Today, 26th of Dec...
First, Merry Christmas to all... Spend my X'mas day alone at home... There was no Service in church yesterday, for some reason... I wanted to attend church today.. But can't seem to find a reason to convince myself to go... And to mix with them and to forgive of what some of them have done to me.. On X'mas eve I when out with Jun Xian, Han Rong, Ting Xi and a long lost sister... Anna... sort of hav fun except the bit when we were at Clark Quay... I waited for him to say something.. But he disappoint me... He didn't sae anything... Went home after that.. Reach home at abt 5plus in the morning... Was tired.. But onli slept for abt 5 hrs then woke up to go Simei...
Back to the main thing i was talking abt... I told Ranald that I will try to make it to church today.. but like i say, i couldn't convince myself to go and mix with them.... I still contact come of them.... Like Sarah, Ranald... the rest of them, nope... I onli wrote 5 x'mas cards tis year... For Ranald, Romans and Ivy, Sarah, Kenneth and Huiting... I do wan to go.. But somehow, things are not going my way...
I was talking to Hsiao Ling the other day and got to know whats happening to Ashley... Pray that he will get back on track.. He is really invloving in too many things at one time.. Way too many... Heard abt Hsiao Ling's life... Heard abt her the other half that she got recently.. Ming De... really can't remember how he looks.. but i confirm see him before...
X'mas wishes:
-JMD last forever
-Yaya's recovery
-JMD having more and more perofmance
-May he say those words that I'm waiting for...
-Happy Working..
-Everyone's health...
New Year Resolutions:
-To score well for TEP..
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Certain resolutions cannot be said...
Thanks to all who have been by my side to show your concern, to show your love and care... Thanks... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...
Another day....
Today, 161204.. 2 people's b'dae...... Huiling and Romans... Happy B'dae to the both of u.... Yesterday also hav 2.. QiQi & Zhen Jing.. Then Sat hav another 2.... Yvonne and Jennifer... then 21th is Hsiao Ling, 25th is Lester.. 27th is Ashley.. So many... Happy B'dae to all.... Well... Life has been okay... TEP, Work, JMD... TEP, Work, JMD.. that's abt all.....
Create a Blog for Fusion today... Might be creating a webby too.. Still tinking... dunno.. Just feeling bored....
Create a Blog for Fusion today... Might be creating a webby too.. Still tinking... dunno.. Just feeling bored....
slacking.. slacking and slacking....
Once again.. slacking in SBM lab... Nothin much has happened... Anyway.. today is 14th Dec.. tml, qiqi's b'dae... Happy Birthday to her... Well, she s very much the same as me.. Slacking in lab.. just that we are separated.. she is in KM.. While I am in B405... Just 2 rm away from her.... sianz... Went to JMD on Sat.. nothing much... Almost everyone in JMD went to OZ's hse to have an early celebration for his b'dae.. but somehow, I wasn't inform.. so Me and Qiqi, we went to Compass Point.. To walk around.. This coming Sat will be Yvonne's and Jennifer's b'dae... Fri, going for Yvonne's b'dae dinner.. haha.. yesterday, I was counting the amount of money I spend on b'dae presents.. It was quite huge.. over $40.. Getting veri poor nowadays.. Tml I need to pay for the personal selling.. Shu herng is paying me tml morning.. but Lynn ask me to pay for her.. I veri poor liao.. Sob Sob... haiz... Oh ya.. almost forgot.. to Hsiao Ling, Lester and Ashley.. happy B'dae... all on tis month.. so many... hahaha...
Oh ya.. Today, MSC sweet 'n' such have 3 new part timers... all guys.. All there to help a girl from there... that girl is so attractive.... hahaha.. Fusion people were all talking about them.. not onli us.. even sweet 'n' such people and pretty face people too... haha...
Oh ya.. Today, MSC sweet 'n' such have 3 new part timers... all guys.. All there to help a girl from there... that girl is so attractive.... hahaha.. Fusion people were all talking about them.. not onli us.. even sweet 'n' such people and pretty face people too... haha...
slacking again...
Once again, I'm slacking in SBM computer Lab.. Doing the so called "project research".. actually, playing game.. Haiz.. Sianz...
Can't wait to go down to cheers at Bishan for field trip.. At least, no need to sit here... Today 2 of my suppliers came.. Really busy.. Then i e-mailed one of my suppliers, my on hand quanity check.. So busy.. As usual, Fusion close at 3 today.. then went to LT to listen to Mr Chan again.. Then watch a video on how supermarketers market their products.. Gain lots of knowledge... Next time if i go to another supermarket, I know what are they trying to do and i will know how to choose...
