I keep asking myself, what new year resolutions should I make this year.. With the many years before or even till now, its common for people to make resolutions like "I'm going to start saving", "Im going to lost weight", "Im going to threat myself better", "Im going to live a healthier lifestyle" and blah blah blah.. You get what I mean..
I slept over, pondered over about my resolutions and came up with the following:-
1) To sleep more everyday.. (Tat's by sleeping earlier and not waking up later~ LOL)
2) To take lesser cabs.. (I've cut down alot but still need to work on those impromptu cases..)
3) To save at least 2 dollars a day..
4) To cut down on coke, fast food, fried food and drink more water on weekdays..
5) Last but not least, the usual every year resolution! To be someone that I love and loves me..
I strongly believe that resolutions 1 to 3 are easier to attain.. 4 will need more determination.. 5 is the hardest of the lot.. LOL.. Nevertheless, I'll try my best!
I always remembered this very famous quote from the bible abt love.. N my favourite from this quote? "Love Never fails"
John 3:16
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled;
where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.
When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.
When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.
Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face.
Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.
But the greatest of these is love.
Have you made your resolutions? If not, do so now!!
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Life have been pretty much normal.. Job here is kind of fulfilling.. I'm happy to work here, in minimum politics.. Im really glad that jobs that I hold, since graduation till now, all have minimum politics.. Im not saying there isnt.. but at least, there's not a lot..
Im considering whether to continue to take up Jap lessons.. I almost returned everything to my Sensei already since I stopped class 9months ago.. or maybe I shld go take up do some tuition for kids.. Hmm.. Which is a better choice? Shall ponder over it again.. =D
CNY is coming in 2 days time.. Hope everyone enjoys a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
Reunion dinner w Ardorythmatics is tml!!! Im excited to see many of them which I havent had the chance since I-dont-remember-when..
Sunday is Reunion dinner w FAMILY! N maybe movie w some friends!!
Have fun people!!!!!!
Saw an Anonymous posted a comment on my blogpost of 2006 and was back reading all my posts.. I was wondering how I can be start from sharing my thoughts and words to jus simply updating my daily life..
Let the below extracted passage be a reminder to the real reasons as to why we are attending church..
Below is something I extracted, a 2006 blogpost, from my leader of the cell group which I use to attend:
"We will not settle for the basic need and what is necessary but rather going for things that are MORE then basic. SO this question came to mind, Is the bread of life enough for me? Or I need something more to make it more effective or special? Like the beauty of the Church building? the warm fellowship of the churchmates? Or the nice music? Or even the interesting activities we organise. We no long focus on the BREAD, but the jams and the butter. To my horror, some may even forsake the bread and eat just the butter and the jams and make it their basic need. That means Christian now a days will focus on the churh building, the fellowship of the people, the music and the speculations and not the BREAD, not their relationship with Jesus anymore. LEt's keep praying for ourselves and for one another that we will not end up forsaking the BREAD of life and settle for the Butter and jams."
A lot of times, we tend to forget the original intention of the activity after a prolong period of time and focus on something else instead and I wondered how often do we get back onto the right tracks..
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Was out with D^boy on the weekend and happened to comment on our "suayness" with down riding escalators brought us to this topic..
We should not blame God for things that he doesnt give to us but instead praise him for the things that he had given instead. Praise him that the up riding escalators are working well and not blame him why the down riding escalators broke down.
There's always 2 sides to a coin and to all things that happened. Look on the positive side and you will see joy in everything that is happening in your life. =D
As what D^Boy shared during Xmas celebration, "May this festive season be a time for all to forgive and to learn to forget all bad and mean things that others have done unto you" Forgiving is easy, forgetting is hard but let's all try. =)
And as a common phase that everyone quote: "God never promise life would be easy. He promise that it will be worth it" God has pre-planned all our life, what we will do, how much we will earn, who will be our life partner and blah blah blah.. So remember, my favourite saying "Everything happens for a reason and everything is in God's hand!"
N I know, there is just this issue that I must fix this year. I will learn to fix the issue.
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CNY is drawing closer. Let's take this festive time, to gather family friends and spend some quality time together. Have a great week ahead!! N to all who havent shop for their CNY clothes, Me neither!!! Will do it this weekend.. LOL!
N also, if u haven't make ur new year resolutions, it's still not too late!!
I'll update my resolutions for the new year soon!! Once I ponder n sleep over it this weekend!
Let the below extracted passage be a reminder to the real reasons as to why we are attending church..
Below is something I extracted, a 2006 blogpost, from my leader of the cell group which I use to attend:
"We will not settle for the basic need and what is necessary but rather going for things that are MORE then basic. SO this question came to mind, Is the bread of life enough for me? Or I need something more to make it more effective or special? Like the beauty of the Church building? the warm fellowship of the churchmates? Or the nice music? Or even the interesting activities we organise. We no long focus on the BREAD, but the jams and the butter. To my horror, some may even forsake the bread and eat just the butter and the jams and make it their basic need. That means Christian now a days will focus on the churh building, the fellowship of the people, the music and the speculations and not the BREAD, not their relationship with Jesus anymore. LEt's keep praying for ourselves and for one another that we will not end up forsaking the BREAD of life and settle for the Butter and jams."
A lot of times, we tend to forget the original intention of the activity after a prolong period of time and focus on something else instead and I wondered how often do we get back onto the right tracks..
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Was out with D^boy on the weekend and happened to comment on our "suayness" with down riding escalators brought us to this topic..
We should not blame God for things that he doesnt give to us but instead praise him for the things that he had given instead. Praise him that the up riding escalators are working well and not blame him why the down riding escalators broke down.
There's always 2 sides to a coin and to all things that happened. Look on the positive side and you will see joy in everything that is happening in your life. =D
As what D^Boy shared during Xmas celebration, "May this festive season be a time for all to forgive and to learn to forget all bad and mean things that others have done unto you" Forgiving is easy, forgetting is hard but let's all try. =)
And as a common phase that everyone quote: "God never promise life would be easy. He promise that it will be worth it" God has pre-planned all our life, what we will do, how much we will earn, who will be our life partner and blah blah blah.. So remember, my favourite saying "Everything happens for a reason and everything is in God's hand!"
N I know, there is just this issue that I must fix this year. I will learn to fix the issue.
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CNY is drawing closer. Let's take this festive time, to gather family friends and spend some quality time together. Have a great week ahead!! N to all who havent shop for their CNY clothes, Me neither!!! Will do it this weekend.. LOL!
N also, if u haven't make ur new year resolutions, it's still not too late!!
I'll update my resolutions for the new year soon!! Once I ponder n sleep over it this weekend!
Half a year update..
More than half a year gone and many things went by.. CNY, my birthday, Natsu as well as many friends' birthdays.. For official records, I left the bank that I was working for in the past 4 years and join another industry. A total new industry that to me, one that most of my friends have never gone into, doing HR - Training.
