First updates... JMD..
JMD internal conflict has been sort of solved.. we had a feedback yesterday.. everything is supposed to be back to normal i guess...
Yesterday, i had a chat... now i know wat we had been thinking.. i told tat person how i felt.. we managed to solve the problem somehow... I dunno if wat i said actually had hurt him.. If I hav, here, I apologise.. Sorry.. There were indeed many happenings yesterday... No matter happy or not, It has been over... Lets move forward together.. no matter izzit JMG or the juniors... Ganbettta ne... JMD spirit is alive once again....
~JMD Rox~
2ndly... school..
Many people has been askin me why I never talk wif her anymore... Honestly, I dunno the answer.. Mayb I shld sae... I dun really wan to know e answer... But, once again, if I hurt u.. I'm sorry.. Sometimes, I really dun mean it.. U might not see tis i believe... But i dun hav the courage to say sorry in front of you... but you still stand a place in my heart.. Although i dunno wat is goin on in class cos i hav been missing class or even after class.. i believe, I still stand a place in ur heart too.. If there is anything, u need a listening ear, u need someone to be there for you, call me, I'll be there for you... I might not be able to catch up wif class.... but i will try my best... I will pass all these modules.. no matter how hard it is, I'll still try my best...
3rdly, myself..
Due to all the unhappiness these days, I guess my temper has been quite bad.. Quite a number of innocent people got it.. I'm sorry for my bad temper these days... I felt really horrible inside.. It's like... inside is tearing apart... Things are not as good as it looks outside.. After the alone session yesterday.. I felt better.... Much better i guess.. Anyway, things are on the right track le...
People, dun worry too much.. Wendy is back to her happy-go-lucky days... Thanks to all those who had given me the advices, the comforting statements, the smiles, the care, the concern, the words, the hugs and the shoulders... thanks.... You are remembered...
~Happy Memories~
~Wendy~
why do people change so fast????
It has been jus 1 semester.. and tat is how fast people change... i would sae... i change le oso ba...
I guess it jus take people like over a weekend to change.. sometimes even jus over the night... nowadays, people change really fast... I guess it apply to me too ba..
today, I can be really nice to you.. but tml.. I might jus ignore you.. So tempermental... isn't it??
recently.. alot of things happened.. Misunderstandings, miscommunication.. and even... misleading answers.. not onli between groups of people.. but between 2 friends that were once veri close.. and nobody has the courage to ask the other party what actually happened, yet... we are veri veri veri veri keen to know exactly wat has happened...
being honest, sometimes, i dunno tat i actually offended somebody.. I really dunno... here, saying to all those readers out there... If I really offended someone.. kindly tell me.. so tat i can apologise.. I'm really sincere abt that... I dun wish to be kept in the dark.. I'll feel weird if you suddenly turned against me..
To people tat I have hurt.. accidentally... I'm sorry... Quoting from Ashley: "Wendy.. you are really stubborn.." I'm admiting.. I'm indeed stubborn at times.. to the extend tat i hurt people unknowingly.. to the extend tat i might hav offended people.. to the extend tat I might hav cos misunderstandings between people...
People Change... But I never thought that our friendship would change.
I thought tat my relationship with you would never change.. I never thought tat you would jus dump me aside... I thought tat our friendship can withstand this kind of test.. I never thought tat our friendship would end jus b'cos u grew closer to someone else... i thought our friendship would be a long lasting one.. I never thought things would end tis way.. I thought u were my closest friend despite our differences...
We might share different thoughts but we argue..
We might share different perceptions on matters but we could always talk it out...
We might live different lives but we could always throw away the differences....
We might think differently but we always manage to compromise....
We might have different friends but we never interrupt each other making friends...
We might not like each other friends but we will never critise each other friends.....
We might not like that fact tat we are different but we will compromise with the differences....
We might be living worlds apart but we would always find a chance to go out together.....
We might be the ones tat people would never thought that we would be such close but we prove them wrong....
We might be not tat close anymore but memories are always intact...
We might not talk anymore, not sit together anymore, not gossip together anymore, not discuss anymore. not shopping together anymore, not eating together anymore... to the extend tat we might not be even friends anymore.....
MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.. I will forever remember tat I once have a friend like you, who cared, who shared, who showered me with care and concern, who eat together, laugh together and have fun together....
FRIENDS FOREVER....