** one tip: If u buying milk, get those right inside... Cos those outside will be the not that fresh one... haha.. **
Today got JMD.. but i have attachment.. then my lunch at 1pm.. so cannot go see them... Sianz... So many things.. then tml I having lecture... Imagine... TEP.. then still have lecture... haiz.. Early in the morning some more... But TEP is fun.. for now at least.. I am enjoying TEP now.. at my stopover... Had lunch wif Vanvan, esther, sharon, liling & Ying Ju... Realise that me and Ying Ju were talking among ourselves while the rest of them are talking abt CRM... Y did it become like that?? Well, we will see how things goes... there is JMD this sat... Yeah... Yeah... Yeah...
Type too long le.. so stopping here... Good day to all... Miss Ya..
Can't wait to go down to cheers at Bishan for field trip.. At least, no need to sit here... Today 2 of my suppliers came.. Really busy.. Then i e-mailed one of my suppliers, my on hand quanity check.. So busy.. As usual, Fusion close at 3 today.. then went to LT to listen to Mr Chan again.. Then watch a video on how supermarketers market their products.. Gain lots of knowledge... Next time if i go to another supermarket, I know what are they trying to do and i will know how to choose...
** one tip: If u buying milk, get those right inside... Cos those outside will be the not that fresh one... haha.. **
Today got JMD.. but i have attachment.. then my lunch at 1pm.. so cannot go see them... Sianz... So many things.. then tml I having lecture... Imagine... TEP.. then still have lecture... haiz.. Early in the morning some more... But TEP is fun.. for now at least.. I am enjoying TEP now.. at my stopover... Had lunch wif Vanvan, esther, sharon, liling & Ying Ju... Realise that me and Ying Ju were talking among ourselves while the rest of them are talking abt CRM... Y did it become like that?? Well, we will see how things goes... there is JMD this sat... Yeah... Yeah... Yeah...
Type too long le.. so stopping here... Good day to all... Miss Ya..
long long time..
It has been along time since i last blogged.. Cos quite busy and my house com spoil so never really blog... Anyway, people.. here are the updates...
Currently, I am holding a job at 7-eleven near my hse.. so i will be working on saturdays and sundays.. from 3pm onwards.. and for weekdays, i might work.. But at the same time, I also having my TEP at NYP... Doin free labour for them..... Haiz.. Anyway, I'm attached to MSC Fusion for 7 weeks... It is in shopping arcade.. The shop that sells tidbits...Free?? Drop by lahz... but must buy sumthing lahz... It is quite busy there.. but now, I slacking in the com lab.. Cos for the 1st 3 weeks, MSC outlets will close at 3... then we have to do projects.. So I am free.. for now... It fun working wif my team... they are really nice people.. Got to know alot of people... from different courses... got to know my supervisors.. but never got to know who is the rumor that teacher... The susan something one.. Having a fun time there anyway...
JMD grading just pass last saturday... did creative dance.. BUT... I didn't dance finish what i cherograph... Was really sad... After i finish, went to the coridoor and sat on the parapet to tink.. tears rolled down.. I was tinking wat i have been doing.. I couldn't even dance properly.... Was really sad... Will be rushing to work later... So sianz.... JMD has been fun.. I really love it... Well... JMD Rox.... a little bit more info.. Not all Cat A did grading.. Onli me, Cindy, Jas & Itsuki.. the rest???? dunno....
+Life has been Good+
+my dearest kor... Miss ya... Hope to see you back here in Singapore soon.... (Next Year)+
Well, another thing.. I suddenly wan to go church... I miss the warm that i have there... dunno why but i really miss the people there.... they are always so busy... Heard that they having another CGEO soon.... I sort of "left" YCG... well, i do miss them b'cos they were always there to share their views and opinions wif me.... now, no... I was wondering if they still know who i am.... wonder.. wonder.... wonder.... Hahaha... Well, i was the one who wanted to leave in the 1st place... so, no regrets.... haiz..
Well, will stop here... will update further soon....
Good Day people... anything, SMS me....
Currently, I am holding a job at 7-eleven near my hse.. so i will be working on saturdays and sundays.. from 3pm onwards.. and for weekdays, i might work.. But at the same time, I also having my TEP at NYP... Doin free labour for them..... Haiz.. Anyway, I'm attached to MSC Fusion for 7 weeks... It is in shopping arcade.. The shop that sells tidbits...Free?? Drop by lahz... but must buy sumthing lahz... It is quite busy there.. but now, I slacking in the com lab.. Cos for the 1st 3 weeks, MSC outlets will close at 3... then we have to do projects.. So I am free.. for now... It fun working wif my team... they are really nice people.. Got to know alot of people... from different courses... got to know my supervisors.. but never got to know who is the rumor that teacher... The susan something one.. Having a fun time there anyway...