I indeed left the bank without a job, an action deem by many to be an action of 冲动, without thinking of consequences, silly, dumb and irrational. Many ask me why and I've ask myself that question too, especially in times when last day at work came closer and there was nothing else in front to look forward to. Just to set it straight, I've never regretted the decision and the real reason that I wanted to leave that place shall jus be kept to myself and the people who know..
I'm glad that this new job came along and I will try my best to fit in and work things out. Career is what I'm looking at this time and not just another job... Thanks all who have gave their support, well wishes and prayers during this period of time that I was feeling lost and helpless.
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A week ago, was e worst night of my life, feeling helpless to the extend that I wanted to end my life, in order to ease things alittle... For the first time in my life, I want to run away, run away from this life, this family and everything that I've earned, built and endured.. Till today, I'm talking to them but am still feeling the agony in me as to why things turned out this way. As to why does it have to be this way. Does family even means anything to them?? I don't know. As things are starting to recover, we all know that the damage have already been done and would never be the same again.
Was glad that Maryanne was there, trying to find me a solution and of cos, keeping me sane at the same time. If not, it probably would not be a blog post that you see now but an obituary instead. Peaceful and quiet place to dry my tears and think things over was what I needed and she gladly offered her place.
Decisions have been made, temporary solutions found and just going to let it be for now.
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Recent happenings between friends and everything that have been said, heard, done, talk about, discuss are creating alot of emotions. Just hope that things are going to better.. I still stand by what I said and belief that Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. Therefore, if you do not agree with what other people have done and criticize that, do keep in mind that you should not be doing the exact same things. If not, you are just being contradicting. LOL.
To end things, I just hope that everything will get on fine.. TGIF!
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I indeed left the bank without a job, an action deem by many to be an action of 冲动, without thinking of consequences, silly, dumb and irrational. Many ask me why and I've ask myself that question too, especially in times when last day at work came closer and there was nothing else in front to look forward to. Just to set it straight, I've never regretted the decision and the real reason that I wanted to leave that place shall jus be kept to myself and the people who know..
I'm glad that this new job came along and I will try my best to fit in and work things out. Career is what I'm looking at this time and not just another job... Thanks all who have gave their support, well wishes and prayers during this period of time that I was feeling lost and helpless.
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A week ago, was e worst night of my life, feeling helpless to the extend that I wanted to end my life, in order to ease things alittle... For the first time in my life, I want to run away, run away from this life, this family and everything that I've earned, built and endured.. Till today, I'm talking to them but am still feeling the agony in me as to why things turned out this way. As to why does it have to be this way. Does family even means anything to them?? I don't know. As things are starting to recover, we all know that the damage have already been done and would never be the same again.
Was glad that Maryanne was there, trying to find me a solution and of cos, keeping me sane at the same time. If not, it probably would not be a blog post that you see now but an obituary instead. Peaceful and quiet place to dry my tears and think things over was what I needed and she gladly offered her place.
Decisions have been made, temporary solutions found and just going to let it be for now.
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Recent happenings between friends and everything that have been said, heard, done, talk about, discuss are creating alot of emotions. Just hope that things are going to better.. I still stand by what I said and belief that Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. Therefore, if you do not agree with what other people have done and criticize that, do keep in mind that you should not be doing the exact same things. If not, you are just being contradicting. LOL.
To end things, I just hope that everything will get on fine.. TGIF!
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Appraisal is done. Everything is finalise. I asked myself why didn't I deserve a 2.. And realise that probably I didn't do enough.. =(
Promotion is something that everyone hopes for in a job for that means that you have advance a step in your career progression.. For me, it's been 3yrs, coming to 4 and trust me, none of those of the same rank as me in my team, are heading towards that path bcos, it's almost impossible..
Shall not say more as it's already pretty late! time to sleep...
Before that, just to share a phrase that I learn to understand from my CG leader previously when I was still with them "Do to others as you would have them do to you"
I believe in what goes around comes around...
Promotion is something that everyone hopes for in a job for that means that you have advance a step in your career progression.. For me, it's been 3yrs, coming to 4 and trust me, none of those of the same rank as me in my team, are heading towards that path bcos, it's almost impossible..
Shall not say more as it's already pretty late! time to sleep...
Before that, just to share a phrase that I learn to understand from my CG leader previously when I was still with them "Do to others as you would have them do to you"
I believe in what goes around comes around...
2nd post of 2011!!!!
1st 2 weeks of 2011 have past and how have you been?
I've been living life jus like 2010, day after day, night after night.
Meet up with Ashley today, chat a far more then usual.
She was telling me something which I keep pestering her to tell me the answer but she refuse to. I tired guessing but to no avail. =(
I think I know who is talking abt thou. =D
Ahahaa.. Maybe I do, maybe I don't. But Whatever! LOL..
Additional New resolutions for the year!
1) Love myself more
2) Stay connected with friends who are worth it & find back the lost ones!!
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On side note, I have convinced myself that I shld start looking for a new dept to go into once I get my bonus.. N I mean it. N I want a totally unrelated dept!!! Yesh, a totally unrelated one. No doubt I have fun and absolute trust and is for sure, comfortable with the people I am working with currently. BUT I have to agree with Ashley on ONE POINT - Being irreplaceable in your current dept will deter your chances and opportunities to grow and move on. So, I do want to move on to learn new things and since no one really think that form checking is so impt, why am I wasting my time & life doing it??
Changes can be good and bad BUT it can't go too bad if you anticipate it with the good and positive attitude. Afterall, once you hit the bottom, there's no other way except going up! =D
All e best to friends in no matter what kind of journey you are abt the embark on for only you know yourself the best and what it is that you really wanted. =D
1st 2 weeks of 2011 have past and how have you been?
I've been living life jus like 2010, day after day, night after night.
Meet up with Ashley today, chat a far more then usual.
She was telling me something which I keep pestering her to tell me the answer but she refuse to. I tired guessing but to no avail. =(
I think I know who is talking abt thou. =D
Ahahaa.. Maybe I do, maybe I don't. But Whatever! LOL..
Additional New resolutions for the year!
1) Love myself more
2) Stay connected with friends who are worth it & find back the lost ones!!
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On side note, I have convinced myself that I shld start looking for a new dept to go into once I get my bonus.. N I mean it. N I want a totally unrelated dept!!! Yesh, a totally unrelated one. No doubt I have fun and absolute trust and is for sure, comfortable with the people I am working with currently. BUT I have to agree with Ashley on ONE POINT - Being irreplaceable in your current dept will deter your chances and opportunities to grow and move on. So, I do want to move on to learn new things and since no one really think that form checking is so impt, why am I wasting my time & life doing it??
Changes can be good and bad BUT it can't go too bad if you anticipate it with the good and positive attitude. Afterall, once you hit the bottom, there's no other way except going up! =D
All e best to friends in no matter what kind of journey you are abt the embark on for only you know yourself the best and what it is that you really wanted. =D
1st post of 2011!!!
