I took tis from zati's blog... nothing much to be done in office... so i try to do tis... I edited some of the questions....
Name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath 'til you think of those 20 people!
People:
1. Jason
2. Daphne
3. Ashley
4. Adrian
5. Benedict
6. Zati
7. Huey
8. Zuzz
9. Xiu Xian
10.Vanessa
11. Mabel
12. Qiqi
13. Karen
14. Evelyn
15. Grace
16. Charlotte
17. Kenneth
18. Ranald
19. Xiao Hui
20. Jasmine
Now answer according to the names listed.
QUESTIONS:
~how did you meet 13? through Evelyn (14)
~what would you do if you never met 5? I would not be in RIL now...
~what do you honestly think of 10? smart, cute, straightforward, a friendly gurl
~What would you do if 19 and 8 dated? haha... never...
~Did you ever like 4? erm... every gurl will like him... he is a super nice guy....
~Would 3 and 11 make a good couple? haha... they are both gurls.. and both are attached...
~Describe 7 in three words: she is malaysian... hahaha....
~Do you think 12 is attractive? she is attractive in her own way...
~Tell me something humilating about 16? she try to explain herself everytime... in failure to get our ears to listen...
~Do you know any of 3's family members? nope~
~What's 20's favorite color? pink, i believe...
~On a scale of 1-10, how pretty is 14? 8
~What language does 19 speak? mandarin, english
~Who is 8 going out with? he is single currently
~Would 18 and 10 make a good couple? 10 is attached...
~What grade is 15 in? Uni yr 1
~When's the last time you talked to 12? saturday... xmas eve....
~what is 2's favorite band? i dunnno~
~Does 9 have any siblings? one bro i tink...
~Would you ever date 6? hahaha... not possible..
~What is ur relationship wif 20? We are quite good frenz...
~Would you ever date 1? Why not? he is a nice guy...
~Is 11 Single? no.
~what is 19's last name? Xiao Hui
~Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 17? Mayb...
~What school does 3 go to? She finish school le..
~where does 14 live? Amk
~Are number 5 & 6 best friends? They dun even now each other....
Christmas Day...
It's christmas again... Wish all of you a merry christmas~ and a happy new year~
On fri, went down to RIL even though i wasn't working... thanks to Jason, Adrian, Ben, Daphne, Ashley, Xin Ning and June for the chocolates and the card... Simply luv it... =P.. then i went to meet my mum to go to my bro's hse...
Stay up till pretty late to finish up the gift wrapping and also card writing for JMD pple...
Sat morning, drag myself out of bed, changed and packed all e presents and cards b4 heading to school for breakfast... saw Gin & Anna so joined them for breakfast and continue to write the cards for those tat i didn't finish last night... headed for jmd... we had out usual cards and gifts giving.. then headed to mac for a drink before goin to JAS for chingay practise... after tat, me, kor, shu herng. dan, jas, qi & prisca head for orchard wif a little incident happenin on e shuttle bus... then, me, jas, qi, prsica and dan went to walk around before stopping at coffee beans @ Scotts... then prisca left and we went taka for about 15mins and went home...
Sun.. Xmas day... I woke up early cos i promise Ranald I'll join him at church today... so i went lor... church was cool... saw people tat i didn't see for a long time... people like Grace, Xiao Hui, Kenneth, Sebastian, David, Carol, Dazzlyn, Val, Charis, Ben, Naomi, Robin, Mag & Chee Keong wif Janel, Yew Yi, his wife and Charlotte and many many more... still can't bring myself to talk to her although we did exchange glances...
On fri, went down to RIL even though i wasn't working... thanks to Jason, Adrian, Ben, Daphne, Ashley, Xin Ning and June for the chocolates and the card... Simply luv it... =P.. then i went to meet my mum to go to my bro's hse...
Stay up till pretty late to finish up the gift wrapping and also card writing for JMD pple...
Sat morning, drag myself out of bed, changed and packed all e presents and cards b4 heading to school for breakfast... saw Gin & Anna so joined them for breakfast and continue to write the cards for those tat i didn't finish last night... headed for jmd... we had out usual cards and gifts giving.. then headed to mac for a drink before goin to JAS for chingay practise... after tat, me, kor, shu herng. dan, jas, qi & prisca head for orchard wif a little incident happenin on e shuttle bus... then, me, jas, qi, prsica and dan went to walk around before stopping at coffee beans @ Scotts... then prisca left and we went taka for about 15mins and went home...
Sun.. Xmas day... I woke up early cos i promise Ranald I'll join him at church today... so i went lor... church was cool... saw people tat i didn't see for a long time... people like Grace, Xiao Hui, Kenneth, Sebastian, David, Carol, Dazzlyn, Val, Charis, Ben, Naomi, Robin, Mag & Chee Keong wif Janel, Yew Yi, his wife and Charlotte and many many more... still can't bring myself to talk to her although we did exchange glances...
new post...
Well well.. holidays so far still alright... Chirstmas is coming.. So is the end of the year... the past 2 days has been plainly slackin... Mon, went JAS for the first chingay practise... Was overjoy when i heard that JMD, all of us, are doin the happi version... YEAH~.. tat was wonderful... So, Qi, Jas, Hamtaro, kor and me, we went for the advance class for the chingay dance... There was onli 2 class lah.. one for yukata, one for happi.. both advance class... We learn e whole dance in like 20 mins.. then e rest of the time, we were either practising or listening to the talking done by the sensei...
Tue morning, i was busy trying to figure out why i can't enter gmail... in the end i gave up... Also found useful information for my trip to bangkok during CNY... hehehe... Then i went school for project meeting... Was early.. therefore, brought a drink and 2 slices of bread and comfortably seat in front of the tv, eating, drinking and listening to my mp3.. until Dan came over to talk.. we chat awhile... although it was short, it was meaningful... kind of ba... then erm, mabel and lyunia came.. followed by de wang... project discussion started... with laughter and some seriousness, we finished e meeting at about 3plus ba...
Wed... planning for today: meeting Jason, Ashley, Daphne, Adrian, Xin Ning & June for lunch at Bistro at 1230.. then i'm meeting Mabel at orchard at 230 to get some stuff for christmas.. then i'm goin back to school for JMD...
a little side track... we are starting on part 2 of the dance today... I hope... Also, let's hope tat all those tat are learning e dance will be there... ok.. back to topic..
Thurs would plainly be staying at home to do IMC... mus finished by fri 1159pm... then fri plans are yet to come... sat would be JMD practise, followed by chingay practise, followed by wat, i'm not sure... cos its not decided yet... then sun, christmas day.. I hav yet to decide where i shld be.. if not, I'll stay at home...
*I need company for christmas... realli... cos i dun wan to stay at home.... could be party, could be clubbin.. anything as long as i dun hav to stay at home... *
P.S: May the healing hands of God be on Dan's legs... Also, to those that are sick...
Tue morning, i was busy trying to figure out why i can't enter gmail... in the end i gave up... Also found useful information for my trip to bangkok during CNY... hehehe... Then i went school for project meeting... Was early.. therefore, brought a drink and 2 slices of bread and comfortably seat in front of the tv, eating, drinking and listening to my mp3.. until Dan came over to talk.. we chat awhile... although it was short, it was meaningful... kind of ba... then erm, mabel and lyunia came.. followed by de wang... project discussion started... with laughter and some seriousness, we finished e meeting at about 3plus ba...
Wed... planning for today: meeting Jason, Ashley, Daphne, Adrian, Xin Ning & June for lunch at Bistro at 1230.. then i'm meeting Mabel at orchard at 230 to get some stuff for christmas.. then i'm goin back to school for JMD...
a little side track... we are starting on part 2 of the dance today... I hope... Also, let's hope tat all those tat are learning e dance will be there... ok.. back to topic..
Thurs would plainly be staying at home to do IMC... mus finished by fri 1159pm... then fri plans are yet to come... sat would be JMD practise, followed by chingay practise, followed by wat, i'm not sure... cos its not decided yet... then sun, christmas day.. I hav yet to decide where i shld be.. if not, I'll stay at home...
*I need company for christmas... realli... cos i dun wan to stay at home.... could be party, could be clubbin.. anything as long as i dun hav to stay at home... *
P.S: May the healing hands of God be on Dan's legs... Also, to those that are sick...
life~
well... term break started... my so called 'official holidays'. officially i can dun need to go school.. haha... well... updates here.. tis post would be a little long as i turn back time & try to recall wat happened... before I start...
Happy Birthday to Jennifer and Yvonne...
Also, Happy belated Birthday to Bryan (11th Dec), Qiqi & Zhen Jing (15th Dec) and Romans (16th Dec)
Wed...
went to school for IMC 'branding' competiton's briefing... met Evelyn & Charlotte for lunch... then met Jasmine @5 @ amk to buy Qi's cake... Nutella@ polar... Went back for JMD.. continue learning Starstruck... 2nd formation... still yet to start on e 2nd part of song.. cos Danny hurt his leg.. so he was not there... Celebrated Qi's birthday... handed her bdae presents to her.. hehe.. hope she love it...
Thurs...
Qiqi's birthday...
went office to help Adrian wif his loyalty CSG members' letters for christmas... then went school for IB presentation.. presentation was alright... skipped IMC tutorial and lab.. Cos i'm refusing to see tat teacher and oso, hav to finish up my TPDD e-news clipping... Rush TPDD till abt 1am... then read magazines and QM(tat i printed from CMS and textbook) till abt 5plus b4 sleeping...
Fri...
