis blog: I wan to be put to sleep... not tat i wan to be selfish.. but i dun wish my love ones to suffer wif me.. I wan them to enjoy life to the fullest...
I was can't help wondering if being too nice was a problem.. I tried my best to communicate.. but people still tink i'm fakin it.. Trying too hard to be their friend.. Why? I'm really sincere to be a good friend... Mayb i should jus stay away.. or mayb b'cos I'm dun deserve any friends... Which is the one??? Let me know if you wan me to stay away...
I was can't help wondering if being too nice was a problem.. I tried my best to communicate.. but people still tink i'm fakin it.. Trying too hard to be their friend.. Why? I'm really sincere to be a good friend... Mayb i should jus stay away.. or mayb b'cos I'm dun deserve any friends... Which is the one??? Let me know if you wan me to stay away...
Life is so fragile...
Today, when on my way to school... I saw a fire accident.. saw 3 fire engines... trying to save as many lives as possible... Life is so fragile.. sometimes.. we can't even do anything to save ourselves from the mess that we have done.... Y?
When i was havin lunch today, Huey got angry over the matter that we were teasing her wif De Wang... She jus walked off.. I was upset and at the same time, worried.. Dunno y.. but i admit that I treasure her as my good friend... I sat outside level 4 to tink.. oso, I called Eugene.... We talked.. and he said tat do i hav anyone tat I hate.. And he meant really hate.. not those that u dislike.. but hate... I didn't know wat he meant..
His definition of hate: When u hate someone, u wouldn't wan to see tat person.. u wouldn't wan anything to do wif tat person.. not even like keeping the contact numbers in ur phone.. U wouldn't wan any of ur friends to hav contact wif tat person too... so u will actually say everything tat is bad abt her...
my answer: I do dislike people.. But i never hate them.. Not even when they did sumthing extremely wrong to me.. I never hate them... I do dislike them... But not hate.. cos no matter what they did or how i dislike them, I still keep their numbers.. I might not call them.. might not wan to see them.. might not talk to them... but i still remember who they are, and i still keep their numbers.. no matter how much i dislike them, I still tink of them as my frenz..
I might dislike u.. but u are still in my heart.. u still stands a place... in my heart and in my phone.. i might ignore u.. i might sae u when u are wrong.. i might critise u... but when u did something good, something honourable.. I will still clap.. b'cos u are good.. I'm not the kind tat once i dislike u, no matter how good u are, i will sae u are not good.. If u are good, I will say u are good..
Good Day, My frenz...
When i was havin lunch today, Huey got angry over the matter that we were teasing her wif De Wang... She jus walked off.. I was upset and at the same time, worried.. Dunno y.. but i admit that I treasure her as my good friend... I sat outside level 4 to tink.. oso, I called Eugene.... We talked.. and he said tat do i hav anyone tat I hate.. And he meant really hate.. not those that u dislike.. but hate... I didn't know wat he meant..
His definition of hate: When u hate someone, u wouldn't wan to see tat person.. u wouldn't wan anything to do wif tat person.. not even like keeping the contact numbers in ur phone.. U wouldn't wan any of ur friends to hav contact wif tat person too... so u will actually say everything tat is bad abt her...
my answer: I do dislike people.. But i never hate them.. Not even when they did sumthing extremely wrong to me.. I never hate them... I do dislike them... But not hate.. cos no matter what they did or how i dislike them, I still keep their numbers.. I might not call them.. might not wan to see them.. might not talk to them... but i still remember who they are, and i still keep their numbers.. no matter how much i dislike them, I still tink of them as my frenz..
I might dislike u.. but u are still in my heart.. u still stands a place... in my heart and in my phone.. i might ignore u.. i might sae u when u are wrong.. i might critise u... but when u did something good, something honourable.. I will still clap.. b'cos u are good.. I'm not the kind tat once i dislike u, no matter how good u are, i will sae u are not good.. If u are good, I will say u are good..
Good Day, My frenz...
everybody is doing it...
these few days, notice tat alot of people change their blogskin.. I did, Dan did, Itsuki did.. Selphie also did... We all change our blogskins... Go take a look...
Anyway, hav been on block leave... for the 1st 4 days, all i hav been doin is wake up, on com, stay in front of my com for almost the whole day... then on the fifth day, went to my bro's hse to look after my nephew.... He is so CUTE.... Will be goin up again tml... Then on the sat and sun... I was working... Work OT somemore.... Then oso. first day went for movie.... oso wed i went movie.. but with different people... Mon, I went wif Huey.. Then wed, wif Zati and Charlotte...hahaha.. Watch so much movie in a week..
Wendy's Movie Review
The Eye 10
It's not bad... Jus a little lame.. dun really hav a story... jus saying how they wanted to stop but couldn't stop.. About how lovin a couple is... Really not bad... Not a bad show to watch if you really dun wan to watch anything else...
The Pacifier
A good show to watch... A bit funny... A story abt how a family where the parent is away and the police comes and take over as a baby sitter... Quite a nice show... If u dunno wat show to choose, choose tis and u will not regret watching...