Hope this yr have been good for all so far.. How was your 2010??
Seriously, with the kind of memory I have, I can't really remember what exactly happened.. =P
But the end was 2010 was not exactly good I would say. A good friend of mine, relationship w e Gf, capsized. No comments on what actually happened cos I do not want my personal thoughts and thinking to affect him further. I AM indeed ANGRY w her for treating him that way after him, putting all his trust in her with all his heart.. BUT, what hav been done cannot be undone. I wished him all the best and may the bleeding of the heart stop soon..
Other than that, Xmas eve n New YEar's eve was first spend in office before heading out with Besties for dinner!! Photos are up on facebook!!! =) Christmas presents are all still in their packaging
cos I'm too lazy to do any packing at this moment.. wahhahaa... Christmas day was spend At JEsslynn's place to celebrate e little boy's birthday as well as getting to know e rest of the gang.. Was a great day spend.
AFter counting down on NYE, headed over to Henry's place for mini mahjong session decided pretty last min as the offer was bring up on NYE itself, while we were having team lunch and onli confirmed at like 6plus in e evening.. Was fun hanging out with them thou.. Or other, I like playing mahjong.. =D
Back to work is of cos a torture.. Wahahaa.. But meeting up w friends was a pleasure. Finally met up w Dan, Trix, Gerry, Daniel, Peidi, Fook Yu, XM, Emily, Zhenhao n their son for dinner and also, met up w Qiqi for dinner too. It's always fun to meet up w friends, talking abt everything under the sun!
With e new year starting, other than New Year Resolutions, it is also time to make plans for HOLIDAYS!!!
This year might be a little packed w trips!!! (Need to save more $$$)
Planning:
1st: Phuket Trip
2nd: Australia Trip
3rd: Japan Trip!!!
Thinking of going:
1) Batam! (YES, again!)
2) JB (Ok, this is not considered a trip but I want to go in for FOOD!!)
3) Taiwan (YES! I want to revisit n explore more taiwan!!)
Alright! After all these yakking, have you guys make ur new year resolutions? I haven't! But here shld be a start!!
1) No more cabbing to work! (I'm starting on it already! So far so good!!)
2) Save more money! (No splurging!!!)
3) Slim down more!! (That have become a regular item here! Oppss!)
4) Out of SG for New Year Eve's countdown!! (Yes! That's my resolution!! Even if it's GENTING)
5) Transfer dept!!! (I want to get out of my boring JOB!!)
All e best people!!! LOve YA!!
Hope this yr have been good for all so far.. How was your 2010??
Seriously, with the kind of memory I have, I can't really remember what exactly happened.. =P
But the end was 2010 was not exactly good I would say. A good friend of mine, relationship w e Gf, capsized. No comments on what actually happened cos I do not want my personal thoughts and thinking to affect him further. I AM indeed ANGRY w her for treating him that way after him, putting all his trust in her with all his heart.. BUT, what hav been done cannot be undone. I wished him all the best and may the bleeding of the heart stop soon..
Other than that, Xmas eve n New YEar's eve was first spend in office before heading out with Besties for dinner!! Photos are up on facebook!!! =) Christmas presents are all still in their packaging
cos I'm too lazy to do any packing at this moment.. wahhahaa... Christmas day was spend At JEsslynn's place to celebrate e little boy's birthday as well as getting to know e rest of the gang.. Was a great day spend.
AFter counting down on NYE, headed over to Henry's place for mini mahjong session decided pretty last min as the offer was bring up on NYE itself, while we were having team lunch and onli confirmed at like 6plus in e evening.. Was fun hanging out with them thou.. Or other, I like playing mahjong.. =D
Back to work is of cos a torture.. Wahahaa.. But meeting up w friends was a pleasure. Finally met up w Dan, Trix, Gerry, Daniel, Peidi, Fook Yu, XM, Emily, Zhenhao n their son for dinner and also, met up w Qiqi for dinner too. It's always fun to meet up w friends, talking abt everything under the sun!
With e new year starting, other than New Year Resolutions, it is also time to make plans for HOLIDAYS!!!
This year might be a little packed w trips!!! (Need to save more $$$)
Planning:
1st: Phuket Trip
2nd: Australia Trip
3rd: Japan Trip!!!
Thinking of going:
1) Batam! (YES, again!)
2) JB (Ok, this is not considered a trip but I want to go in for FOOD!!)
3) Taiwan (YES! I want to revisit n explore more taiwan!!)
Alright! After all these yakking, have you guys make ur new year resolutions? I haven't! But here shld be a start!!
1) No more cabbing to work! (I'm starting on it already! So far so good!!)
2) Save more money! (No splurging!!!)
3) Slim down more!! (That have become a regular item here! Oppss!)
4) Out of SG for New Year Eve's countdown!! (Yes! That's my resolution!! Even if it's GENTING)
5) Transfer dept!!! (I want to get out of my boring JOB!!)
All e best people!!! LOve YA!!
Sometimes, I wish I never did choose to be transferred here.. Seriously.. Although the people here are nice in general, there are some whom I will never, in my life, be able to work with them peacefully without arguments or disagreement. There are times, when I feel that I have to let them know that they do not rule the place, will be treated by others as showing that I'm still a kid, that I'm throwing my temper. I'm not. Yes, I'm pissed but I'm not showing my temper. P.S: If I were to throw temper, it's 100 times worse then raising my voice.
By not arguing with you, I'm telling you that you have my basic respect, not that you are good in your work or that you have alot of knowledge of the work but because you are older than me. But by acting like a kid, complaining to an adult everytime someone do something that is not to your benefit, will let you lose the basic and little respect that I have for you, in no time. And believe me when I say that once I lost my respect to you as an elder, don't expect me to be nice cos I wouldn't be.
I always believe that everyone in the world should be treated with respect and I deeply believed that respect has to be earn and not given naturally.
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Couple of weeks ago, someone ask, why is life so unfair. Couple of years ago, a close friend ask me that question too. My answer was that God is fair. Everyone will have something attractive and something not so attractive. And that if God takes something away from you and it costs you huge pain and all other feelings, he is doing it for your own good and he for sure, would be giving something / someone even better, and it's jus a matter of time.
These few weeks, I've alot of thoughts, regarding stuff at work, regarding life, regarding alot alot of stuff.. I jus hope that everything will carry on fine. =)
NITEZ people!
By not arguing with you, I'm telling you that you have my basic respect, not that you are good in your work or that you have alot of knowledge of the work but because you are older than me. But by acting like a kid, complaining to an adult everytime someone do something that is not to your benefit, will let you lose the basic and little respect that I have for you, in no time. And believe me when I say that once I lost my respect to you as an elder, don't expect me to be nice cos I wouldn't be.
I always believe that everyone in the world should be treated with respect and I deeply believed that respect has to be earn and not given naturally.