Woke up at 6.45 exaclty.. cos e alarm went off real loud (I left my phone next to me when i fall aslepp..) drag myself out of bed wif the 1hr sleep then headed for School... studied QM and had the test.. finished it in abt 25mins and left... waited for IMC lecture... but in the end, I never attend it... Stupid right... haiz... went office after tat to finish up the unfinished of the letters... They are now, sitting beautifully @ Adrian's table, waiting to be sent out on tue when he comes back from leave...
Went home to change b4 heading to meet Edmund (not de nyp de) at Dhoby Ghaut, then Zuzz, Xx, Joanna & Mervin at Clark Quay.. planned to go MOS... but when we reach there, it was unexpectedly, crowded... or shld i sae, Super Crowded... then, after all e discussions (it did get a little heated in between..) we decided to head for Chinablack... It turned out tat there was free entry there too... hmm... so we entered free lahz... went up for a while b4 goin down to meet Vanessa... had our tequila pops.. treat from Zuzz.. thanks zuzz... before heading for e dance floor... dance the whole nite thru b4 leaving at 3... the music there was not good... there wasn't much crowd oso... went mac to grab a bite before headin home... sleep at abt 5... oh ya... know tis bartender tat entertain us... his name is Naz... not bad... oso. Joanna got tis number of another bartender who she tink was cute... haha..
Sat...
Woke up at 7plus to get ready and head for JMD... reach at exactly 10.. I was super impressed... No one was there... then at abt 1020, i said to those tat were in the room "if not starting by 1030, i'll leave... haha... in the end, still, i stayed lah... cos got people come ma... then we did warm up and started dancing... then Danny came... we celebrated Jennifer's birthday... after debriefin, went fj for lunch wif Danny,his gurl, kor & Jas... After lunch, me & Jas went far east to walk around... Heerens oso.. I guess both of us were tired.. especially me.. thanks to my 3 hours of sleep for the last 2 days.. so there wasn't much conversations.. except those talkin in between.. near to the end of the walkin around, we simply wasn't talkin... Sorry if bored u to death Jasmine...
Today...
Woke up at 10plus, after my 12 hrs of sleep... went for breakfast... then seat in front of my com until now... I'm goin to update myself wif news as i read e papers and teenage....
Good day people...
P.S: to SBM of NYP... especially my gang of frenz... Happy holidays... and let's meet up and makan one of these days... mayb 31st december??? we go makan, shoppin and then clubbin of cos.... can???
Happy Birthday to Jennifer and Yvonne...
Also, Happy belated Birthday to Bryan (11th Dec), Qiqi & Zhen Jing (15th Dec) and Romans (16th Dec)
Wed...
went to school for IMC 'branding' competiton's briefing... met Evelyn & Charlotte for lunch... then met Jasmine @5 @ amk to buy Qi's cake... Nutella@ polar... Went back for JMD.. continue learning Starstruck... 2nd formation... still yet to start on e 2nd part of song.. cos Danny hurt his leg.. so he was not there... Celebrated Qi's birthday... handed her bdae presents to her.. hehe.. hope she love it...
Thurs...
Qiqi's birthday...
went office to help Adrian wif his loyalty CSG members' letters for christmas... then went school for IB presentation.. presentation was alright... skipped IMC tutorial and lab.. Cos i'm refusing to see tat teacher and oso, hav to finish up my TPDD e-news clipping... Rush TPDD till abt 1am... then read magazines and QM(tat i printed from CMS and textbook) till abt 5plus b4 sleeping...
Fri...
Woke up at 6.45 exaclty.. cos e alarm went off real loud (I left my phone next to me when i fall aslepp..) drag myself out of bed wif the 1hr sleep then headed for School... studied QM and had the test.. finished it in abt 25mins and left... waited for IMC lecture... but in the end, I never attend it... Stupid right... haiz... went office after tat to finish up the unfinished of the letters... They are now, sitting beautifully @ Adrian's table, waiting to be sent out on tue when he comes back from leave...
Went home to change b4 heading to meet Edmund (not de nyp de) at Dhoby Ghaut, then Zuzz, Xx, Joanna & Mervin at Clark Quay.. planned to go MOS... but when we reach there, it was unexpectedly, crowded... or shld i sae, Super Crowded... then, after all e discussions (it did get a little heated in between..) we decided to head for Chinablack... It turned out tat there was free entry there too... hmm... so we entered free lahz... went up for a while b4 goin down to meet Vanessa... had our tequila pops.. treat from Zuzz.. thanks zuzz... before heading for e dance floor... dance the whole nite thru b4 leaving at 3... the music there was not good... there wasn't much crowd oso... went mac to grab a bite before headin home... sleep at abt 5... oh ya... know tis bartender tat entertain us... his name is Naz... not bad... oso. Joanna got tis number of another bartender who she tink was cute... haha..
Sat...
Woke up at 7plus to get ready and head for JMD... reach at exactly 10.. I was super impressed... No one was there... then at abt 1020, i said to those tat were in the room "if not starting by 1030, i'll leave... haha... in the end, still, i stayed lah... cos got people come ma... then we did warm up and started dancing... then Danny came... we celebrated Jennifer's birthday... after debriefin, went fj for lunch wif Danny,his gurl, kor & Jas... After lunch, me & Jas went far east to walk around... Heerens oso.. I guess both of us were tired.. especially me.. thanks to my 3 hours of sleep for the last 2 days.. so there wasn't much conversations.. except those talkin in between.. near to the end of the walkin around, we simply wasn't talkin... Sorry if bored u to death Jasmine...
Today...
Woke up at 10plus, after my 12 hrs of sleep... went for breakfast... then seat in front of my com until now... I'm goin to update myself wif news as i read e papers and teenage....
Good day people...
P.S: to SBM of NYP... especially my gang of frenz... Happy holidays... and let's meet up and makan one of these days... mayb 31st december??? we go makan, shoppin and then clubbin of cos.... can???
in school.....
Currently in school... havin class in lab... tat's why can blog.... hehe.. got caught jus now... haha... anyway, tried blogging at home... but there seems to be something wrong with my computer... cannot post.. blogspot keep eating my post... haiz...
Lets start... from friday..
I went to work.. but never go school.. cos onli got 1 hr lesson therfore, decided to skip it anyway... after work, met Zuzz & Zati for a movie at Cathy... 'Chicken Little'.. the show was alright.. not as bad as wat some of them said... i like the part whereby the father and chicken little had a little talk... it was touching for me lah.. Then after that, we went to walk around... at heerens... we saw Gary... erm.. Zuzz's fren... then i saw her... hmm.. not mentioning name cos i dun wan to say it out... she was wif another guy... hmmm... she say they are frenz lah... bu obviously not cos they were holding hands... hmm.. anyway, tat was the time when my heels broke... so sway... oh ya.. did i mention? i saw edmund look alike too... not the edmund in my school thou... i'm talkin abt my ex... ok.. back to topic... we then went to the nearest Charles & Keith to get another pair. We also went to TopShop whereby i got addicted to tis pair of adidas shoes... And i told Zati, I want to buy it after i get my pay... haha... New shoes awaiting.. YEAH~ then as usual, went home and stuff...
Saturday...
SHALABH's party.... hehe... I was at home, doing some project stuff b4 heading for my fren's hse to continue... then chiong my tabulations until dunno like wat... then went to meet them at orchard mrt... Most of us were punctual.. jus that somehow, we didn't find each other?? funny right... Adrian, Ashley, Daphne, XinNing, Lora and me... when we reach there, it was still kind of early lah...
*What happened in between will onli be known to those that were there... so it will be skipped*
Then, XinNing and lora left first... then followed by me, daph & ashley.... we left at 10 plus i tink.... Alot of people were there... hmmm.. jus to name some, Benedict, Marina, Shermin, Moses, Celest, Doreen, Rose and many many more... So, in general, the party was fun... oh ya.. jus to mention, almost everyone that went to the party brought either wine or chocolates for Shalabh... kekez...
Sunday...
Was at home, trying to do IB... but still dunno how to do... then also, TPDD e-clippings... haiz... still haven't finished... I went out... on my own... did some surveys on wat to buy for who for christmas... Jus to inform, my presents tis year is pretty budget cos no pay... so muz budget abit lor.. So sorry... hehe... then went clubbing by myself... i wouldn't consider it clubbing... I went to drink onli... haha... but i didn't drink until I drunk lah.. I still manage to get home, clear headed... haha... Tis is the first time, i drink by myself lor... haha... quite shiok lah.. cos no one disturb ma... haha..
~End of weekend~
Monday...
Ate lunch wif mummy.. then came school.. until now lor... hehe... presenting for RBD later... need to go read the report liao... gtg.. bye~
Lets start... from friday..
I went to work.. but never go school.. cos onli got 1 hr lesson therfore, decided to skip it anyway... after work, met Zuzz & Zati for a movie at Cathy... 'Chicken Little'.. the show was alright.. not as bad as wat some of them said... i like the part whereby the father and chicken little had a little talk... it was touching for me lah.. Then after that, we went to walk around... at heerens... we saw Gary... erm.. Zuzz's fren... then i saw her... hmm.. not mentioning name cos i dun wan to say it out... she was wif another guy... hmmm... she say they are frenz lah... bu obviously not cos they were holding hands... hmm.. anyway, tat was the time when my heels broke... so sway... oh ya.. did i mention? i saw edmund look alike too... not the edmund in my school thou... i'm talkin abt my ex... ok.. back to topic... we then went to the nearest Charles & Keith to get another pair. We also went to TopShop whereby i got addicted to tis pair of adidas shoes... And i told Zati, I want to buy it after i get my pay... haha... New shoes awaiting.. YEAH~ then as usual, went home and stuff...