I guess it jus take people like over a weekend to change.. sometimes even jus over the night... nowadays, people change really fast... I guess it apply to me too ba..
today, I can be really nice to you.. but tml.. I might jus ignore you.. So tempermental... isn't it??
recently.. alot of things happened.. Misunderstandings, miscommunication.. and even... misleading answers.. not onli between groups of people.. but between 2 friends that were once veri close.. and nobody has the courage to ask the other party what actually happened, yet... we are veri veri veri veri keen to know exactly wat has happened...
being honest, sometimes, i dunno tat i actually offended somebody.. I really dunno... here, saying to all those readers out there... If I really offended someone.. kindly tell me.. so tat i can apologise.. I'm really sincere abt that... I dun wish to be kept in the dark.. I'll feel weird if you suddenly turned against me..
To people tat I have hurt.. accidentally... I'm sorry... Quoting from Ashley: "Wendy.. you are really stubborn.." I'm admiting.. I'm indeed stubborn at times.. to the extend tat i hurt people unknowingly.. to the extend tat i might hav offended people.. to the extend tat I might hav cos misunderstandings between people...
People Change... But I never thought that our friendship would change.
I thought tat my relationship with you would never change.. I never thought tat you would jus dump me aside... I thought tat our friendship can withstand this kind of test.. I never thought tat our friendship would end jus b'cos u grew closer to someone else... i thought our friendship would be a long lasting one.. I never thought things would end tis way.. I thought u were my closest friend despite our differences...
We might share different thoughts but we argue..
We might share different perceptions on matters but we could always talk it out...
We might live different lives but we could always throw away the differences....
We might think differently but we always manage to compromise....
We might have different friends but we never interrupt each other making friends...
We might not like each other friends but we will never critise each other friends.....
We might not like that fact tat we are different but we will compromise with the differences....
We might be living worlds apart but we would always find a chance to go out together.....
We might be the ones tat people would never thought that we would be such close but we prove them wrong....
We might be not tat close anymore but memories are always intact...
We might not talk anymore, not sit together anymore, not gossip together anymore, not discuss anymore. not shopping together anymore, not eating together anymore... to the extend tat we might not be even friends anymore.....
MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.. I will forever remember tat I once have a friend like you, who cared, who shared, who showered me with care and concern, who eat together, laugh together and have fun together....
FRIENDS FOREVER....
finally back in action...
To people who are concern.. I'm back with JMD le.. no worries.. I will be there for practise except on saturdays due to work committment...
I know many of you were wondering why i haven't been appearing for JMD many sessions... Here is a little information... There has been some problems in me that I was trying to solve myself... Also, i had some infections on my legs.. so was takin care of my legs carefully..
For the other reasons.. I'll leave it confidential.. onli those i told were known lahz...
Recently, there has been problems in JMD itself.. "Internal Conflict" is the term i would use to describe it... Somehow.. things didn't turn up right... Well.. usin a more direct term, Seniors VS Juniors... actually.. it should be Seniors VS ~~ I am not commenting on anything.. Like wat Ari say... We, seniors jus wan to know wat the ~ is goin on... We want to know why... We wan to clear up tis mess tat has been created by the "so called" somebody... I dun wan to know the motive... i dun wan to know her objectives.. I jus to clear tis stupid shit of mess to lighten the burden of Steve, Shu Herng, Dan and Itsuki...
Actually... most of us know the reason... but i guess biased did play a part ba.. Everyone is biased... But why? have any of my readers ever wondered y tis person or tis group of people dislike you so much? Hav u ever give it a thought... Izzit ur actions? ur attitudes? ur behaviors? or izzit b'cos of something tat u said?? Dun b'cos tis person dislike you or said/did something not nice then u decided to take revenge.. tis is nonsense... Dun be stupid lorz... If everyone take revenge, when will tis end??
JMD must hav the team spirit in order to continue in NYP.. JMD needs the spirit.. not jus among ur own batch.. we need the spirit as a whole of JMD.. both seniors and juniors.. But b4 there can be team spirit.. there mus be understanding between the 2 groups.. Izzit possible to talk it out? So someone has anyway out to this.. Example: hav a discussion session like we use to, talk to the someone tat we tink has a problem wif the rest, etc etc.. someone pls give some suggestions so tat we can quickly solve tis...