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Couple of weeks ago, someone ask, why is life so unfair. Couple of years ago, a close friend ask me that question too. My answer was that God is fair. Everyone will have something attractive and something not so attractive. And that if God takes something away from you and it costs you huge pain and all other feelings, he is doing it for your own good and he for sure, would be giving something / someone even better, and it's jus a matter of time.
These few weeks, I've alot of thoughts, regarding stuff at work, regarding life, regarding alot alot of stuff.. I jus hope that everything will carry on fine. =)
NITEZ people!
Wow! Been 4 months since I last blogged... After using twitter where random thought of mine are posted, my blog became neglected.. This place will soon become will place for me to share with my closer friends (who knows the address), my thoughts and more into what have been happening with my life.
It have been 3yrs plus since I joined my current company - a time long enough that I shld be moving on to somewhere is what many friends have told me.. But the question is, "Do I really want to move or am I getting too comfortable here that I don't wish to move?" I can't even answer it myself. No doubt, after taking on this job, my expense grew.. by almost double.. Due to the amt of cab rides I hav been taking and trust me, I have been making the effort to lessen it. (Yes, I'm guilty abt giving in to taking cabs every morning and see my $$ flowing away..) And I'm really hoping to change this bad habit of mine... It's freaking expensive to cab from where I live to where I work.. =(
I'm thinking / considering / contemplating to either change a dept (with no links to current one) or to leave and find a new job, in a new company or totally change an industry for new experience.. But all, would have to wait till I get bonus at next year March. Considering that I'm already at year end, no point throwing away my bonus jus because I wish to change job.
YES, for people who still do not know, I've graduated! I'm officially a graduate!! I wouldn't have done it, without alot of support from friends, colleagues and of cos, Xx - who encourage me to sign up, Kim - who approve my staff study loan, Qiqi, Shenna, Damon & Sarah, who helped me through my studies and of cos family especially my mum, who understood my short temper during projects deadline and exam period..
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Enough of the long story, looking at the date, CHRISTMAS, the season of giving is coming again!! Have you started preparing for it? I have.. Hopefully, this years Xmas will be as fun as last years!!
Looking at the time, I need to sleep soon if not, tml I will give in to cab again!! LOL!!
Alright friends, hope you guys had a great weekend, I had fun in mine!! And NO monday blues for all!!
Nitez!
It have been 3yrs plus since I joined my current company - a time long enough that I shld be moving on to somewhere is what many friends have told me.. But the question is, "Do I really want to move or am I getting too comfortable here that I don't wish to move?" I can't even answer it myself. No doubt, after taking on this job, my expense grew.. by almost double.. Due to the amt of cab rides I hav been taking and trust me, I have been making the effort to lessen it. (Yes, I'm guilty abt giving in to taking cabs every morning and see my $$ flowing away..) And I'm really hoping to change this bad habit of mine... It's freaking expensive to cab from where I live to where I work.. =(
I'm thinking / considering / contemplating to either change a dept (with no links to current one) or to leave and find a new job, in a new company or totally change an industry for new experience.. But all, would have to wait till I get bonus at next year March. Considering that I'm already at year end, no point throwing away my bonus jus because I wish to change job.
YES, for people who still do not know, I've graduated! I'm officially a graduate!! I wouldn't have done it, without alot of support from friends, colleagues and of cos, Xx - who encourage me to sign up, Kim - who approve my staff study loan, Qiqi, Shenna, Damon & Sarah, who helped me through my studies and of cos family especially my mum, who understood my short temper during projects deadline and exam period..
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Enough of the long story, looking at the date, CHRISTMAS, the season of giving is coming again!! Have you started preparing for it? I have.. Hopefully, this years Xmas will be as fun as last years!!
Looking at the time, I need to sleep soon if not, tml I will give in to cab again!! LOL!!
Alright friends, hope you guys had a great weekend, I had fun in mine!! And NO monday blues for all!!
Nitez!
NEW BLOG POST!! Hahaa.. After a month of lapse!
I doubted many people read this blog.. HAha..
My 24th Birthday came n left.. =(
Officially 24! HAhaa
Had a fun-filled e day before and on e day itself.. =D
Other than dance pract that sat, met Zuzzy, JErvin, Leen, Xx n Gem for dinner n after dinner activities... =D
No photos to share as we didn't take any..
Jus wanna say thanks to Dan, Trix, Jo, XM, Jas n Steve for the b'dae pressie and all that were there to sing e "speedy" birthday song to me n Jas.. =D
Dinner @ Haji Lane was disappointing as e weather was hot and food standards drop! After dinner activities @ Coffee Nations was definitely enjoyable to all that were there.. We had a fun time jus playing bingo! Thanks Zuzzy, Jervin, Leen, Xx, Gem n Max for the pressie n card!
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Days before my bdae, my bro n max were admitted to hospital on separate occasions due to different reason. Was encouraging max to recover by tempting him with clubbing! LOL.. So, the plan was made for my birthday to go club.. =)
Suppose to meet them for dinner @ 730 but e 1st (Max) only arrived at 745.. Therefore dinner was pushed to 8 instead..
PARTYTIME!! Entered at near 1200.. Drank probably the most no. of different cocktails in my whole life that night, thanks to those guys that were there..
N by now, most people would have know that the most embrassing thing happened with me vomiting.. LOL..
In anyway, although most embrassing, it was also one of the most fun ones..
Want to thank all those who took time to come down, brought e drinks n took care of me.. MUCH APPRECIATED =D
I'm waiting for Max to upload the pics and sent me!!!
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Birthday presents are not exactly opened yet, except for the one that Dan they all gave (cos I used it on that day) Cards have all been read!!
Thanks to all those who remembered, thanks for all e presents, cards as well as the well wishes via fb (yes, my fb's well is flooded), sms and verbally (I bump into Ashley @ Suntec!!) .. =D
This year's birthday was a pretty wonderful one I would say.. Let's hope that next year, I will have a love one to celebrate with me.. Whahahahahha =P
I doubted many people read this blog.. HAha..
My 24th Birthday came n left.. =(
Officially 24! HAhaa
Had a fun-filled e day before and on e day itself.. =D
Other than dance pract that sat, met Zuzzy, JErvin, Leen, Xx n Gem for dinner n after dinner activities... =D
No photos to share as we didn't take any..
Jus wanna say thanks to Dan, Trix, Jo, XM, Jas n Steve for the b'dae pressie and all that were there to sing e "speedy" birthday song to me n Jas.. =D
Dinner @ Haji Lane was disappointing as e weather was hot and food standards drop! After dinner activities @ Coffee Nations was definitely enjoyable to all that were there.. We had a fun time jus playing bingo! Thanks Zuzzy, Jervin, Leen, Xx, Gem n Max for the pressie n card!
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Days before my bdae, my bro n max were admitted to hospital on separate occasions due to different reason. Was encouraging max to recover by tempting him with clubbing! LOL.. So, the plan was made for my birthday to go club.. =)
Suppose to meet them for dinner @ 730 but e 1st (Max) only arrived at 745.. Therefore dinner was pushed to 8 instead..