Saturday...
SHALABH's party.... hehe... I was at home, doing some project stuff b4 heading for my fren's hse to continue... then chiong my tabulations until dunno like wat... then went to meet them at orchard mrt... Most of us were punctual.. jus that somehow, we didn't find each other?? funny right... Adrian, Ashley, Daphne, XinNing, Lora and me... when we reach there, it was still kind of early lah...
*What happened in between will onli be known to those that were there... so it will be skipped*
Then, XinNing and lora left first... then followed by me, daph & ashley.... we left at 10 plus i tink.... Alot of people were there... hmmm.. jus to name some, Benedict, Marina, Shermin, Moses, Celest, Doreen, Rose and many many more... So, in general, the party was fun... oh ya.. jus to mention, almost everyone that went to the party brought either wine or chocolates for Shalabh... kekez...
Sunday...
Was at home, trying to do IB... but still dunno how to do... then also, TPDD e-clippings... haiz... still haven't finished... I went out... on my own... did some surveys on wat to buy for who for christmas... Jus to inform, my presents tis year is pretty budget cos no pay... so muz budget abit lor.. So sorry... hehe... then went clubbing by myself... i wouldn't consider it clubbing... I went to drink onli... haha... but i didn't drink until I drunk lah.. I still manage to get home, clear headed... haha... Tis is the first time, i drink by myself lor... haha... quite shiok lah.. cos no one disturb ma... haha..
~End of weekend~
Monday...
Ate lunch wif mummy.. then came school.. until now lor... hehe... presenting for RBD later... need to go read the report liao... gtg.. bye~
tired
Woah~ I jus finished compiling and editing e report for Effective.. SO tired... people are worrying abt not enough words and here i am, cutting down my words.. haha... but at last, it's finished.. tml will go sch print then hand in... hmmm... good.. at least one is accomplished... YEAH~
JMD~ today, we did the formation thingy... selp, me, jas & hamtaro one group... then qi, anna & albin one group, cindy, prisca, jennifer & Chee Ching another group... the steps, still veri raw... I still need more practises... i look horrible lor.. then part 2 grouping, 1st group: Selp, Gab, Cindy & Jennifer. 2nd: Me, qi, anna & Chee Ching. 3rd: Jas, Prisca & Albin... tat's abt all... jus tat dunno if i will be goin on sat... it all depends if i can finish e article analysis for IB by fri... hehe...
School... ok lah... Jus clear one ICA.. but still got tonnes to go...TPDD still got 5.. got 1 due next week... then RBD got 3. 1 due next week. Effective, 2 more to go. QM, 2 more, one is next week too. IMC, 2 more. IB, 4 more... one due next week too.... plus altogether... got 18 more ICAs to go... hmmm sounds like a lot... haha....
Jus a little more, Christmas is comin again.. hope to hav a small gathering again... between Daph, Jason, Ashley, Raymond, Lynn & me.. It has been long since we go out... oh ya... Adrian too... haha... Also, a little gathering for JMD also lahz.. at least tat is wat i hope... Also wish tat I will be able to see Ranald and the rest ba... It has been months since i met them... except Xiao Hui of cos.... Also, to meet up with Annie and the others...
Tat has to be all... I'm too lazy to tink of more... haha... It's late le... I need to sleep liao... Nitez~
JMD~ today, we did the formation thingy... selp, me, jas & hamtaro one group... then qi, anna & albin one group, cindy, prisca, jennifer & Chee Ching another group... the steps, still veri raw... I still need more practises... i look horrible lor.. then part 2 grouping, 1st group: Selp, Gab, Cindy & Jennifer. 2nd: Me, qi, anna & Chee Ching. 3rd: Jas, Prisca & Albin... tat's abt all... jus tat dunno if i will be goin on sat... it all depends if i can finish e article analysis for IB by fri... hehe...
School... ok lah... Jus clear one ICA.. but still got tonnes to go...TPDD still got 5.. got 1 due next week... then RBD got 3. 1 due next week. Effective, 2 more to go. QM, 2 more, one is next week too. IMC, 2 more. IB, 4 more... one due next week too.... plus altogether... got 18 more ICAs to go... hmmm sounds like a lot... haha....
Jus a little more, Christmas is comin again.. hope to hav a small gathering again... between Daph, Jason, Ashley, Raymond, Lynn & me.. It has been long since we go out... oh ya... Adrian too... haha... Also, a little gathering for JMD also lahz.. at least tat is wat i hope... Also wish tat I will be able to see Ranald and the rest ba... It has been months since i met them... except Xiao Hui of cos.... Also, to meet up with Annie and the others...
Tat has to be all... I'm too lazy to tink of more... haha... It's late le... I need to sleep liao... Nitez~
days of life..
well... it's sunday again.. So here I am.. blogging again.. Tis week has been normal.. goin sch, goin home, goin practises and of cos, doin projects and assigments. Nothing really big happened... Everything is more or less expected... So, there is nothing much to blog abt...
School has been alright... more or less, groupings are settle.. jus left wif 2 modules... RBD & Effective...
JMD~, my favourite topic.. haha... Practises hav been quite alright... still learning the new dance... abt 18 sets le.. then singing de thingy is starting... Open Hse is coming again.. 19, 20 and 21 of Jan... lookin forward to it.. Also coming up is Chingay... It's the 3rd time i'm takin part... and oso the last time probably...
Tis month, alot of birthdays... Qiqi, Yvonne, Bryan(de JMD one), Lester, Melissa, Muhd.. etc... Happy Birthday in advance to all thou.. dun blame me if i forget.. cos nowadays got may things in my brain.. My Brain is running out of memory... HELP!! haha...
ok.. gtg... goin to watch star awards...
School has been alright... more or less, groupings are settle.. jus left wif 2 modules... RBD & Effective...
JMD~, my favourite topic.. haha... Practises hav been quite alright... still learning the new dance... abt 18 sets le.. then singing de thingy is starting... Open Hse is coming again.. 19, 20 and 21 of Jan... lookin forward to it.. Also coming up is Chingay... It's the 3rd time i'm takin part... and oso the last time probably...
Tis month, alot of birthdays... Qiqi, Yvonne, Bryan(de JMD one), Lester, Melissa, Muhd.. etc... Happy Birthday in advance to all thou.. dun blame me if i forget.. cos nowadays got may things in my brain.. My Brain is running out of memory... HELP!! haha...
ok.. gtg... goin to watch star awards...
haha...
It's SuNdaY again... haha.... like i sae, sun is the day tat i can realli sleep well... cos i haven't had enought sleep for the last 2 days... ok.. not havin enough sleep for the past 2 days has nothin to do wif my habit of blogging on sundays...
I'll start wif e day tat i began to sleep late... thurs..
THursDay
I had night class... till 9.. then Mabel, the clever gurl... u see... i told her i'll wait for her outside class... and she said ok... then when i went out, i had to go toilet... when i sms her to tell her to wait for awhile, she replied tat she was already out of sch.. i was like "wat e....." anyway, i waited for Lianchun... She is another super blur queen sia... She sms me, telling me tat her teacher is ending class at 9.10... while i was happily figuring out how long more it is to 9.10, i realise tat it was already 9.20... dotz.... I was like huh?! 9.10.. but it's 9.20 le... haha.... in the end, she came out at 9.30, 20mins late... haiz.. So we went home together as usual, chit chatting all e way... it has been long since we last talk... In e end, i reach home at 11...
I started on my undone travel report at 12... cos we change country last min... egypt was realli hard... malaysia seems so much easier... haha... I chatted wif JaS on MSN while doin my report... I finished at 3am... but i onli slept at 4.. dun ask me why... i couldn't get to sleep.. so was reading magazines..
FriDAy...
I woke wif 2hrs of sleep to head for IB lect at 8.. i realli woke up at 9am... haha... after all the Martin Hang's jokes... Onli then, my brain stared workin... After sch, went to work... it was a hilarious day at work.. cos u see, i wore jeans there... and i was askin Jason if i need to change into formal as i will onli be there for 4 hrs... he said," u can be excuse if u can start a dance here.." I was like "huh???" then the whole 4 hrs tat i was there, Jason, Geri and Xin Ning was startin all their sentences wif "Yoz gal... how are u??" i was a little irritated and happily laughing... haha...
here comes the high part... cluBBinG wif JMD pple... Suppose to meet them at 1030pm @ raffles mrt... i left mt hse at 1015.. haha... so i took a cab there... the thing is, i dropped my cotact while trying to put them on in the cab... STUPID... haha... when i reach there, I was the earliest... haiz.. as usual lor... then e rest came.. jus mentioning... we had pple waiting at Raffles City.. which is at City hall mrt... when i believe 3 of them receive dunnno how many smses telling them it's at Raffles PLACE.. not Raffles CITY... haha... simply BLUR... the latest was DaN... he was there at nearly 12am... but we met him @ Makino.. can't remeber the club's name... but i tink it's tis... clubbin wif them was fun... dance for 3 solid hrs b4 resting ... after JaS, Qi, Cindy and Prisca left at abt 3am, we left at ard 4.. tat's the time the club close... then e rest of us went for breakfast at the mac @ PS while waiting for train to go home... Meiling, Brendy and Gia Gia came over to my hse and we reach at abt 7am... my feet was in pain....
SAturDay...