JMD grading just pass last saturday... did creative dance.. BUT... I didn't dance finish what i cherograph... Was really sad... After i finish, went to the coridoor and sat on the parapet to tink.. tears rolled down.. I was tinking wat i have been doing.. I couldn't even dance properly.... Was really sad... Will be rushing to work later... So sianz.... JMD has been fun.. I really love it... Well... JMD Rox.... a little bit more info.. Not all Cat A did grading.. Onli me, Cindy, Jas & Itsuki.. the rest???? dunno....
+Life has been Good+
+my dearest kor... Miss ya... Hope to see you back here in Singapore soon.... (Next Year)+
Well, another thing.. I suddenly wan to go church... I miss the warm that i have there... dunno why but i really miss the people there.... they are always so busy... Heard that they having another CGEO soon.... I sort of "left" YCG... well, i do miss them b'cos they were always there to share their views and opinions wif me.... now, no... I was wondering if they still know who i am.... wonder.. wonder.... wonder.... Hahaha... Well, i was the one who wanted to leave in the 1st place... so, no regrets.... haiz..
Well, will stop here... will update further soon....
Good Day people... anything, SMS me....
updates...
Sorry to people tat have been popping by but seeing no updates.. Cos my hse com crush.. cannot use.. so never cum online.. Dun worry people.. I'm still fine.. Carrying on wif my life as usual after tat incident.. People have been encouraging me.. Thanks to Dan & Jae for their encouragement.. And also to many others who have given their advices.. thanks lots.. I'm recovering now... I will not be updating often.. cos like i say.. My com spoilt... anyway.. I looking for something.. See whether anyone can help... If can, sms me.. Cos my hse com, the operating system cannot be found... so i was wondering whether anyone has the Window xp cd key... if anyone has... please contact me... thanks... if u dun hav my contact no.. get from someone that has... thanks....
why??
I thought it doesn't hurt anymore.. But when i read her blog, saw e word 'darling', tears begin to roll from my face.. I thought I got over it already.. but i realise that i did not.. I thought I accepted the fact.. but i didn't.. I told Vanvan tat the reason why i didn't wan to step into his life is b'cos I didn't wan to get the burden tat I was snatching her 'darling'... I thought appearing as nothing has happened, they will be fine.. Indeed, thru her blog, they appear fine... But what abt me?? Am i really fine?? Exams are coming.. Can I concentrate?? I thought I got over that period... but I really didn't...
God is there for me.. Vanvan was there for me.. But the person tat I really hope to be there wasn't there.. Like Ben said in his nick, maybe I should really join the "Mei Ren Ai Wo" club... God has been there helping me... But Am I helping myself to recover..
Got people say tat I avoiding.. Not studying.. But I am trying to soak myself in books so that I can forget abt it.. Am I really avoiding?? Or issit u who is avoiding... I always thought that I can put it down.. But i realise that I didn't.. U once ask.. can we still be friends.. my answer is i dunno... now, if u ask me again, I would still say dunno... dun ask me why.. but i also cannot answer...
My prayer: God, pls help me to get over tis period of sadness & pain. Help me get over it so that I can study wif full concentration.. Although this test is painful but I know u will never put me thru a test that I cannot restand.. Thanks for giving me the gift of a smiley face & even I'm sad, I still can remain cheerful... Thanks.... Also, I pray that you will help me forget about him & the sadness that he have cause in my heart & the wound that he have cause and bring me into a new life.. To once again, get back onto the right track & find the one true love that u have chosen for me...
God is there for me.. Vanvan was there for me.. But the person tat I really hope to be there wasn't there.. Like Ben said in his nick, maybe I should really join the "Mei Ren Ai Wo" club... God has been there helping me... But Am I helping myself to recover..
Got people say tat I avoiding.. Not studying.. But I am trying to soak myself in books so that I can forget abt it.. Am I really avoiding?? Or issit u who is avoiding... I always thought that I can put it down.. But i realise that I didn't.. U once ask.. can we still be friends.. my answer is i dunno... now, if u ask me again, I would still say dunno... dun ask me why.. but i also cannot answer...
My prayer: God, pls help me to get over tis period of sadness & pain. Help me get over it so that I can study wif full concentration.. Although this test is painful but I know u will never put me thru a test that I cannot restand.. Thanks for giving me the gift of a smiley face & even I'm sad, I still can remain cheerful... Thanks.... Also, I pray that you will help me forget about him & the sadness that he have cause in my heart & the wound that he have cause and bring me into a new life.. To once again, get back onto the right track & find the one true love that u have chosen for me...