PARTYTIME!! Entered at near 1200.. Drank probably the most no. of different cocktails in my whole life that night, thanks to those guys that were there..
N by now, most people would have know that the most embrassing thing happened with me vomiting.. LOL..
In anyway, although most embrassing, it was also one of the most fun ones..
Want to thank all those who took time to come down, brought e drinks n took care of me.. MUCH APPRECIATED =D
I'm waiting for Max to upload the pics and sent me!!!
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Birthday presents are not exactly opened yet, except for the one that Dan they all gave (cos I used it on that day) Cards have all been read!!
Thanks to all those who remembered, thanks for all e presents, cards as well as the well wishes via fb (yes, my fb's well is flooded), sms and verbally (I bump into Ashley @ Suntec!!) .. =D
This year's birthday was a pretty wonderful one I would say.. Let's hope that next year, I will have a love one to celebrate with me.. Whahahahahha =P
My office officially moved to CBP already.. Thank God, my company decided to provide shuttle service & that timing for the JE bus to office will be changed to 745!!! YESH!!! Saving on transport is a high priority for people like me who travels from one end of SG to another for work.. =( More people will be moving in next week = more people sitting shuttle bus! =(
Recently, dance class started!! WOOHOO!!! Stretching session is what I missed e most.. Even thou e 1st lesson left me aching e next day.. HAHAHHAAHA...
School started too! Frankie is back to teach us for SM => Meaning to say, passing this module would be slightly easier.. =D Hopefully, nothing will be too difficult this semester.. AFterall, it's my last module.. Afterwhich, I will be done with school for the moment.. =D Thinking of which, I haven't started reading on e 100 MCQs test which is a week after my birthday!! =( Shall start studying soon so that I can pass that Financial Risk course in office! Probably after the trip I guess.. =D
This year's trip was a rocky one.. Yesh, I haven't went yet and it's already rocky.. May everything goes smoothly! Will be meeting Zuzzy on the 19th to go change money plus probably would have to pack my luggage then cos friday is always a SUPER busy day in office! And I have to settle everything before going cos I wouldn't be ard for a week!
That's all for now, blogging from Maryanne's house~
Shall blog again probably after my trip..
REalising! I don't think much people come by here nowadays! Hahahahaa... MORE FREEDOM OF SPEECH!
Recently, dance class started!! WOOHOO!!! Stretching session is what I missed e most.. Even thou e 1st lesson left me aching e next day.. HAHAHHAAHA...
School started too! Frankie is back to teach us for SM => Meaning to say, passing this module would be slightly easier.. =D Hopefully, nothing will be too difficult this semester.. AFterall, it's my last module.. Afterwhich, I will be done with school for the moment.. =D Thinking of which, I haven't started reading on e 100 MCQs test which is a week after my birthday!! =( Shall start studying soon so that I can pass that Financial Risk course in office! Probably after the trip I guess.. =D
This year's trip was a rocky one.. Yesh, I haven't went yet and it's already rocky.. May everything goes smoothly! Will be meeting Zuzzy on the 19th to go change money plus probably would have to pack my luggage then cos friday is always a SUPER busy day in office! And I have to settle everything before going cos I wouldn't be ard for a week!
That's all for now, blogging from Maryanne's house~
Shall blog again probably after my trip..
REalising! I don't think much people come by here nowadays! Hahahahaa... MORE FREEDOM OF SPEECH!
Regular blog posting have been one of the rarest things that I do.. From daily updating when I first started to 2 to 3 times a week, to once a month to now, once in a few few months.. Life has been up and down for me these few months.. From transferring to a new dept to moving into someone else's house.. I haven't been having enough sleep.. Was mentally stress up.. Which lead to a couple of emotional breakdowns.. Not in front of pple thou..
My colleague Rei was saying that I have never looked stressed before.. I told her, that's bcos I am good at hiding it.. I hardly cry in front of people these days.. Not even my mum.. Alot of things, it doesn't makes a difference to you, may make a difference to me..
Taking too much things to heart would only make life harder for myself.. N for other people..
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These days, I don't have much time to myself.. Weekdays would be busy working.. (Have been working till 8 almost everyday..)
Weekends, usually will be spent catching up with my bunch of close friends.. and try to catch up on my sleep.. N times like these, to update my blog..
I'm trying to make time for myself.. But most of the time, I end up sleeping.. Hahahaa...
Living so far from office, of cos alot of time are spent on travelling..
Office is moving thou.. Not closer to home but further from home..
My office is moving to Changi Business Park on 7th May.. Travelling time will increase by half an hour.. =((
Job scope at work has change.. Increase in work load, increase in portfolio...
Hopefully things will be get better SOOONNN.. If not, my dark circles will only get deeper and deeper..
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My trip is more or less finalize.. Hopefully, there wouldn't be much changes..
Things left to settle for the trip:
- Travel insurance
- Leave
- $$
- Itinerary (More or less finalize but it's not with me..)
First time going on a trip with them.. May it be a smooth trip.. =)
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Haven't recd confirmation from school yet..
SLOW!!!!!!!
Still don't know which day will class be..
ARHHHZZZZZ!!!!
School shld be having exams now..
All the best to Shenna, Qiqi & Sarah (not sure if she is taking any module this sem thou...)
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Alright, me goin to sleep!!!! NITEZ!
My colleague Rei was saying that I have never looked stressed before.. I told her, that's bcos I am good at hiding it.. I hardly cry in front of people these days.. Not even my mum.. Alot of things, it doesn't makes a difference to you, may make a difference to me..
Taking too much things to heart would only make life harder for myself.. N for other people..
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These days, I don't have much time to myself.. Weekdays would be busy working.. (Have been working till 8 almost everyday..)
Weekends, usually will be spent catching up with my bunch of close friends.. and try to catch up on my sleep.. N times like these, to update my blog..
I'm trying to make time for myself.. But most of the time, I end up sleeping.. Hahahaa...
Living so far from office, of cos alot of time are spent on travelling..
Office is moving thou.. Not closer to home but further from home..
My office is moving to Changi Business Park on 7th May.. Travelling time will increase by half an hour.. =((
Job scope at work has change.. Increase in work load, increase in portfolio...
Hopefully things will be get better SOOONNN.. If not, my dark circles will only get deeper and deeper..
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My trip is more or less finalize.. Hopefully, there wouldn't be much changes..
Things left to settle for the trip:
- Travel insurance
- Leave
- $$
- Itinerary (More or less finalize but it's not with me..)
First time going on a trip with them.. May it be a smooth trip.. =)
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Haven't recd confirmation from school yet..
SLOW!!!!!!!
Still don't know which day will class be..
ARHHHZZZZZ!!!!
School shld be having exams now..
All the best to Shenna, Qiqi & Sarah (not sure if she is taking any module this sem thou...)
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Alright, me goin to sleep!!!! NITEZ!