We went JMD at ard 940.. took a cab and reach sch at 1005... as Steve, DaN & Shu Herng went to school, Jae join them after he went home for awhile... most of those who didn't go wif us, were there... Qi reach ard 10plus... while cindy & prisca were late... JaS was early... haha... Practise started real late... i dunno why.. then erm, ended wif lunch after the MM gals practise... but lunch was onli me, kor, steve, Shu Herng, DaN n selp... then DaN, Steve & selp went orchard while i went home... I slept for abt 1 hr wakin up, realisin tat i was late meeting Jun Xian so i took a cab down... catch Harry Potter@ cathy... it was alright lah... quite a nice show... will catch e next part of it when i comes down... then caught e last train back home...
SuNdaY..
Woke up at 9plus to Jason's sms... but never reply.. went back to sleep and woke up at 12plus to reply his sms.... and went breakfast cum lunch wif my mum... Xiao Hui called... askin for accompany to cut hair... i agree... now, she never reply me... dunno wat happened... haiz... sundays are always boring... Mon is comin again.... gtg... Meeting her at 330@ Tanah Merah...
I'll start wif e day tat i began to sleep late... thurs..
THursDay
I had night class... till 9.. then Mabel, the clever gurl... u see... i told her i'll wait for her outside class... and she said ok... then when i went out, i had to go toilet... when i sms her to tell her to wait for awhile, she replied tat she was already out of sch.. i was like "wat e....." anyway, i waited for Lianchun... She is another super blur queen sia... She sms me, telling me tat her teacher is ending class at 9.10... while i was happily figuring out how long more it is to 9.10, i realise tat it was already 9.20... dotz.... I was like huh?! 9.10.. but it's 9.20 le... haha.... in the end, she came out at 9.30, 20mins late... haiz.. So we went home together as usual, chit chatting all e way... it has been long since we last talk... In e end, i reach home at 11...
I started on my undone travel report at 12... cos we change country last min... egypt was realli hard... malaysia seems so much easier... haha... I chatted wif JaS on MSN while doin my report... I finished at 3am... but i onli slept at 4.. dun ask me why... i couldn't get to sleep.. so was reading magazines..
FriDAy...
I woke wif 2hrs of sleep to head for IB lect at 8.. i realli woke up at 9am... haha... after all the Martin Hang's jokes... Onli then, my brain stared workin... After sch, went to work... it was a hilarious day at work.. cos u see, i wore jeans there... and i was askin Jason if i need to change into formal as i will onli be there for 4 hrs... he said," u can be excuse if u can start a dance here.." I was like "huh???" then the whole 4 hrs tat i was there, Jason, Geri and Xin Ning was startin all their sentences wif "Yoz gal... how are u??" i was a little irritated and happily laughing... haha...
here comes the high part... cluBBinG wif JMD pple... Suppose to meet them at 1030pm @ raffles mrt... i left mt hse at 1015.. haha... so i took a cab there... the thing is, i dropped my cotact while trying to put them on in the cab... STUPID... haha... when i reach there, I was the earliest... haiz.. as usual lor... then e rest came.. jus mentioning... we had pple waiting at Raffles City.. which is at City hall mrt... when i believe 3 of them receive dunnno how many smses telling them it's at Raffles PLACE.. not Raffles CITY... haha... simply BLUR... the latest was DaN... he was there at nearly 12am... but we met him @ Makino.. can't remeber the club's name... but i tink it's tis... clubbin wif them was fun... dance for 3 solid hrs b4 resting ... after JaS, Qi, Cindy and Prisca left at abt 3am, we left at ard 4.. tat's the time the club close... then e rest of us went for breakfast at the mac @ PS while waiting for train to go home... Meiling, Brendy and Gia Gia came over to my hse and we reach at abt 7am... my feet was in pain....
SAturDay...
We went JMD at ard 940.. took a cab and reach sch at 1005... as Steve, DaN & Shu Herng went to school, Jae join them after he went home for awhile... most of those who didn't go wif us, were there... Qi reach ard 10plus... while cindy & prisca were late... JaS was early... haha... Practise started real late... i dunno why.. then erm, ended wif lunch after the MM gals practise... but lunch was onli me, kor, steve, Shu Herng, DaN n selp... then DaN, Steve & selp went orchard while i went home... I slept for abt 1 hr wakin up, realisin tat i was late meeting Jun Xian so i took a cab down... catch Harry Potter@ cathy... it was alright lah... quite a nice show... will catch e next part of it when i comes down... then caught e last train back home...
SuNdaY..
Woke up at 9plus to Jason's sms... but never reply.. went back to sleep and woke up at 12plus to reply his sms.... and went breakfast cum lunch wif my mum... Xiao Hui called... askin for accompany to cut hair... i agree... now, she never reply me... dunno wat happened... haiz... sundays are always boring... Mon is comin again.... gtg... Meeting her at 330@ Tanah Merah...
Life
I've been staring at my com since morning 9am... but nothing has been done to my travel project yet... cos i dunno wat to write... It has been a hectic week for me... Work, JMD, School... I enjoyed e company of myself on tuesday.... i was bored.. but it was a wonderful experience shoppin without anyone company...
Let's start wif my plan for tml and weekend....
Tml i'll be goin sch as usual... class from 8 to 1.. then goin to RIL to work... till 6... Upon reachin home and having dinner... i'll be headin to meet Kor and the rest @cityhall to go to ONE@ One fullertion for some partying... then it depends on wat time we leave... if it's morning.. then some of us shld be headin to sch to wait for mac to open for our breakfast and catch some sleep b4 goin for JMD while the rest would be heading home to sleep... haha.. then after JMD is probably home.... Zzzzz.... before goin for movie... Yes.. Harry Potter... tat would be sat.. then sun mornin, i'm lookin forward to goin church if i can wake up... followed by some shoppin probably... then would be mon again...
Enough of my plan... next goin on to life....
Today...
Lesson starts at 3 today.. ending at 9.. I'll probably be staying up today to finish up my project repory... It's kind of sickening... but tml is e due date.. so no more putting it off... It's goin to be a boring day.. cos it's full of tutorials and lectures... STUPID...
Yesterday...
JMd was alright... we corrected e minor mistakes tat we hav... and we oso had a quite good conversation over dinner.... then was home...
Tuesday...
I went shopping alone @ J8 b4 meeting Qi @ compass point.. It rained e whole day... Went to school to accompany the MM gals practise... their performance is on the 30th Nov... @ 1.15pm @ NYP's atrium... do dropped by to watch... Something lame happened... read Zuzz's blog if u are interested to find out...
Monday..
School as usual after 2days MC... school was simply boring... tat's all....
Let's start wif my plan for tml and weekend....
Tml i'll be goin sch as usual... class from 8 to 1.. then goin to RIL to work... till 6... Upon reachin home and having dinner... i'll be headin to meet Kor and the rest @cityhall to go to ONE@ One fullertion for some partying... then it depends on wat time we leave... if it's morning.. then some of us shld be headin to sch to wait for mac to open for our breakfast and catch some sleep b4 goin for JMD while the rest would be heading home to sleep... haha.. then after JMD is probably home.... Zzzzz.... before goin for movie... Yes.. Harry Potter... tat would be sat.. then sun mornin, i'm lookin forward to goin church if i can wake up... followed by some shoppin probably... then would be mon again...
Enough of my plan... next goin on to life....
Today...
Lesson starts at 3 today.. ending at 9.. I'll probably be staying up today to finish up my project repory... It's kind of sickening... but tml is e due date.. so no more putting it off... It's goin to be a boring day.. cos it's full of tutorials and lectures... STUPID...
Yesterday...
JMd was alright... we corrected e minor mistakes tat we hav... and we oso had a quite good conversation over dinner.... then was home...
Tuesday...
I went shopping alone @ J8 b4 meeting Qi @ compass point.. It rained e whole day... Went to school to accompany the MM gals practise... their performance is on the 30th Nov... @ 1.15pm @ NYP's atrium... do dropped by to watch... Something lame happened... read Zuzz's blog if u are interested to find out...
Monday..
School as usual after 2days MC... school was simply boring... tat's all....
How's life?
I jus realise tat I'm always blogging on sundays... haha.. mayb i'm jus simply bored on sundays ba.... haha... Anyway... I hav blogged 100 over entries le.. starting, the entries were simply boring.. abt my everday life... then it change to things tat hav impacted.... now.. it's updating pple with inicident & changes of my life to keep them updated... (This is random...)
Get back wif the topic...
JMD
I went JMd yesterday... It's was good... we recap the dance tat was learn... but goin at tis speed, we might not be able to finish before Open Hse... mus chiong more.. JMD Jia YOu!! Once again, the spirit is up.. YEAH~ JMD spirit is back... I still remember the time when we learn put' em up.. everyone, no matter wat, will come for practise... haha... tis is wat i'm seeing now... GOOD~
School
sch is alright... accept that i haven't been to school for 2 days... so i dunno wat has happened... oh yah... i miss my IMC ICA1 too... haiz... next week got alot of things goin on... TPDD project due... got retail ICA soon... then oso hav IB seminar soon... then EBRW oso goin to due soon... then still got QM is dunno do wat de.. then IMC test i haven't take.. haiz..... other then these, nothing much le... oh ya.. RBD, EBRW, QM and IMC groupings still not formed yet...
Life
I'm sick... sore throat and everything tat comes wif it... including flu cum running nose, fever, cough & headache..... Stayed at home for those 2 days on mc... it's simply boring... haiz.. that's all ba...
*Wish everyone good health... and fast recovery to those tat are sick... espically my kor, ARi & Suya.. Hav a nice weekend....
Get back wif the topic...