To vanvan, my best pal..
thanks for being there when i needed u... thanks for talking sense into me when i needed some sense to be knock in.. thanks for being such a good friend.. really treasure ur friendship.. had a good talk today while taking train up and down the NEL line.. haha... We really share a lot of things... We noe wat is happening to each others life... thanks for helping me when i ran into problems... thanks.. Really thanks...Hope that our friendship can last... from now, till forever...
a list of thanksgiving...
A List of thanksgiving...........
1st: thank god for giving me life... and giving me the friends that I have.. Now or in the past..
2nd: thanks to Mdm Mag for bringing God into my life...
3rd: thanks to my parents for being understanding... of cos sometimes, I'm really pissed off by them, they are still my parents...
4th: thanks Vanvan for giving me advices, accompany me here and there, talking to me.. etc.. thanks for being my good friend...
5th: thanks to JMD people.. past and present.. especially to Cat A people....for bringing me happiness... although there are some unhappiness here and there... U people did bring me alot of happy memories... Thanks people.. JMD rox...
6th: thanks to friends... I mean all friends... past and present, real or fake.. sincere or not, all of u left a memory in my heart...
7th: thanks to my 2 elder brother for taking care of me.. for tolerating my nonsense... really thanks...
8th: thanks to BLC & YCG people of past and present for helping me to grow...
9th: thanks to people who help me with my projects... Dorcaus, Hsiao Ling, Vanvan, Michael... thanks for the information and help....thanks people..
tat's all.. peole whom I missed to list out, thanks for everything.... everything tat u people hav done to help me grow.. thanks people... Wendy will never forget you...
Really... THANKS.....
~Wendy~
1st: thank god for giving me life... and giving me the friends that I have.. Now or in the past..
2nd: thanks to Mdm Mag for bringing God into my life...
3rd: thanks to my parents for being understanding... of cos sometimes, I'm really pissed off by them, they are still my parents...
4th: thanks Vanvan for giving me advices, accompany me here and there, talking to me.. etc.. thanks for being my good friend...
5th: thanks to JMD people.. past and present.. especially to Cat A people....for bringing me happiness... although there are some unhappiness here and there... U people did bring me alot of happy memories... Thanks people.. JMD rox...
6th: thanks to friends... I mean all friends... past and present, real or fake.. sincere or not, all of u left a memory in my heart...
7th: thanks to my 2 elder brother for taking care of me.. for tolerating my nonsense... really thanks...
8th: thanks to BLC & YCG people of past and present for helping me to grow...
9th: thanks to people who help me with my projects... Dorcaus, Hsiao Ling, Vanvan, Michael... thanks for the information and help....thanks people..
tat's all.. peole whom I missed to list out, thanks for everything.... everything tat u people hav done to help me grow.. thanks people... Wendy will never forget you...
Really... THANKS.....
~Wendy~
from me to you.. again..
Whether u hav chosen her anot, I dunno... but wat u said last night, tell me that u choose her over me.. And I can see that she is veri happy now...
If u are not choosing her, let her know.. dun lead her on...
But since tat u hav chosen, treat her well...
I told u before: One girl sad is better than 2 girls angry. U have chosen to let me be sad.. so dun try to console me..
Since u hav chosen her, I would not step into ur life again. I would not call u to complain and wait for ur advice.. I will entirely step out of ur life. I dunno if we still can be frenz.. I really dunno cos u really hurt me too deep... For the next few weeks, I will not let myself be seen.. Let u see the horrible side of me.. I will not...
I will not appear in front of you.. Will not...
Since u hav chosen her over me, I will wish e 2 of you happiness..
Treat her well.. since u have hurt me, dun hurt her again...
Honestly, I dun hav the courage to face you.. So i am choosing to avoid you.. I dunno how to face you..
Happiness to the both of you and Wendy, Face up the reality that u hav lost...
If u are not choosing her, let her know.. dun lead her on...
But since tat u hav chosen, treat her well...
I told u before: One girl sad is better than 2 girls angry. U have chosen to let me be sad.. so dun try to console me..
Since u hav chosen her, I would not step into ur life again. I would not call u to complain and wait for ur advice.. I will entirely step out of ur life. I dunno if we still can be frenz.. I really dunno cos u really hurt me too deep... For the next few weeks, I will not let myself be seen.. Let u see the horrible side of me.. I will not...
I will not appear in front of you.. Will not...
Since u hav chosen her over me, I will wish e 2 of you happiness..
Treat her well.. since u have hurt me, dun hurt her again...
