What a disappointment I am..

It seems like years since I last blog.. haha.. Alot of things has been happening in my life.. Of cos, got ups and downs.. Let me start wif the most recent de ba..

JMD...
Had a little audition for the Bon Ordori performance that wednesday.. Dun ask me y.. but my heart and mind jus wasn't there... When i went in, and learned, I swear i remembered.. but i jus couldn't do it.. I dun blame anyone.. I jus blame myself..
I'm damn disappointed wif myself that I did so badly.. Even before the results was announced, I knew that I was out.. serious.. I knew it...
But when I heard from Dan "All the seniors are selected but Wendy" At that instance, I ...... Everything crashed.. ALthough he said that still, everyone will learn it, it didn't really take much effect on me.. I dun blame anyone, I jus blame myself.. Sad...

School & projects..
School is okay.. Things are back on track.. Lots of Projects deadlines to meet.. been really busy rushing projects... Has been spending lots of time in front of my computer typing,reading, editing and stuff.. Lots of things to do.. Sometimes, I jus wished that my group mates dun jus MIA... So sickening when u wan to find them, no matter whether u call them, sms them or msn them, u can jus never locate them.. haiz.. anyway, exam is coming... Then would be IPP then another sem then guaduation.. Time really flies..

Life...
Well, things are still getting on fine.. Except for one thing.. I actullly removed my tag board b'cos of some stupid f***ing idoit who rode those stupid comments... Other than tat, things hav been ok... I borrowed VCDs from Xiao Hui, comics from Jun Xian... busy relaxing.. haha...

*If this piece of blog actually bothers you, I'm sorry.. but I'm jus bloggin what I feel. I hav no intention to blame anyone.. I jus blame myself for not being able to perform how I expected myself to.. Sorry to those who were disappointed by me...*

Got post after tis..... pls read....
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The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's" the True You?

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Today, my 19th birthday.. supposedly.. I'm to be happy.. in fact, I was happy.. abt 10 mins before, I still was.. I was happy to receive presents from qiqi, cindy, prisca, jas & ari cum evelyn, karen, charlotte, huey and zati. I was happy to receive those smses... I was happy to go shoppin wif my mummy and got my 2nd pair of converse..
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but when i read my tag board, everything was spoilt.. everything was spolit.. I knew i offended some people.. but who the FUCK said tat?? Sorry if i sound really bad.. but since tat person scold me bitch, i dun tink i hav to sound tat nice right..
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ALright people.. I'm still ok.. I will still live my days... hahahaha.....
Happy birthday to Bao Xian and Peiling too...