JMD
I went JMd yesterday... It's was good... we recap the dance tat was learn... but goin at tis speed, we might not be able to finish before Open Hse... mus chiong more.. JMD Jia YOu!! Once again, the spirit is up.. YEAH~ JMD spirit is back... I still remember the time when we learn put' em up.. everyone, no matter wat, will come for practise... haha... tis is wat i'm seeing now... GOOD~
School
sch is alright... accept that i haven't been to school for 2 days... so i dunno wat has happened... oh yah... i miss my IMC ICA1 too... haiz... next week got alot of things goin on... TPDD project due... got retail ICA soon... then oso hav IB seminar soon... then EBRW oso goin to due soon... then still got QM is dunno do wat de.. then IMC test i haven't take.. haiz..... other then these, nothing much le... oh ya.. RBD, EBRW, QM and IMC groupings still not formed yet...
Life
I'm sick... sore throat and everything tat comes wif it... including flu cum running nose, fever, cough & headache..... Stayed at home for those 2 days on mc... it's simply boring... haiz.. that's all ba...
*Wish everyone good health... and fast recovery to those tat are sick... espically my kor, ARi & Suya.. Hav a nice weekend....
wat a day...
I thought e issue was over... I didn't know tat it will became like tat jus b'cos of my words. I was late.. a lateness tat is not tolerated... I didn't expected it to turn out tis way... Jus b'cos of my words, I lost another friend... A friend tat I was kind of close wif... A friend tat listen to my sorrows and tears.. I know time will not turn back... I'll pray.. and leave e rest to God... Friends come and go.. but i believe.. our friendship shouldn't be endin jus b'cos of tis...
I went to see the doctor today for my sore throat cum flu cum fever... after seeing me... e doctor asked ,"Are u veri stressed?" I told her not realli.. but in fact, I was.. Stressed over friendship.. stressed over school work.. stressed over work... probaly, i was never good wif words.. alot of times, i said things tat i dun mean it tat way... I hope the same issue will come to an end soon.. and everything will get back on track... Haiz...
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JMD was fine... I went yesterday... but i didn't dance much... onli for abt 1 hour. after tat, i sit down and rest... i was realli tired.. realli... I was tremblin in office lor.. even wif my jacket on... I was runnin a fever lor... But i didn't go see doctor cos i thought i can take it... But i jus couldn't take it anymore... After JMD, went for dinner... Selphie, Anna, Steve, XM, Shu Hernf, Dan, Jas and me.. Talk till abt 11 plus ba.. then took cab home.. dropped XM & Jas at her house b4 headin back... below is something tat i took from Ari's blog..
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eight songs that get stuck in your head frequently: (in no order)
1. Put'em up
2. M-flo: Starstruck (new JMD dance song..)
3. Fish Leong: Yong Qi
4. JJ: Bian Hao 89757
5. Jay Zhou: Ye Qu
6. Rainie: Li Xiang Qing Ren
7. Energy: Yan Lei De Wei Dao
8. Energy: Yong Yuan Bu Shou Zai Jian
four beverages you drink frequently:
1. Sprite
2. H2O
3. Peel Fresh's Apple Aloe Vera
4. Orange Juice
four things you do when you're bored:
1. Online
2. Sms
3. Do tutorials
4. Watch TV/VCDs
four things that never fail to cheer you up:
1. Chocolates
2. Dancing
3. Ice Cream
4. Frenz
seven things on your desk:
1. handphone
2. wallet
3. Lecture notes & Textbooks
4. MP3
5. Radio
6. Notebook
7. Pencil case
seven artists/bands people should give a listen to:
1. Namie Amuro
2. BOA
3. Rainie Yeung
4. Fish Leong
5. Jay Zhou
6. Wu Ke Qun
7. Do As Infinty
Four things you would always have it along with you wherever you go:
1. Handphone
2. Wallet
3. Eye drop
4. Keys
three things you would eat on the last day of your life:
1. My mum's cooking
2. Kenny Rogers
3. Chocolates
two things you'd like to learn:
1. Salsa dance
2. Cycling
I went to see the doctor today for my sore throat cum flu cum fever... after seeing me... e doctor asked ,"Are u veri stressed?" I told her not realli.. but in fact, I was.. Stressed over friendship.. stressed over school work.. stressed over work... probaly, i was never good wif words.. alot of times, i said things tat i dun mean it tat way... I hope the same issue will come to an end soon.. and everything will get back on track... Haiz...
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JMD was fine... I went yesterday... but i didn't dance much... onli for abt 1 hour. after tat, i sit down and rest... i was realli tired.. realli... I was tremblin in office lor.. even wif my jacket on... I was runnin a fever lor... But i didn't go see doctor cos i thought i can take it... But i jus couldn't take it anymore... After JMD, went for dinner... Selphie, Anna, Steve, XM, Shu Hernf, Dan, Jas and me.. Talk till abt 11 plus ba.. then took cab home.. dropped XM & Jas at her house b4 headin back... below is something tat i took from Ari's blog..
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eight songs that get stuck in your head frequently: (in no order)
1. Put'em up
2. M-flo: Starstruck (new JMD dance song..)
3. Fish Leong: Yong Qi
4. JJ: Bian Hao 89757
5. Jay Zhou: Ye Qu
6. Rainie: Li Xiang Qing Ren
7. Energy: Yan Lei De Wei Dao
8. Energy: Yong Yuan Bu Shou Zai Jian
four beverages you drink frequently:
1. Sprite
2. H2O
3. Peel Fresh's Apple Aloe Vera
4. Orange Juice
four things you do when you're bored:
1. Online
2. Sms
3. Do tutorials
4. Watch TV/VCDs
four things that never fail to cheer you up:
1. Chocolates
2. Dancing
3. Ice Cream
4. Frenz
seven things on your desk:
1. handphone
2. wallet
3. Lecture notes & Textbooks
4. MP3
5. Radio
6. Notebook
7. Pencil case
seven artists/bands people should give a listen to:
1. Namie Amuro
2. BOA
3. Rainie Yeung
4. Fish Leong
5. Jay Zhou
6. Wu Ke Qun
7. Do As Infinty
Four things you would always have it along with you wherever you go:
1. Handphone
2. Wallet
3. Eye drop
4. Keys
three things you would eat on the last day of your life:
1. My mum's cooking
2. Kenny Rogers
3. Chocolates
two things you'd like to learn:
1. Salsa dance
2. Cycling
Life...
I'm in school now, in the midst of lesson.. But dunno where did my teacher go... cannot locate him... Conclusion, he is not in class... anyway, I blogged yesterday.. but stupid blogger.. it never get posted... anyway.. I'll jus type again.. With the addition of wat happen today.. Also, I wouldn't be able to go out le.. cos need to work at RIL... Until 6pm... so if wan to go out, wait till after 6 lah.. then weekends, confirm free...
monday.. I went to office early in the morning.. First day back at RIL.. it was fun... as usual lor.. nothing exciting.. after lunchin wif Jason & Daphne, I came to school.. Met up wif Qi b4 proceedin to mac to chit chat. XX came shortly after wif Cheryl. Me & XX quarrel over a cup of sprite.. I dun wan to talk abt it le.. No matter is I wrong or she wrong, it doesn't matter le.. I jus wan to sae Sorry... that's all.. Anyway.. I came sch earlier for lect.. but the lecturer sick sia... haiz.. waste my time...
Sunday.. It was basically boring.. i watch tv, did my tutorials, blogged.. then oso, i blogged on friendster... go see if u wan to know wat i wrote...
Saturday... Of cos, I went JMD.. Was alright.. we learn one new sequence... and recap the rest... then after JMD, went Toa Payoh to make contact lenses wif Zati.. Brought a pair of track pants too.. then i parted wif Zati to meet my kor and the rest for a little shoppin at PS b4 headin for dinner at the Fish & Co @ glass hse.. Danny, Ari, Steve, OZ, itsuki, jas and me.. onli 7 of us... kor went to meet his fren while Shu herng went home... we crap and laugh, joke around while dinning.. haha.. we had fun there thou..
Fri... Went school... Then meet up wif daphne to celebrate her birthday... it was suppose to be a surprise... Yah.. kind of lah... We ate at NYDC @ suntec.. me, Jason, Daphne, Raymond & Ashley... After tat, we went to meet lynn fro abt 5 mins and head home...
Thurs... School.. nothin much..
Wed.. JMD.. was fun.. started the new dance.. learn 4 sequences...
Tue & Mon... jus school lor...
finish le... at tis point of time, my teacher is goin thru the answers for the lab session while i'm here, typing my blog...
monday.. I went to office early in the morning.. First day back at RIL.. it was fun... as usual lor.. nothing exciting.. after lunchin wif Jason & Daphne, I came to school.. Met up wif Qi b4 proceedin to mac to chit chat. XX came shortly after wif Cheryl. Me & XX quarrel over a cup of sprite.. I dun wan to talk abt it le.. No matter is I wrong or she wrong, it doesn't matter le.. I jus wan to sae Sorry... that's all.. Anyway.. I came sch earlier for lect.. but the lecturer sick sia... haiz.. waste my time...
Sunday.. It was basically boring.. i watch tv, did my tutorials, blogged.. then oso, i blogged on friendster... go see if u wan to know wat i wrote...
Saturday... Of cos, I went JMD.. Was alright.. we learn one new sequence... and recap the rest... then after JMD, went Toa Payoh to make contact lenses wif Zati.. Brought a pair of track pants too.. then i parted wif Zati to meet my kor and the rest for a little shoppin at PS b4 headin for dinner at the Fish & Co @ glass hse.. Danny, Ari, Steve, OZ, itsuki, jas and me.. onli 7 of us... kor went to meet his fren while Shu herng went home... we crap and laugh, joke around while dinning.. haha.. we had fun there thou..