Honestly, I dun hav the courage to face you.. So i am choosing to avoid you.. I dunno how to face you..
Happiness to the both of you and Wendy, Face up the reality that u hav lost...
sad... from me to you
Cried myself to sleep last night just because of wat u said... Mummy asked tis morning: Girl, wat happen?? Why ur eyes so red? I couldn't answer.. I just walk away..
You hurt me more the jerk, Edmund did. He leave me on my b'dae. Twice.
I thought that was hurting. But now, I am telling you. You HURT me MORE then he did.
You make me confident. but u destroy.
I love you but would u love me back? No.
Life was not on my side. It's on hers. I lost to her.
She didn't fall deeper. But I did.
When Vanvan ask," Have u got over him?"
I couldn't answer her.. But I know the answer is No.
Why do tis hav to happen to me?
For 3 times, I was hurt tis way...
3 times... How many times more??
I thought I will end here... but it still happen..
Dun hav to feel guitly just because of wat u said. because tat was not wat i want..
If u really love her, then go ahead be wif her. I dun mind. I will wish u both happiness.. I truly will...
I might be really hurt but I respect ur choice..
I felt tis kind of feeling too when a friend of mine was arrested: Guilty.. but Romans told me: Feelings are not always right.. Now, if u really love her, treat her well... Love her wif all ur heart.. And I will wish the both of you, happiness and I will not step into ur life again...
Ended wif tears on my face...
You hurt me more the jerk, Edmund did. He leave me on my b'dae. Twice.
I thought that was hurting. But now, I am telling you. You HURT me MORE then he did.
You make me confident. but u destroy.
I love you but would u love me back? No.
Life was not on my side. It's on hers. I lost to her.
She didn't fall deeper. But I did.
When Vanvan ask," Have u got over him?"
I couldn't answer her.. But I know the answer is No.
Why do tis hav to happen to me?
For 3 times, I was hurt tis way...
3 times... How many times more??
I thought I will end here... but it still happen..
Dun hav to feel guitly just because of wat u said. because tat was not wat i want..
If u really love her, then go ahead be wif her. I dun mind. I will wish u both happiness.. I truly will...
I might be really hurt but I respect ur choice..
I felt tis kind of feeling too when a friend of mine was arrested: Guilty.. but Romans told me: Feelings are not always right.. Now, if u really love her, treat her well... Love her wif all ur heart.. And I will wish the both of you, happiness and I will not step into ur life again...
Ended wif tears on my face...
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long time...
It has been quite a long time since I last blog.. Has been busy wif performance, tests and projects.. In fact, I just finished one of projects' presentation today.. My last project presentation is i tink next week or the week after.. Can'y really remember... After that presentation, there will be a week break for study break.. then is exam... then HOLIDAYS... Yeah~.. Today, took neoprint wif Van Van, my good friend.. Haven't been to church for quite a long time... Will be back to church soon.. Can't wait to see them... Got to go for dinner... So will stop here... Last note: JMD have been well... So far, so good.. Holidays are coming soon.. So is grading... tis year, same... Creative, Traditional and Hip hop.. Just the judges different.. Dan, Xm... the rest not confirm yet... See ya..
Happy day...
Today, my bro brought a VCD for me.. Guess wat?? It is a VCD on Jesus.. It was entitled: 'Jesus, The True Story'. I asked why did he buy that.. he say because he was interested in knowing more.. I told him that tis VCD will tell him not onli more abt Christ but inside the VCD, it also tell him abt the Gospel. I pray that after watching tis VCD, he will be interested to know more... Tis week, another busy week.. projects, projects and mroe projects... Sianz... hope the week get better day by day.....
"We cannot control what will happen everyday.. but we can control the way we react to what ever that happens..." "We can't choose how other people feel but we can choose how we feel..."
"We can't choose the weather but we can choose to be happy or sad"
"We cannot control what will happen everyday.. but we can control the way we react to what ever that happens..." "We can't choose how other people feel but we can choose how we feel..."
"We can't choose the weather but we can choose to be happy or sad"
Friday, Saturday, yesterday & today... 4 days in one...
since it is a 4 days in one blog, please bear a while.. Might be a bit long.. Sorry.. cos veri long never blog cos not at home.. then tis morning, blogspot got problem.. anyway.. I will start wif Friday...
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I skipped class on that day.. whole day class.. I meet Fiona at 4 to go for lunch then shopping.. before heading to her hse.. I stayed at her house on friday... I helped her do birthday present for someone.. then we chatted till 3 am before sleeping... We had a fun time choosing pics and doin the present.. Wanted to use her com but it died on me.... haiz.. Keep going into sleeping mode.. *it's time to change com... haha...