This place feels kind of abandon now.. Ever since i started tweeting, my blog lost updates.. For friends who only reads my blog, my apologies..
It have been 2 months plus since I move to e other end of SG.. I know there are still some people who still link me to be staying in bedok.. Kekez.. Normal afterall since i stayed there 23 years of my life..
Work wise is nothing interesting other then getting more n more stressed up.. N yes, STRESS LEVEL IS STILL INCREASING...
I feel like leaving by somehow, something is making me stay.. (Yes, my study loan is part of it..)
School is starting soon, i'm hoping that i can clear this last module smoothly n grad!
It's late already so i'm heading to sleep.. NITEZ!
It have been 2 months plus since I move to e other end of SG.. I know there are still some people who still link me to be staying in bedok.. Kekez.. Normal afterall since i stayed there 23 years of my life..
Work wise is nothing interesting other then getting more n more stressed up.. N yes, STRESS LEVEL IS STILL INCREASING...
I feel like leaving by somehow, something is making me stay.. (Yes, my study loan is part of it..)
School is starting soon, i'm hoping that i can clear this last module smoothly n grad!
It's late already so i'm heading to sleep.. NITEZ!
I've been saying it for almost a month already that I'm shifting house..
So if u haven't been in touch with me for quite awhile and reads my blog to update ur news on me..
Which i think no one will since i don't update much nowadays..
I'm moving out of the area that I stayed for the last 20yrs of my life..
Will be moving on 2nd March.. Which is coming in less than a week..
From the initial stage of refusing to accept the reason, trying to find alternative solutions to now, move lo.. The kind of change in attitude and thinking that I have, is shocking to myself..
I haven't been able to convince myself that I would be able to get pass this sooner or later..
BUt decided to take it as it comes..
Afterall, alot of things in life are not within my control..
Like it or not, understand it or not, it will happen..
Other than moving house, office is moving soon too..
Date have not been fixed yet but it would most probably be Apr / May..
Destination?? Changi Business Park..
A couple of things that I'm looking forward to??
- Vacation trip with Zuzz n Jervin.. Not sure yet if there would be any others joining us..
Will be travelling to HK this time.. either 22 to 29 May or 28 May to 5 June..
- Jeslin's wedding in september..
- Taiwan trip with Annie in end October as well as to meet up with Xiao Yu!!!
- New environment for work and for home..
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Last semester of school will start in MAY!!!
Final module before I grad!!!!
Hopes everything goes well for this last module!!!
Have been on holiday from school since Dec..
Hope I'll be able to cope with school work..
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Will update again after I moved! =D
So if u haven't been in touch with me for quite awhile and reads my blog to update ur news on me..
Which i think no one will since i don't update much nowadays..
I'm moving out of the area that I stayed for the last 20yrs of my life..
Will be moving on 2nd March.. Which is coming in less than a week..
From the initial stage of refusing to accept the reason, trying to find alternative solutions to now, move lo.. The kind of change in attitude and thinking that I have, is shocking to myself..
I haven't been able to convince myself that I would be able to get pass this sooner or later..
BUt decided to take it as it comes..
Afterall, alot of things in life are not within my control..
Like it or not, understand it or not, it will happen..
Other than moving house, office is moving soon too..
Date have not been fixed yet but it would most probably be Apr / May..
Destination?? Changi Business Park..
A couple of things that I'm looking forward to??
- Vacation trip with Zuzz n Jervin.. Not sure yet if there would be any others joining us..
Will be travelling to HK this time.. either 22 to 29 May or 28 May to 5 June..
- Jeslin's wedding in september..
- Taiwan trip with Annie in end October as well as to meet up with Xiao Yu!!!
- New environment for work and for home..
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Last semester of school will start in MAY!!!
Final module before I grad!!!!
Hopes everything goes well for this last module!!!
Have been on holiday from school since Dec..
Hope I'll be able to cope with school work..
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Will update again after I moved! =D
E new year has been peaceful so far.. AFter the huge change in workplace and in everything, things are finally beginning to settle..
Things at work are progressing at SnaiL pace.. I have been there for a month plus already. YET access to systems are still unavailable! Can u believe it??
The struggle in me has been whether should I be moving on to something else already after 2 whole years here?? Yes, I'm lookin around and if you do have any suitable jobs to recommend, do let me know.
I'm sure if you are reading this, you would definitely have my contact number. LOL..
Drop me a comment if you have a job to recommend yet, can't remember where u "throw" my contact number.. =)
Every other thing in my mind now is beginning to take form.. I've already accepted the fact that I would have to move out of this house soon.. Venue, as per mentioned in the recent posts that I had, is still undecided.. I'm hoping that M's hse will be done soon so that I've an option of moving there too.. (P.S: As a tenant)
School is starting in May! So there is nothing much to worry for that portion for now.. AND YESH!!! I pass the previous 2 modules that I took!!!!! Praise GOD!!
E next module would be my final module and after which, I would be done with school for the time being!! That is till I decide if I wan to take on another degree or advance diploma or certificate in an area which I always wanted to do ------ Early Childhood Education or Events Mgmt or Casino Mgmt or whatever it is that attract me... =D
I haven't been in touch with alot of pple.. Haven't met up with alot of pple for a LONGGGGGG TIME!!! 3 gatherings have been fixed so far and 1 more is in the midst of planning!!
I know alot of pple are having their own issues in relationship, family, work and whatever it is that is disturbing you, You and YOU..
I am not someone whom can give you solutions and wonderful advise BUT, I can be a good listener.. Do let me know if u need my ears N I will gladly borrow them to u.. And you know I don't mean cutting them off for u.. HAhahaaaa...
Anyway, more plans are coming up!!
- Esmond's full month bash..
- Gin's birthday party
- Blackout by NUS (No, I haven't decide if i wanna go..)
- Dinner with Maryanne, Christina, Jeslin, Winnie & Rena..
- Ktv with Rei and others..
Planning stage!
- Shopping with Leen.. -> SOOON!!
- HK trip with Zuzz & JErvin.. Not sure if there is any others joining us yet.. -> Schedule in late May..
- Taiwan trip with Annie & LC.. -> Schedule in Oct / Nov
- Dinner with Shenna, Damon & Sarah -> Unknown..
- Meet up with JX & HR.. -> Unknown..
- My Birthday Bash! (I need help for this.. Do let me know if you have any ideas or suggestions or recommendations.. Or U can offer your help, I'll love it!) -> When else?! JUNE lah!
WOOHOOO!!!! I love gatherings & meet ups!!! =D
Things at work are progressing at SnaiL pace.. I have been there for a month plus already. YET access to systems are still unavailable! Can u believe it??
The struggle in me has been whether should I be moving on to something else already after 2 whole years here?? Yes, I'm lookin around and if you do have any suitable jobs to recommend, do let me know.
I'm sure if you are reading this, you would definitely have my contact number. LOL..