Fri... Went school... Then meet up wif daphne to celebrate her birthday... it was suppose to be a surprise... Yah.. kind of lah... We ate at NYDC @ suntec.. me, Jason, Daphne, Raymond & Ashley... After tat, we went to meet lynn fro abt 5 mins and head home...
Thurs... School.. nothin much..
Wed.. JMD.. was fun.. started the new dance.. learn 4 sequences...
Tue & Mon... jus school lor...
finish le... at tis point of time, my teacher is goin thru the answers for the lab session while i'm here, typing my blog...
Boring day...
Hmmmm... Today is kind of boring... Cos I stayed at home... not much programme later.. except tat i'm goin to beach road to get another cheque from my boss.. haiz... cos e previous one was returned... then, i'm goin JMD for practise.. e onli problem is tat I'm meeting my boss at 2 plus.. but JMD is at 6... OMG.. i meet him, e most is 10 mins.. then i got 3 hrs to spend.. haiz.... realli is OMG... i shldn't go sch tat early either.. cos go le oso nothing to do... but i dun wan to come back leh.. Boring oso.. so probably, i would do something lah.. mayb go shop shop again... sianz... I'm lookin forward to Fri thou... hehe... besides e point tat i'm meeting daphne, it also means tat weekend is comin.. haha... alright.. i got to go le.. mum is nagging.. will update wat happened at JMD tml ba...
JMd outing...
Yesterday, there was JMd outing.. the final place was steamboat at Marina...
In the morning, we had JMd practise where we learn a little of love bites... before PS debrief.. where by we know wat will be goin on for the next few months.. firstly, MM gals.. if u all still dunno, there will be practise for u gals for the whole month of Nov.. details, pls click here... Then oso, we were splited into 5 groups to learn the new dance.. cheorgraphy by Dan & Itsuki.. probably got some other pple.. but i'm not to sure... then oso got new traditional dance from Chee Ching.. and oso, singing division is comin up wif something new... So pple, JIA YOU...
After debriefin, we went for lunch... those goin KTV de went for lunch in 2 groups.. and those not goin KTV de went to marina square.. but we still went separate places for lunch lah.. then the guys.. plus selphie went bowlin while me, qi, jas and prisca went walk walk... after tat those tat were at marina square, went arcade.. then left at abt 5 plus to go marina bay.. e marina square group is me, qi, jas, prisca, selphie, oz, elmo, dan, itsuki and zat..
We reach marina bay at abt 6plus.. waited for the KTV group before orderin food.. the chefs for the day is of cos, Dan and Itsuki lahz...but sometimes, Prisca, me, selphie and ari did do a little... haha.. and i realli mean a little.. but most of the time, it was the 2 of them cookin.. cos they were the onli 2 guys on my table... (my table got itsuki, qi, prisca, cindy, me, jas, dan, ari and selphie..) yah.. it was quite fun lah... we joke and laugh, crap and talk.. tat's us... after dinner, me, jas and qi left while the rest went either bowlin or arcade... tat's all..
School started.. still alright at the moment..e teachers are still ok... i shall not elaborate on how's school in details... tat's all for e day...
In the morning, we had JMd practise where we learn a little of love bites... before PS debrief.. where by we know wat will be goin on for the next few months.. firstly, MM gals.. if u all still dunno, there will be practise for u gals for the whole month of Nov.. details, pls click here... Then oso, we were splited into 5 groups to learn the new dance.. cheorgraphy by Dan & Itsuki.. probably got some other pple.. but i'm not to sure... then oso got new traditional dance from Chee Ching.. and oso, singing division is comin up wif something new... So pple, JIA YOU...
After debriefin, we went for lunch... those goin KTV de went for lunch in 2 groups.. and those not goin KTV de went to marina square.. but we still went separate places for lunch lah.. then the guys.. plus selphie went bowlin while me, qi, jas and prisca went walk walk... after tat those tat were at marina square, went arcade.. then left at abt 5 plus to go marina bay.. e marina square group is me, qi, jas, prisca, selphie, oz, elmo, dan, itsuki and zat..
We reach marina bay at abt 6plus.. waited for the KTV group before orderin food.. the chefs for the day is of cos, Dan and Itsuki lahz...but sometimes, Prisca, me, selphie and ari did do a little... haha.. and i realli mean a little.. but most of the time, it was the 2 of them cookin.. cos they were the onli 2 guys on my table... (my table got itsuki, qi, prisca, cindy, me, jas, dan, ari and selphie..) yah.. it was quite fun lah... we joke and laugh, crap and talk.. tat's us... after dinner, me, jas and qi left while the rest went either bowlin or arcade... tat's all..
School started.. still alright at the moment..e teachers are still ok... i shall not elaborate on how's school in details... tat's all for e day...
Today..
Erm.. today is kind of boring.. I stay at home most of the time... Erm.. besides tat, i went back to store to learn abt the new machine.. e stupid and slow machine... wanted to blog abt somethin veri badly..
WAT IS HAPPENING TO JMD???
I heard from kor that there is onli tat few of them today... Anna, Selphie, Gin, Steve, Chee Ching, him and XM... Then kor and XM was busy cherographin the dance for us... and the rest of them were discussing some stuff... wat happened to the rest?? ok lah.. i know Shu Herng got something on.. then Brendy is in Brunei... Meiling is busy wif attachment... Gia Gia? Amelia? Petrie? Jennifer? I dun mean to ask for pple to be accountable to me.. cos i'm jus a normal member... i shouldn't be bothering lah.. but i dun wan to see JMD gone jus like tat....
As for my batch, i oso dunno much lah... but it's kind of wasted...
It seems not many pple is willing to come for practise le..
Last time, when i was in yr 2, no matter rain or shine, busy or not, we still will come.. probably cos got new things to learn ba.. if dun come for 1 week, will miss out alot.. now, everything is different le.. i dun wan to say others... jus look at myself.. i know now, whenever i go for JMD, i'll ask.. why am i goin there when i go there and slack most of the time?? I'm not blamin here... I'm jus askin myself... of cos, i love JMD veri much.. but the past months hav taught me alot.. JMD is still my priority.. i can give up the chance of goin for opportunities like RAffles CUp, i can even travel to sch specially for JMD..i never hav the intention to stop.. But no one is willing to commit time and effort for practise. So? Haiz.. alright.. I shall close tis topic here....
*Praying tat JMD passion will be ever lasting...*
Alright, move on... tml i'm workin from 1 to 11.. so pple, if u are lookin for me, sms me ok? before i stop...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANNY!!
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JIA YU!!
*Nitez pple...
To: Daphne, Lynn, Ashley, Jason, Adrian, Raymond & Ben,
Miss u guys..
~E chocolate Gurl~
WAT IS HAPPENING TO JMD???
I heard from kor that there is onli tat few of them today... Anna, Selphie, Gin, Steve, Chee Ching, him and XM... Then kor and XM was busy cherographin the dance for us... and the rest of them were discussing some stuff... wat happened to the rest?? ok lah.. i know Shu Herng got something on.. then Brendy is in Brunei... Meiling is busy wif attachment... Gia Gia? Amelia? Petrie? Jennifer? I dun mean to ask for pple to be accountable to me.. cos i'm jus a normal member... i shouldn't be bothering lah.. but i dun wan to see JMD gone jus like tat....
As for my batch, i oso dunno much lah... but it's kind of wasted...
It seems not many pple is willing to come for practise le..
Last time, when i was in yr 2, no matter rain or shine, busy or not, we still will come.. probably cos got new things to learn ba.. if dun come for 1 week, will miss out alot.. now, everything is different le.. i dun wan to say others... jus look at myself.. i know now, whenever i go for JMD, i'll ask.. why am i goin there when i go there and slack most of the time?? I'm not blamin here... I'm jus askin myself... of cos, i love JMD veri much.. but the past months hav taught me alot.. JMD is still my priority.. i can give up the chance of goin for opportunities like RAffles CUp, i can even travel to sch specially for JMD..i never hav the intention to stop.. But no one is willing to commit time and effort for practise. So? Haiz.. alright.. I shall close tis topic here....
*Praying tat JMD passion will be ever lasting...*
Alright, move on... tml i'm workin from 1 to 11.. so pple, if u are lookin for me, sms me ok? before i stop...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANNY!!
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JIA YU!!
*Nitez pple...
To: Daphne, Lynn, Ashley, Jason, Adrian, Raymond & Ben,
Miss u guys..
~E chocolate Gurl~
Wat's e meaning of keep in touch??
Well, while i was wondering, pple keep saying tis phrase when others are leaving..
"Muz keep in touch hor"...
Can someone tell me wat exactly were u guys tinkin when u say tat??
Realli keep in touch?? or jus say it, hoping tat u will be remembered??
OR izzit u are saying it b'cos tat's wat pple always say..
I'm pondering.. Cos i hav been hearin tat phrase so many times..
Yet when one party puts in effort to do it, e others, will happily forget abt tat..
Do u know how hard it is to make e effort yet everytime when u tried, e others always will forget abt u..
Or mayb it's jus b'cos tat phrase exist in our mind.. and we do hav tat intention to keep in touch.. but we jus never make e effort..