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woke up at 745 at Fiona's hse... Went to bath.. When I stepped out, I realised that her sister's boyfriend is already there.. So good... So early wake up cum girlfriend's hse.. Saturday somemore.. wat a nice guy.... anyway, We ate breakfast then went to school for JMD practise.. Reach there at 951. Onli one person there.. Cat B one somemore.. then as time pass, people came... Did warm up, practise Yosaiko then the rehearsal for the lantern festival started... It started late as usual.. dunno why.. anyway, we onli did once... then tat it.. so simple.. anyway, we were told to be there at 3 next sat to take bus down to chinese garden... sianz... Lunch was provided... ate abit.. then left..
Had a outing wif JMD.. both Cat A & B... Zat, Dan, SuYa, Ari, Cindy, Brendy, Me, Gia Gia, Brendy and Fiona.. We had fun there. but when I was going to return the floats, my specs spoil.. got it repair at a optical shop nearby... then we went home... on our own.. talk to steve on my way back thru the phone.. over slept to tampines then took back to bedok.. Was so tired.. at the thought that the next day, I have to wake up at 545 to go sch, SIANZ... Y so early??
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woke up at 545... when to bath.. after changing, went to lie on my bed again.. fall asleep.. Steve's sms woke me up at 615.. thanks.. was so tired on the train and almost overslept... hehehe... thanks to the person who woke me up in time... hehe.. anyway was so tired... Reach Wasada Shibuya Senior High School veri veri early.. Sensei insisted a group photo.. took it at the fountain... so weird.. anwyay, XM, qiqi and I had a school tour led by Kentaro & another guy.. can't remember his name... Me & qiqi keep nodding out heads but dunno wat they talking.. tink onli XM was listening.. the tour was onli like... 5mins?? tink so.. it was veri short.. 1st stop after tour ended: Bazzar.. throughoout the whole day, went there 4 times.. 1st time, brought a playboy top for $0.50... cheap right?? it was real cheap.. eveything was going at $0.50 or $1... the 3rd time I went in, brought a soft toy, 2 bookmarks & a bracelet...total, I spent $2... I also went to the 'Big Head Bakery' the toast there was really nice.. and cheap...a number of us went there... also went for the tea ceremony... when it ended, most of us, our legs couldn't even stand.. haha.. wonder how the Japanese stand it... after Li feng & emily left, me & qiqi went to the orchid cafe to have a drink... then we went to the basketball court to look at Dan and his friends play against the students there... well, they got first... at abt 4, we left... went to harbourfront hawker center to eat... then went to orchard..
well... Orchard was the stop... but Steve & Selphie got down at Somerset... was angry wif him... not because he left with Selphie but because he asked us to come.. then he just left us like that... I rejected his call 3 times... the 4th time, I simply ask Brendy to pick up and tell him that I dun wan to talk to him... anyway, we went to took neoprint..he came to find us... at the same time, trying to explain to me.. but I just didn't want to listen at that time... so ignore him.. I believe he had a hard time... I didn't wan to listen in the 1st place.. but still forgive him in the end... well... then everything was ok for the day..went home.. talk to him on the phone... then went to sleep.. next day, no sch.. so need wake up so early... YEAH~
Today...
Woke up at dunno wat time.. can't remember... nothing to do at home.. really nothing to do... anyway, tml ICA for EFMA... dun hav book.. so cannot study... but still, I tink I will pass.. tink onli lahz.. but tml will study hard.. tis week will be another stress week... will be rushing projects... Business Law, Marketing Management, Retail & Travel Management... studying for ICA... preparing for performance... Sianz.. cannot sleep again... SIANZ.. May the rest of the week be better...
170904
I skipped class on that day.. whole day class.. I meet Fiona at 4 to go for lunch then shopping.. before heading to her hse.. I stayed at her house on friday... I helped her do birthday present for someone.. then we chatted till 3 am before sleeping... We had a fun time choosing pics and doin the present.. Wanted to use her com but it died on me.... haiz.. Keep going into sleeping mode.. *it's time to change com... haha...
180904
woke up at 745 at Fiona's hse... Went to bath.. When I stepped out, I realised that her sister's boyfriend is already there.. So good... So early wake up cum girlfriend's hse.. Saturday somemore.. wat a nice guy.... anyway, We ate breakfast then went to school for JMD practise.. Reach there at 951. Onli one person there.. Cat B one somemore.. then as time pass, people came... Did warm up, practise Yosaiko then the rehearsal for the lantern festival started... It started late as usual.. dunno why.. anyway, we onli did once... then tat it.. so simple.. anyway, we were told to be there at 3 next sat to take bus down to chinese garden... sianz... Lunch was provided... ate abit.. then left..