Drop me a comment if you have a job to recommend yet, can't remember where u "throw" my contact number.. =)
Every other thing in my mind now is beginning to take form.. I've already accepted the fact that I would have to move out of this house soon.. Venue, as per mentioned in the recent posts that I had, is still undecided.. I'm hoping that M's hse will be done soon so that I've an option of moving there too.. (P.S: As a tenant)
School is starting in May! So there is nothing much to worry for that portion for now.. AND YESH!!! I pass the previous 2 modules that I took!!!!! Praise GOD!!
E next module would be my final module and after which, I would be done with school for the time being!! That is till I decide if I wan to take on another degree or advance diploma or certificate in an area which I always wanted to do ------ Early Childhood Education or Events Mgmt or Casino Mgmt or whatever it is that attract me... =D
I haven't been in touch with alot of pple.. Haven't met up with alot of pple for a LONGGGGGG TIME!!! 3 gatherings have been fixed so far and 1 more is in the midst of planning!!
I know alot of pple are having their own issues in relationship, family, work and whatever it is that is disturbing you, You and YOU..
I am not someone whom can give you solutions and wonderful advise BUT, I can be a good listener.. Do let me know if u need my ears N I will gladly borrow them to u.. And you know I don't mean cutting them off for u.. HAhahaaaa...
Anyway, more plans are coming up!!
- Esmond's full month bash..
- Gin's birthday party
- Blackout by NUS (No, I haven't decide if i wanna go..)
- Dinner with Maryanne, Christina, Jeslin, Winnie & Rena..
- Ktv with Rei and others..
Planning stage!
- Shopping with Leen.. -> SOOON!!
- HK trip with Zuzz & JErvin.. Not sure if there is any others joining us yet.. -> Schedule in late May..
- Taiwan trip with Annie & LC.. -> Schedule in Oct / Nov
- Dinner with Shenna, Damon & Sarah -> Unknown..
- Meet up with JX & HR.. -> Unknown..
- My Birthday Bash! (I need help for this.. Do let me know if you have any ideas or suggestions or recommendations.. Or U can offer your help, I'll love it!) -> When else?! JUNE lah!
WOOHOOO!!!! I love gatherings & meet ups!!! =D
While talkin to HR and David yesterday, the topic landed onto you again.. HR was sayin how much u have change.. N on my side, i was actually defending u.. Depsite the fact on how much u hav hurt me deep inside... Maybe after so much, I've not actually forgotten abt u..
As I was thinking abt the things that u hav done for me - the stars, the bear, the box, the diy clay flower and bear... E first time u held my hand, the first time u call me, the first time u said u were serious abt being with me.. I realise that maybe... maybe... U still stand a place in my heart and that so far, no one has taken over that place.. Not even the 2 that i had after u..
Is the first one so hard to get over?? Even after spenting 9yrs of my life without u.. The wound is still so fresh and hurting.. Even to the fact tat I avoid takin 28, avoid goin to heerens, avoid suntec's food court, avoid shaw centre's mac... Avoid everything that will make me think of u, even avoid meeting HR..
Whatever it is, it was me, who made the mistake.. hopin tat i could see u once again.. N yet, i make a mess out of it.. After so much, I found out tat u still stand a place in there..
I know u wouldn't hav a chance to read this..
Cos in the first place, you don't even know i blog.
Anyway,
I'm Sorry JX... N...
我还在乎你..
As I was thinking abt the things that u hav done for me - the stars, the bear, the box, the diy clay flower and bear... E first time u held my hand, the first time u call me, the first time u said u were serious abt being with me.. I realise that maybe... maybe... U still stand a place in my heart and that so far, no one has taken over that place.. Not even the 2 that i had after u..
Is the first one so hard to get over?? Even after spenting 9yrs of my life without u.. The wound is still so fresh and hurting.. Even to the fact tat I avoid takin 28, avoid goin to heerens, avoid suntec's food court, avoid shaw centre's mac... Avoid everything that will make me think of u, even avoid meeting HR..
Whatever it is, it was me, who made the mistake.. hopin tat i could see u once again.. N yet, i make a mess out of it.. After so much, I found out tat u still stand a place in there..
I know u wouldn't hav a chance to read this..
Cos in the first place, you don't even know i blog.
Anyway,
I'm Sorry JX... N...
我还在乎你..
The 338th post on this blog.. Lol..
I remember deleting quite an amount of blog entries sometime ago... Hahahaa...
Whatever it is, that's not my purpose here today...
Pple on my facebook would probably be getting updates on my life..
Yesh, I changed department.. N office..
Currently, working at Technopark @ Chai Chee... Yes, it's nearer to my hse as of now..
Cos as u guys might know, I need to move hse.. To where exactly, I still dunno.
So how far would it be from my office currently, I also dunno..
Colleagues over at Hong Lim side have more or less been redeployed...
They started temp placement at different branches today.
All the best to them.. Cos I heard from 2 at least, that it's NOT GOOD..
I myself, is not in any good situation either.. HAIZ..
I haven't told anyone whom I know reads my blog, what happened last friday..
It is fruitless to say anything now..
Afterall, i can only blame myself.. Bcos I made e choice myself. Now, I can only hope that things will turn out ok.
It's not a good dec this year.. Nothing is good.. Not even Xmas..
I got e chalet.. But plans didn't turn out the way it shld be..
I'm hopin that tml would turn out ok...
=D
Merry Christmas to all!!
I remember deleting quite an amount of blog entries sometime ago... Hahahaa...
Whatever it is, that's not my purpose here today...
Pple on my facebook would probably be getting updates on my life..
Yesh, I changed department.. N office..
Currently, working at Technopark @ Chai Chee... Yes, it's nearer to my hse as of now..
Cos as u guys might know, I need to move hse.. To where exactly, I still dunno.
So how far would it be from my office currently, I also dunno..
Colleagues over at Hong Lim side have more or less been redeployed...
They started temp placement at different branches today.
All the best to them.. Cos I heard from 2 at least, that it's NOT GOOD..
I myself, is not in any good situation either.. HAIZ..
I haven't told anyone whom I know reads my blog, what happened last friday..
It is fruitless to say anything now..
Afterall, i can only blame myself.. Bcos I made e choice myself. Now, I can only hope that things will turn out ok.
It's not a good dec this year.. Nothing is good.. Not even Xmas..
I got e chalet.. But plans didn't turn out the way it shld be..
I'm hopin that tml would turn out ok...
=D
Merry Christmas to all!!
Do you ever have a day that u hav been looking forward to, became a day you don't look forward to?? I do.. N the day is coming on Tuesday.
Dec is usually the period that everyone looks forward to bcos there is Christmas, the time where we meet up with friends, when there is an extra month of salary for some.. It's a time of gathering, giving and enjoying. For some, like me, is exam period.. But that also means e ending of a semester.. =D
But, for this year, i'm not looking forward to it at all..
As of Dec 1, I'll be transferred to another dept, away from pple that I'm familiar with, away from pple that i'm comfortable with, away away away...