When i went metro sale today.. when i was lookin at e snacks section, and i saw chocolates, e first few people tat i thought of, was none other then my RIL frenz.. like when i saw dark chocolate, i told myself," mayb can buy for Jason.. and when i saw e Ritter Sports (i dunno if i got spell wrongly..), i was tinking... Lynn will love tis.. but when i realise tat they might jus happily forget abt me, I wanted to jus throw e chocolates back to the shelves.. however, in the end, i still brought one box, tellin myself ,"they are jus too busy.. i'll buy tis for them to share.. They are still my frenz"
Times fly.. i wish i went to Raffles Cup.. but i choose JMD over it.. I dunno if tat was right or wrong.. anyway, I don't like to regret my decisions...
At tis point of time, I'm still pondering for e meaning of keep in touch and wat do u mean when u sae it....
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Like i mention, i went metro warehouse sale today.. and i saw how crazy singaporeans are.. imagaine, there is tis toy on sale for 5 bucks each.. and within half an hour, it was sold out.. and every other person tat i saw, was carrying like 3 of those toys.. OMG.. then also, when i went to queue for e cashier, e queue was so damn long... somemore a uncle cut my line.. STUPID.. After tat, me and Zati (Zati went to the sale wif me..), we went to tampines to shop for clothes and some other stuff... while goin home, i counted..
Zati's items:
~A Bossinni Jeans
~A VENIS jeans from Metro (imagine we shop @ e warehouse sale & we shop @ e Century Sq outlet too..)
~A new sch bag
~2 friendship bands
~2 pairs of slippers for her nieces..
~Chocolates..
Mine items:
~A pair of slippers for sch
~2 friendship bands (we brought it together)
~Daphne's present
~Chocolates for self consumption n for RIL pple..
... Wat a day.. i rarely shop like tat... so now, i'm resting my legs... After typing so much, i suddenly hav tis thought.."since no one reads it, why am i typing so much??? haha.... End of story...
"Muz keep in touch hor"...
Can someone tell me wat exactly were u guys tinkin when u say tat??
Realli keep in touch?? or jus say it, hoping tat u will be remembered??
OR izzit u are saying it b'cos tat's wat pple always say..
I'm pondering.. Cos i hav been hearin tat phrase so many times..
Yet when one party puts in effort to do it, e others, will happily forget abt tat..
Do u know how hard it is to make e effort yet everytime when u tried, e others always will forget abt u..
Or mayb it's jus b'cos tat phrase exist in our mind.. and we do hav tat intention to keep in touch.. but we jus never make e effort..
When i went metro sale today.. when i was lookin at e snacks section, and i saw chocolates, e first few people tat i thought of, was none other then my RIL frenz.. like when i saw dark chocolate, i told myself," mayb can buy for Jason.. and when i saw e Ritter Sports (i dunno if i got spell wrongly..), i was tinking... Lynn will love tis.. but when i realise tat they might jus happily forget abt me, I wanted to jus throw e chocolates back to the shelves.. however, in the end, i still brought one box, tellin myself ,"they are jus too busy.. i'll buy tis for them to share.. They are still my frenz"
Times fly.. i wish i went to Raffles Cup.. but i choose JMD over it.. I dunno if tat was right or wrong.. anyway, I don't like to regret my decisions...
At tis point of time, I'm still pondering for e meaning of keep in touch and wat do u mean when u sae it....
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Like i mention, i went metro warehouse sale today.. and i saw how crazy singaporeans are.. imagaine, there is tis toy on sale for 5 bucks each.. and within half an hour, it was sold out.. and every other person tat i saw, was carrying like 3 of those toys.. OMG.. then also, when i went to queue for e cashier, e queue was so damn long... somemore a uncle cut my line.. STUPID.. After tat, me and Zati (Zati went to the sale wif me..), we went to tampines to shop for clothes and some other stuff... while goin home, i counted..
Zati's items:
~A Bossinni Jeans
~A VENIS jeans from Metro (imagine we shop @ e warehouse sale & we shop @ e Century Sq outlet too..)
~A new sch bag
~2 friendship bands
~2 pairs of slippers for her nieces..
~Chocolates..
Mine items:
~A pair of slippers for sch
~2 friendship bands (we brought it together)
~Daphne's present
~Chocolates for self consumption n for RIL pple..
... Wat a day.. i rarely shop like tat... so now, i'm resting my legs... After typing so much, i suddenly hav tis thought.."since no one reads it, why am i typing so much??? haha.... End of story...
School on e first day...
Well, I'm in my sch lab, waiting for lesson to start.. Sch is still good till now.... Things are better now.... my class is back at one, relationships are back to normal.. For e last 2 days i hav been tinking... Would RIL pple still remember me after i leave?? at first i thought yes, probably, they will.. But things proof otherwise.. Erm.. was tinkin abt meeting them one day... but i guess, it was jus my part of tinkin.. they might not wan to meet afterall.. anyway, i still wish them all the best for whatever they do and if they ever see if on the street, they will remember tat we were once colleagues...
*Thanks for all e time tat u guys spent wif me while i was there... Makin my time enjoyable.. =)
*Thanks for all e time tat u guys spent wif me while i was there... Makin my time enjoyable.. =)
Updates...
Hey pple... Gd Morning... Today is the first day I'm goin back to school after IPP... dun realli feel like goin back but no choice.. anyway... I uploaded the photos... Those tat i like of cos.. U can go to the credits page.. and then click unto the link "more funky pics"... there are lots of pics there... so enjoy urself... but there are of cos a few pics that I muz upload.. hehe...
Cindy's party...Those tat were there....
The girls
The get together...
Isn't this view Awersome??
I simply luv e last 2 pics... the 2nd last one is a pic tat my fren took at the photography show at Wheelock place.. it's so nice lor.. Then e last one is the chocolate family in RIL.. haha..
On my last day of IPP, Raymond, lynn, ashley, daphne & me went for dinner at Big_O... it was not realli satifying afterall but we did enjoy ouselves..
*To Adrian, Jason, Raymond, Daphne, Lynn & Ashley... Remember our date for Daphne's birthday hor...
Well, e rest of wat happen, is for me to know & not for u to find out...
Cindy's party...Those tat were there....
The girls
The get together...
Isn't this view Awersome??
I simply luv e last 2 pics... the 2nd last one is a pic tat my fren took at the photography show at Wheelock place.. it's so nice lor.. Then e last one is the chocolate family in RIL.. haha..
On my last day of IPP, Raymond, lynn, ashley, daphne & me went for dinner at Big_O... it was not realli satifying afterall but we did enjoy ouselves..
*To Adrian, Jason, Raymond, Daphne, Lynn & Ashley... Remember our date for Daphne's birthday hor...
Well, e rest of wat happen, is for me to know & not for u to find out...
updates...
09/10/05
Celebrated Zati's birthday..... I met Zati after her work outside Paragon.. while waiting for Zuzz to arrive, we went to shop in Metro at Paragon.. Zati wanted to show us the veri shuai guy... but couldn't find him lah.. After Zuzz finally appear, i went to Perlini to get Zati present while they went to look around... After tat, we went Swensens for dinner... We had a wonderful dinner which ended with Swensens ice-cream of cos.. we ordered a Happy Birthday Firehouse.. haha.. Swensens crews came over to sing Zati a birthday song.. It was fun...
10/10/05
Jun Xian's birthday... nothing much...
11/10/05 - 13/10/05
Nothin much happen... Except tat on e 12th, it was Cindy's Birthday..
14/10/05
We had free buffet lunch today, at a newly opened restaurant name baccarat, in chinese.. Bai Jia Le... 933 was doin a promo there.. to eat, jus bring ur company's letter head and go.. hehe.. the usual price for lunch on weekdays is 28+++.... and we eat for free... haha... below are some pics tat we tooked while enjoying our free buffet lunch..
Daphne & me wif our Tiramisu...
Lynn, me & Daphne holdin e deserts..
This is wat we ate for e 2nd round of deserts...
How e Tiramsu looks... Yummy~
This is our first round of deserts..
Wat we ate.. We onli took tis plate cos it's e best lookin de..
The range of food they hav...
15/10/05
Cindy's birthday party... lazy to type too much.. for those who wasn't there, watever tat happen is for us to know and u guys to find out.. basically, we had alot of fun.. talkin, craping.. play mahjong, etc... waiting for cindy to sent me e pics b4 i upload them again.. oh ya.. tat day, i went shopping wif Qi...
16/10/05
Went shoppin wif mummy.. brought nail polish, earrings, TSGH 13, hp poach... etc etc...
17/10/05
back in office.. for official 'party'.. cos most of the office pple are in Bangkok... haha... i brought clothes today too.. wanted to buy jeans too.. but couldn't find any tat i like...
18/10/05
Li feng's b'dae.. Eugene's bithday too.. Erm.. went to suntec for lunch.. went crazy at the capsules machines station.. spend abt $10 bucks on those things... really cute~~~... hehe...
19/10/05
Lianchun's birthday... hehehe... my bosses will be on the flight back tis evening.. and they will be in tml morning... so will there is still time... i'll party... hahaha.. anyway, tis past week at office hav been those official slackin sessions.. haha.. we chit chat among ourselves.. also, we managed to get my S-VP's secretary to talk to us... haha..
20/10/05
today... I left my wallet in office yesterday.. OMG.. i was so worried tat it will be lost.. I couldn't sleep last night lor... i was worried, not for the I/C... but for the photo.. it's e onli pic i hav wif Eve... heng ah... i came to office early in the morning.. 8.30... and i found it.. hehe... read the book on CRM.. For the period from mon till now, we gers hav been chatting non stop... me, lynn, daphne and ashley... Yah... so quite fun lor... Today, we took a number of pics too.. will upload it when i am done wif e editin...