Had a outing wif JMD.. both Cat A & B... Zat, Dan, SuYa, Ari, Cindy, Brendy, Me, Gia Gia, Brendy and Fiona.. We had fun there. but when I was going to return the floats, my specs spoil.. got it repair at a optical shop nearby... then we went home... on our own.. talk to steve on my way back thru the phone.. over slept to tampines then took back to bedok.. Was so tired.. at the thought that the next day, I have to wake up at 545 to go sch, SIANZ... Y so early??
190904
woke up at 545... when to bath.. after changing, went to lie on my bed again.. fall asleep.. Steve's sms woke me up at 615.. thanks.. was so tired on the train and almost overslept... hehehe... thanks to the person who woke me up in time... hehe.. anyway was so tired... Reach Wasada Shibuya Senior High School veri veri early.. Sensei insisted a group photo.. took it at the fountain... so weird.. anwyay, XM, qiqi and I had a school tour led by Kentaro & another guy.. can't remember his name... Me & qiqi keep nodding out heads but dunno wat they talking.. tink onli XM was listening.. the tour was onli like... 5mins?? tink so.. it was veri short.. 1st stop after tour ended: Bazzar.. throughoout the whole day, went there 4 times.. 1st time, brought a playboy top for $0.50... cheap right?? it was real cheap.. eveything was going at $0.50 or $1... the 3rd time I went in, brought a soft toy, 2 bookmarks & a bracelet...total, I spent $2... I also went to the 'Big Head Bakery' the toast there was really nice.. and cheap...a number of us went there... also went for the tea ceremony... when it ended, most of us, our legs couldn't even stand.. haha.. wonder how the Japanese stand it... after Li feng & emily left, me & qiqi went to the orchid cafe to have a drink... then we went to the basketball court to look at Dan and his friends play against the students there... well, they got first... at abt 4, we left... went to harbourfront hawker center to eat... then went to orchard..
well... Orchard was the stop... but Steve & Selphie got down at Somerset... was angry wif him... not because he left with Selphie but because he asked us to come.. then he just left us like that... I rejected his call 3 times... the 4th time, I simply ask Brendy to pick up and tell him that I dun wan to talk to him... anyway, we went to took neoprint..he came to find us... at the same time, trying to explain to me.. but I just didn't want to listen at that time... so ignore him.. I believe he had a hard time... I didn't wan to listen in the 1st place.. but still forgive him in the end... well... then everything was ok for the day..went home.. talk to him on the phone... then went to sleep.. next day, no sch.. so need wake up so early... YEAH~
Today...
Woke up at dunno wat time.. can't remember... nothing to do at home.. really nothing to do... anyway, tml ICA for EFMA... dun hav book.. so cannot study... but still, I tink I will pass.. tink onli lahz.. but tml will study hard.. tis week will be another stress week... will be rushing projects... Business Law, Marketing Management, Retail & Travel Management... studying for ICA... preparing for performance... Sianz.. cannot sleep again... SIANZ.. May the rest of the week be better...
Sad... sobz.. sobz..
well.. I lent my phone to my friend for a moment. I thought she is just smsing her friend... i didn't know that she is using my phone to do a transaction of up to 15 dollars. I was so upset.. I was being used. Why?? izzit an offence to be kind? Izzit an offence to forgive??? izzit an offence to be helpful?? izzit an offence to be friendly?? God hav gave me a big heart and I always thank him for it.. Why do the cover had to be so different from the content of the book?? After forgiving and frogetting, the same thing happen again.. God.. let me break down for once.. please.. thanks for sending to me people that really cares... but I pray that u can give me a sense of direction as where I should be and how do i go abt doin things.. also I pray that u give me the sense of feeling. that I will know what kind of people are true and what kind are not... thanks... who hav a place, who do not....
listening to jae's demo... reallt toucch.. like that song alot.... thanks kor.. love ur singing....
listening to jae's demo... reallt toucch.. like that song alot.... thanks kor.. love ur singing....
A veri sad day....
Well, I went to sch as usual today.. Nothing unusual... Onli until RTM tutorial.. I discovered something big... Whatever I am going to write below, is meant for some people...