~ End of Movie Review~
Basically, I hav quite a boring yet good week... This week, I am back in MRC.. on a monday morning, I hav presentation.. But it was pushed to the afternoon... But I broke my heels... I broke the strap in front.. Thanks to Qiqi for accompanying me to AMK to buy heels... thanks... Spend extra money today to but heels... Sianz.. But anyway, I claiming back the travel expenses from MRC for the NTUC project which amounted to abt 26 bucks... Also can claim for the drink expense.. $2 per person per trip.. I have 7 trips.. which makes it $14.. Total: $40..... extra income for the month... then my 7-eleven pay is abt $200 tis month.. Total, $240.. after paying $100 for phone bill.. $100 for contact lenses.. left 40.. haiz....
Anyway, hav been on block leave... for the 1st 4 days, all i hav been doin is wake up, on com, stay in front of my com for almost the whole day... then on the fifth day, went to my bro's hse to look after my nephew.... He is so CUTE.... Will be goin up again tml... Then on the sat and sun... I was working... Work OT somemore.... Then oso. first day went for movie.... oso wed i went movie.. but with different people... Mon, I went wif Huey.. Then wed, wif Zati and Charlotte...hahaha.. Watch so much movie in a week..
Wendy's Movie Review
The Eye 10
It's not bad... Jus a little lame.. dun really hav a story... jus saying how they wanted to stop but couldn't stop.. About how lovin a couple is... Really not bad... Not a bad show to watch if you really dun wan to watch anything else...
The Pacifier
A good show to watch... A bit funny... A story abt how a family where the parent is away and the police comes and take over as a baby sitter... Quite a nice show... If u dunno wat show to choose, choose tis and u will not regret watching...
~ End of Movie Review~
Basically, I hav quite a boring yet good week... This week, I am back in MRC.. on a monday morning, I hav presentation.. But it was pushed to the afternoon... But I broke my heels... I broke the strap in front.. Thanks to Qiqi for accompanying me to AMK to buy heels... thanks... Spend extra money today to but heels... Sianz.. But anyway, I claiming back the travel expenses from MRC for the NTUC project which amounted to abt 26 bucks... Also can claim for the drink expense.. $2 per person per trip.. I have 7 trips.. which makes it $14.. Total: $40..... extra income for the month... then my 7-eleven pay is abt $200 tis month.. Total, $240.. after paying $100 for phone bill.. $100 for contact lenses.. left 40.. haiz....
New blogskin..
I just change my blogskin.. thanks to Zati.. Finally change it... Any comments? leave it on my tag board.. thanks people...
block leave...
Currently, me on block leave.. Finally, block leave.. I got away from MRC.. haha... but i'll be goin back to sch.. on thurs.. I tink.. cos sumthing happenin on thurs.. so i'll be goin back.. or mayb not.. depends lorz... see how lahz..
I've been really slackin.. No JMD... no school.. no projects.. no reports.. no MRC... SIANZ...
Humans really funny.. or i shld say.. I'm funny.. When I've all those, I complain.. When i dun hav.. I oso complain.. Funny right? Mayb.. but tat's me.. I dun like to be too busy.. neither do i like to be too free.. Veri sianz lorz...
Really lookin forward to go movie wif charlotte.. Zati.. Evelyn.. Karen.. and Huey... wat shld we watch?? Some of the choices:
- Miss Congeniality 2:Armed & Fabulous ?
- Be Cool ?
- The Pacifier ?
- Samara ?
- Wedding Date ?
- Spanglish ?
Anyone got suggestions or advise or comments??
I've been really slackin.. No JMD... no school.. no projects.. no reports.. no MRC... SIANZ...
Humans really funny.. or i shld say.. I'm funny.. When I've all those, I complain.. When i dun hav.. I oso complain.. Funny right? Mayb.. but tat's me.. I dun like to be too busy.. neither do i like to be too free.. Veri sianz lorz...
Really lookin forward to go movie wif charlotte.. Zati.. Evelyn.. Karen.. and Huey... wat shld we watch?? Some of the choices:
- Miss Congeniality 2:Armed & Fabulous ?
- Be Cool ?
- The Pacifier ?
- Samara ?
- Wedding Date ?
- Spanglish ?
Anyone got suggestions or advise or comments??
Sorry...
Tis blog is here to apologise to a person whom i know.. but i dunno if she consider me as a fren.. I'm sorry tat i shouldn't hav told e story to my fren.. From the opinions tat I obtain.. it shows tat I shld hav asked u 1st.. Sorry.. I jus didn't wan my fren to suffer from things tat u hav written abt her, yet she didn't know.. I dun wan her to suffer from staring eyes as if she really did sumthing wrong.. I didn't sae u were in the wrong.. As i saw things clearer e other day... I saw tat she has her wrongs too.. Sorry for accusing if i did... U hav all e rights to blame me.. But i hope tat u dun.. I dun want o push the blame away... But u really can't blame me cos i couldn't really trust u.. cos u did co much things tat broke e trust tat I once gave.. then u can't expect me not to doubt u right..
Here i ask for u to accept my apologise.. Of cos, whether u accept it or not, I can't force u... But I'm sorry.. Tat's all i can sae...
Nitez...
Here i ask for u to accept my apologise.. Of cos, whether u accept it or not, I can't force u... But I'm sorry.. Tat's all i can sae...
Nitez...
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