As for now, let's jus pray tat the somebody would jus kindly leave us alone... and continue wif wat has to be done.. stop creating misunderstanding.... lastly...
~JMD always stay in my heart~
~JMD and JMG rulz~
~JMD Rox~
~JMD will never fall~
~INTRUDERS... GET OUT OF JMD... YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE... GET OUT~
I know many of you were wondering why i haven't been appearing for JMD many sessions... Here is a little information... There has been some problems in me that I was trying to solve myself... Also, i had some infections on my legs.. so was takin care of my legs carefully..
For the other reasons.. I'll leave it confidential.. onli those i told were known lahz...
Recently, there has been problems in JMD itself.. "Internal Conflict" is the term i would use to describe it... Somehow.. things didn't turn up right... Well.. usin a more direct term, Seniors VS Juniors... actually.. it should be Seniors VS ~~ I am not commenting on anything.. Like wat Ari say... We, seniors jus wan to know wat the ~ is goin on... We want to know why... We wan to clear up tis mess tat has been created by the "so called" somebody... I dun wan to know the motive... i dun wan to know her objectives.. I jus to clear tis stupid shit of mess to lighten the burden of Steve, Shu Herng, Dan and Itsuki...
Actually... most of us know the reason... but i guess biased did play a part ba.. Everyone is biased... But why? have any of my readers ever wondered y tis person or tis group of people dislike you so much? Hav u ever give it a thought... Izzit ur actions? ur attitudes? ur behaviors? or izzit b'cos of something tat u said?? Dun b'cos tis person dislike you or said/did something not nice then u decided to take revenge.. tis is nonsense... Dun be stupid lorz... If everyone take revenge, when will tis end??
JMD must hav the team spirit in order to continue in NYP.. JMD needs the spirit.. not jus among ur own batch.. we need the spirit as a whole of JMD.. both seniors and juniors.. But b4 there can be team spirit.. there mus be understanding between the 2 groups.. Izzit possible to talk it out? So someone has anyway out to this.. Example: hav a discussion session like we use to, talk to the someone tat we tink has a problem wif the rest, etc etc.. someone pls give some suggestions so tat we can quickly solve tis...
As for now, let's jus pray tat the somebody would jus kindly leave us alone... and continue wif wat has to be done.. stop creating misunderstanding.... lastly...
~JMD always stay in my heart~
~JMD and JMG rulz~
~JMD Rox~
~JMD will never fall~
~INTRUDERS... GET OUT OF JMD... YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE... GET OUT~
Happy Mothers' Day to all e mothers in tis world...
haven't been bloggin for some time.. Had been busy wif work, study and etc...
If u people ever notice, i have been skipping JMD for awhile... There are several reasons contributing to my skipping of JMD..
1stly, I dun tink I'm even needed there.. Thought tat I was really extra there and since I'm causing some people to be unhappy while I'm there, might as well i dun go right..
2ndly, I really need a rest for my legs...
3rdly, slackin for 5hrs in sch is really horrible... and i cannot go home.... (waste bus fare, waste time, waste energy... then jus go home for less then 2 hrs then need to come back to sch).. yet, i cannot find anything to do in school..
4th, I need some time to adjust to the people and the environment...
I dunno when i will have the courage to go back.. it seems tat if I am not there, they are happier... then why shld i go back to make them unhappy again??
CAN SOMEONE KINDLY GUIDE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO???
haiz.. anyone can help, kindly either post a comment or leave a msg on the tag.. thanks..
If u people ever notice, i have been skipping JMD for awhile... There are several reasons contributing to my skipping of JMD..
1stly, I dun tink I'm even needed there.. Thought tat I was really extra there and since I'm causing some people to be unhappy while I'm there, might as well i dun go right..
2ndly, I really need a rest for my legs...
3rdly, slackin for 5hrs in sch is really horrible... and i cannot go home.... (waste bus fare, waste time, waste energy... then jus go home for less then 2 hrs then need to come back to sch).. yet, i cannot find anything to do in school..
4th, I need some time to adjust to the people and the environment...
I dunno when i will have the courage to go back.. it seems tat if I am not there, they are happier... then why shld i go back to make them unhappy again??
CAN SOMEONE KINDLY GUIDE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO???
haiz.. anyone can help, kindly either post a comment or leave a msg on the tag.. thanks..
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