In that place that i'm goin to be, is a mixed emotion for me...
Look, i did make it as one of my choices but that is bcos, it's a must to input...
I do not exactly know what is ahead of me.. N more things are coming my way..
Projects deadline are up next. One tml and one on Wednesday.
Exams are after, on 12th Dec & 12th Dec.
AFter which, would be e biggest issue. HOME.
I'm hoping that things can get settled as soon as possible. That's bcos, bcos, bcos...........
It's affecting everything that i'm doing.
I'm gald that things at work are still alright.
I'm gald that things with some friends are ok already.
BUT things at home are NOT!
Who goes home and almost everytime, it's empty.
Home no longer seems to be a home.
No longer... =(
Aside to LiQi: I'm not goin to bring food.. I dunno wat i'll be bringing yet. I onli know i'm appearing. Tat's all =P
Dec is usually the period that everyone looks forward to bcos there is Christmas, the time where we meet up with friends, when there is an extra month of salary for some.. It's a time of gathering, giving and enjoying. For some, like me, is exam period.. But that also means e ending of a semester.. =D
But, for this year, i'm not looking forward to it at all..
As of Dec 1, I'll be transferred to another dept, away from pple that I'm familiar with, away from pple that i'm comfortable with, away away away...
In that place that i'm goin to be, is a mixed emotion for me...
Look, i did make it as one of my choices but that is bcos, it's a must to input...
I do not exactly know what is ahead of me.. N more things are coming my way..
Projects deadline are up next. One tml and one on Wednesday.
Exams are after, on 12th Dec & 12th Dec.
AFter which, would be e biggest issue. HOME.
I'm hoping that things can get settled as soon as possible. That's bcos, bcos, bcos...........
It's affecting everything that i'm doing.
I'm gald that things at work are still alright.
I'm gald that things with some friends are ok already.
BUT things at home are NOT!
Who goes home and almost everytime, it's empty.
Home no longer seems to be a home.
No longer... =(
Aside to LiQi: I'm not goin to bring food.. I dunno wat i'll be bringing yet. I onli know i'm appearing. Tat's all =P
生死存亡，十一月三十日即将揭晓。。敬请期待。。
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Thought when she call for a meeting yesterday morning, she already have an answer..
In e end, was jus a meeting to tell us that our boss will be coming down on Mon talk to us, and some other day, some others will be coming down to talk to us as well. LOL.. After that sentence, all of us broke out laughing.. Not much openings are available at the moment but she assured us that we will all still remain in one dept or another. Also that we have to have an open mind no matter whether we are staying or transferring..
Moments of ups and downs have come.. We are all feeling it.. Afterall, we have been in the same place for 2plus years.. Some of them hav known each other even longer.. let's jus cherish whatever have been left and who knows, we might meet again!
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Project due date are coming again!!!!
All due next week!!!!! OMG!!! I haven't done any yet!@#$%^&*
It's time to stress again.. HAIZ..
Exam is coming too! AGAIN!
Yesh, again!.. This time round, exam is on 12th Dec n 14th Dec...
But at least, it didn't crash on Yuherng's wedding day..
Still can go.. hehee...
Off to bed! Tml got work and class after tat... =)
Good Nitez!
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Thought when she call for a meeting yesterday morning, she already have an answer..
In e end, was jus a meeting to tell us that our boss will be coming down on Mon talk to us, and some other day, some others will be coming down to talk to us as well. LOL.. After that sentence, all of us broke out laughing.. Not much openings are available at the moment but she assured us that we will all still remain in one dept or another. Also that we have to have an open mind no matter whether we are staying or transferring..
Moments of ups and downs have come.. We are all feeling it.. Afterall, we have been in the same place for 2plus years.. Some of them hav known each other even longer.. let's jus cherish whatever have been left and who knows, we might meet again!
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Project due date are coming again!!!!
All due next week!!!!! OMG!!! I haven't done any yet!@#$%^&*
It's time to stress again.. HAIZ..
Exam is coming too! AGAIN!
Yesh, again!.. This time round, exam is on 12th Dec n 14th Dec...
But at least, it didn't crash on Yuherng's wedding day..
Still can go.. hehee...
Off to bed! Tml got work and class after tat... =)
Good Nitez!
the msg came.. decision has been finalized.. where to go, where to be?? I also dunno..
After being here for so long, we are already a family.. Suddenly say we hav to leave.. Feelings are weird and confusing.. Everything jus seems not to be goin my way.. No matter is at home, with friends or at work.. Nothing is goin my way..
I dun tink there is any words that I can use to describe my feelings at the moment..
E kind of emotions i am feeling.. sometimes or at least for the next few weeks or months cannot not be described with words.
I hav absolutely no idea, what would be my decision..
I dunno what i shld do..
I no longer know wat is the correct thing and right thing to do..
I no longer know where is the correct place to be..
I no longer make my own decisions..
I live everything in your hands
Trusting tat u will tell me where to be
what to do
what decisions to make..
it's been so many years since i know u..
it's been soo long since we talk.
it's been so long since i seek comfort in u..
For years, i've been askin myself if i've been worthy of wat u've done..
Till now, i still do not hav an answer..
Probably only u know. =)
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I've been wanting to catch up with someone..
But u've not been free..
Wait till u're free ba..
N when u are free, remember to text me..
So tat i can cry out loud to u..
With no one else listening..
N i can lean unto u..
For ur listenin ear n comforting shoulder..
But of cos, tat would be hard..
Since ur hand is taken up..
So I guess, I onli hav my own shoulder to lean on for now...
Till i find someone whom i can lean on..
Till then...
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Nitez pple..
After being here for so long, we are already a family.. Suddenly say we hav to leave.. Feelings are weird and confusing.. Everything jus seems not to be goin my way.. No matter is at home, with friends or at work.. Nothing is goin my way..
I dun tink there is any words that I can use to describe my feelings at the moment..
E kind of emotions i am feeling.. sometimes or at least for the next few weeks or months cannot not be described with words.
I hav absolutely no idea, what would be my decision..
I dunno what i shld do..
I no longer know wat is the correct thing and right thing to do..
I no longer know where is the correct place to be..
I no longer make my own decisions..
I live everything in your hands
Trusting tat u will tell me where to be
what to do
what decisions to make..
it's been so many years since i know u..
it's been soo long since we talk.
it's been so long since i seek comfort in u..
For years, i've been askin myself if i've been worthy of wat u've done..
Till now, i still do not hav an answer..
Probably only u know. =)
-----------------------------------------
I've been wanting to catch up with someone..
But u've not been free..
Wait till u're free ba..
N when u are free, remember to text me..
So tat i can cry out loud to u..
With no one else listening..
N i can lean unto u..
For ur listenin ear n comforting shoulder..
But of cos, tat would be hard..
Since ur hand is taken up..
So I guess, I onli hav my own shoulder to lean on for now...
Till i find someone whom i can lean on..
Till then...
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Nitez pple..
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