I dun think i want to disclose names.. so, I shall name them: 1, 2, 3 & 4
I never expect that it would be 2.. That really hurts.. Ever since we handed up our RTM project, I knew I was going to be marked down.. I knew at least 2 people will marked me down.. but I thought it would be 1 & 3 or 4... I never expected it to be you.. Why?? Why did u do that... I dun understand... I was really hurt.. Van Van was right... Never judge a book by the cover... Never... never.. they might appear nice & friendly.. but.. they are the most cunning... I dunno how true is this but it quite true for those in... hehe.. class.. I guess.. sometimes.... u just hav to open ur eyes big big... to see... see thru the person character... Well, now, nothing liao.. dun feel much already... Take it as it comes lahz.. Well, God say that we should never let the Sun go down, feeling angry... See ya...
I dun think i want to disclose names.. so, I shall name them: 1, 2, 3 & 4
I never expect that it would be 2.. That really hurts.. Ever since we handed up our RTM project, I knew I was going to be marked down.. I knew at least 2 people will marked me down.. but I thought it would be 1 & 3 or 4... I never expected it to be you.. Why?? Why did u do that... I dun understand... I was really hurt.. Van Van was right... Never judge a book by the cover... Never... never.. they might appear nice & friendly.. but.. they are the most cunning... I dunno how true is this but it quite true for those in... hehe.. class.. I guess.. sometimes.... u just hav to open ur eyes big big... to see... see thru the person character... Well, now, nothing liao.. dun feel much already... Take it as it comes lahz.. Well, God say that we should never let the Sun go down, feeling angry... See ya...
in sch... again...
blogging secretly. Teacher not here yet.. not everyone is here yet... Waiting for Ms Leong to arrive, she is a teacher that no one hates.. She is really a teacher that cares.. Of cos, she is also one of Jae's favourite teacher.. last week, i show her Jae's blog.. then he say that Jae never keep his promise.. Say want to e-mail her but never... So jae.. if u are reading tis now, send her an e-mail now.. keep in touch with her... Anyway, let me continue.. later, during her lesson having presentation.. informal presentation... then after that in the early afternoon, having a seminar.. I helping out wif Ushering.. Feeling better after talking to some people online.. Realise that I was quite attitude yesterday when I was in sch... Was talking to Fiona online yesterday.. then realise that she is veri heartbroken. she didn't tell me why.. but I more or less can guess.. I never saw a girl so sad before.. she was trying to control.. but she dun seem to be her normal self yesterday... She was talking to me but as if she wasn't there.. I ask her a question, she answer other things... Got to go... Ms Leong cum liao.. muz stopp blogging le.. hehehe.. continue tonight.... bye~
Still feeling sleepy, pai seh & happy...
Yesterday, JMD Resume... YEAH~... Never go for JMD, I feel so sian.. finally... it resume.. Started at 10 plus.. before tat, meet Gia Gia, Fiona, Brendy & Steve for breakfast... We practise Put 'em up today.. Once onli.. We also taught the Cat Bs Dance wif me tonight... and some other stuff.. We played a dancing game that includes cherography.. somehow lahz, we had fun.. Real fun..After JMD,went to Sentosa wif Steve, Gia Gia, Fiona, Mei Ling & Brendy... the 6 of us... We reach Sentosa at abt... 4? 3 plus? tink 3plus.. We played Truth or Dare.. 1st round, all of them choose truth... onli I choose dare.. So pai seh of what I did.. I gave a kiss to someone... So pai seh... as who i gave it to, I wouldn't say.. it's a secret between me & those who went yesterday... Fiona say my face turn red.. Hahaha.. Really veri pai seh lahz.... First time leh... Anyway, we played a second round which was the other way.. I was the only truth.. the others did dare.. then, we also play the frog game.. dunno how to describe here.. but one thing for sure, we had fun.. After that we slack a bit in the water, then we talked abit then we went to bath.. The water is so small there.. After bathing, we walked from somewhere near palawan beach to Siloso beach just to take the bus back to the visitors departure center... then we went to the food junction at harbour front center to eat our dinner.. then we left to go home... tis morning, I wake uo at 10.45... suppose to go church.. but couldn't wake up.. so sad.. but anyway, I went for breakfast wif my mum then slack until now.. dun feel like going to school tml leh.. but I definitely hav a veri nice weekend.. thanks to people like Dan, Ari, Yaya, Steve, Fiona, Gia Gia, Brendy, Meiling and the rest.. that we really had fun.. in JMD and at Senotsa.. Lastly, yesterday is Leon's and Shu Herng's birthday.. here, I wish them Happy Birthday.. and today, is Emily's birthday.. here, I wish her Happy birthday..
I made a small discovery yesterday: there is quite a number of Cat Bs that are born in the year 1985... which means they are older than most of their seniors.. Hahaha....
I made a small discovery yesterday: there is quite a number of Cat Bs that are born in the year 1985... which means they are older than most of their seniors.. Hahaha....
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