I'll stop here.. cos tis post is gettin veri long... B4 i end, I Miss u.. Qiqi, Jas, Zati, Huey, Cindy, Karen, Char, Evelyn and many many more... I'm lookin forward to tml.. cos it's marche day @ Raffles.. haha.. e whole gang of us (me, Jason, Lynn, Daphne) mayb Ashley and Raymond might be goin.. but dunno yet.. we will be heading to marche... Yeah... oso, I'm workin on my new blog skin..
Celebrated Zati's birthday..... I met Zati after her work outside Paragon.. while waiting for Zuzz to arrive, we went to shop in Metro at Paragon.. Zati wanted to show us the veri shuai guy... but couldn't find him lah.. After Zuzz finally appear, i went to Perlini to get Zati present while they went to look around... After tat, we went Swensens for dinner... We had a wonderful dinner which ended with Swensens ice-cream of cos.. we ordered a Happy Birthday Firehouse.. haha.. Swensens crews came over to sing Zati a birthday song.. It was fun...
10/10/05
Jun Xian's birthday... nothing much...
11/10/05 - 13/10/05
Nothin much happen... Except tat on e 12th, it was Cindy's Birthday..
14/10/05
We had free buffet lunch today, at a newly opened restaurant name baccarat, in chinese.. Bai Jia Le... 933 was doin a promo there.. to eat, jus bring ur company's letter head and go.. hehe.. the usual price for lunch on weekdays is 28+++.... and we eat for free... haha... below are some pics tat we tooked while enjoying our free buffet lunch..
Daphne & me wif our Tiramisu...
Lynn, me & Daphne holdin e deserts..
This is wat we ate for e 2nd round of deserts...
How e Tiramsu looks... Yummy~
This is our first round of deserts..
Wat we ate.. We onli took tis plate cos it's e best lookin de..
The range of food they hav...
15/10/05
Cindy's birthday party... lazy to type too much.. for those who wasn't there, watever tat happen is for us to know and u guys to find out.. basically, we had alot of fun.. talkin, craping.. play mahjong, etc... waiting for cindy to sent me e pics b4 i upload them again.. oh ya.. tat day, i went shopping wif Qi...
16/10/05
Went shoppin wif mummy.. brought nail polish, earrings, TSGH 13, hp poach... etc etc...
17/10/05
back in office.. for official 'party'.. cos most of the office pple are in Bangkok... haha... i brought clothes today too.. wanted to buy jeans too.. but couldn't find any tat i like...
18/10/05
Li feng's b'dae.. Eugene's bithday too.. Erm.. went to suntec for lunch.. went crazy at the capsules machines station.. spend abt $10 bucks on those things... really cute~~~... hehe...
19/10/05
Lianchun's birthday... hehehe... my bosses will be on the flight back tis evening.. and they will be in tml morning... so will there is still time... i'll party... hahaha.. anyway, tis past week at office hav been those official slackin sessions.. haha.. we chit chat among ourselves.. also, we managed to get my S-VP's secretary to talk to us... haha..
20/10/05
today... I left my wallet in office yesterday.. OMG.. i was so worried tat it will be lost.. I couldn't sleep last night lor... i was worried, not for the I/C... but for the photo.. it's e onli pic i hav wif Eve... heng ah... i came to office early in the morning.. 8.30... and i found it.. hehe... read the book on CRM.. For the period from mon till now, we gers hav been chatting non stop... me, lynn, daphne and ashley... Yah... so quite fun lor... Today, we took a number of pics too.. will upload it when i am done wif e editin...
I'll stop here.. cos tis post is gettin veri long... B4 i end, I Miss u.. Qiqi, Jas, Zati, Huey, Cindy, Karen, Char, Evelyn and many many more... I'm lookin forward to tml.. cos it's marche day @ Raffles.. haha.. e whole gang of us (me, Jason, Lynn, Daphne) mayb Ashley and Raymond might be goin.. but dunno yet.. we will be heading to marche... Yeah... oso, I'm workin on my new blog skin..
Contradictions & Happenings..
He called today... We talk abit.. then the past was dragged in... I admit, I am still veri affected by what happened that day... I felt as if I was the most useless person in tis world.. Little does he know, I make myself a scar on my hand to remmber how hurt i am.. till tis day, the scar has not heal yet... onli Huey know exactly what happened on tat day... till now, it still hurts.. somehow, now, when come to tink of it, I was stupid to do that..
If he were to call a few months b4, mayb i will still listen to him talk, still find comfort in him, still agree to wat he say.. but now, no.. when he called, i tried to convince myself that he is a friend who is concern.. and i shld let the past go. This is something tat i hav been telling myself but somehow, it is not working.
I simply cannot forget what he did to me, how he hurt my heart, and how i hurt myself b'cos of this. It was foolish.. but forgetting is not easy... I forgave him already.. that is for sure... but i take it as all those things have never happened before. It's not possible. I'm not blamin him. I 'm blaming myself for being so stupid.. I know I'm childish.. but tat's me....
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Doe wif contradictions.. now to happenings..
I went church today.. I saw Mdm Mag's daughter... She is so cute... she is 7 months old.. and she weighs 10kg.. veri bubbly.. I shld be visiting her next week.. still tinking wat to get for her.. hehe.. Then i went to meet Qiqi for lunch.. It was kind of like present exchange for me and her.. I made something for her.. and she brought something for me.. haha.. Anyway, I'm lookin forward to her b'dae.. cos i dunno wat her reaction would be when she see the presents.. haha...
Quite a no of birthdays coming..
~Ari: 4th Oct
~Zati: 9th Oct
~Jun Xian: 10th Oct
~Cindy: 12th Oct
~Eugene: 18th Oct
~Li Feng: 18th Oct
~Lianchun: 19th Oct
~Huey: 23rd Oct
~Jae: 28th Oct
~Hong: 31st Oct
~Jia Yu: 1st Nov
~Dan: 2nd Nov...
Tat's quite a number... mus start to eat less and save up.. haha..
Have a nice weekend people...
If he were to call a few months b4, mayb i will still listen to him talk, still find comfort in him, still agree to wat he say.. but now, no.. when he called, i tried to convince myself that he is a friend who is concern.. and i shld let the past go. This is something tat i hav been telling myself but somehow, it is not working.
I simply cannot forget what he did to me, how he hurt my heart, and how i hurt myself b'cos of this. It was foolish.. but forgetting is not easy... I forgave him already.. that is for sure... but i take it as all those things have never happened before. It's not possible. I'm not blamin him. I 'm blaming myself for being so stupid.. I know I'm childish.. but tat's me....
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Doe wif contradictions.. now to happenings..
I went church today.. I saw Mdm Mag's daughter... She is so cute... she is 7 months old.. and she weighs 10kg.. veri bubbly.. I shld be visiting her next week.. still tinking wat to get for her.. hehe.. Then i went to meet Qiqi for lunch.. It was kind of like present exchange for me and her.. I made something for her.. and she brought something for me.. haha.. Anyway, I'm lookin forward to her b'dae.. cos i dunno wat her reaction would be when she see the presents.. haha...
Quite a no of birthdays coming..
~Ari: 4th Oct
~Zati: 9th Oct
~Jun Xian: 10th Oct
~Cindy: 12th Oct
~Eugene: 18th Oct
~Li Feng: 18th Oct
~Lianchun: 19th Oct
~Huey: 23rd Oct
~Jae: 28th Oct
~Hong: 31st Oct
~Jia Yu: 1st Nov
~Dan: 2nd Nov...
Tat's quite a number... mus start to eat less and save up.. haha..
Have a nice weekend people...
The Dukes of Hazzard
Set in present day, the story follows the adventures of “good old boy” cousins, Bo and Luke Duke, who with the help of their eye-catching cousin Daisy and moonshine running Uncle Jesse , try and save the family farm from being destroyed by Hazzard County’s corrupt commissioner Boss Hogg
I went to watch the preimere of tis movie yesterday wif Huey.. The Dukes of Hazzard, Starring Seann William Scott, Jonny Knoxville and Jessica Simpson. It's a nice movie... i like tis show personally.. watchin how Seann William Scott (Bo Duke) drives e car.. it's realli superb... there isn't realli racing scenes.. jus how he managed to escape the catch of the polices.. it's kind of a funny show... If u are watchin it, do try and catch the lame jokes tat uncle jessy says in the movie... it's really veri lame...
8 out of 10.. i'll give to tis movie... To me, it's worth watching...
wat day is today??
Today..
I lost my ezlink card early in the mornin while goin for breakfast.. What I'm sad abt is not the card.. it's all e neoprints tat are on it.. those who saw it will know wat I'm talking abt.. Also, e pics of me and Dave and me and gwen too.. sob sob.. From then on, eveything to me seems bad.. veri bad.. I'm in no mood of anythin..
Haiz.. Smiling b'cos it's an obligation today.. not b'cos i wan to smile..
Honestly, I dun feel appreciated.. I being to feel 'extra' again.. haiz...
Yesterday...
Slept thru e whole day.. I sleep 16 hrs straight.. cos i was jus to lazy to wake up.. e day before, I went chalet.. organise by Kianz and e rest.. quite a number of people were there.. total up to abt.. 20 plus ba.. can't really remember.. kind of fun.. but there were lot of things they did but i didn't do.. like they went cycle.. which i can't.. they went swimming.. I oso cannot go.. then they play game.. i dunno how to play.. they play tai-dee.. this one, i got play.. we watch a few vcds oso.. then i fell asleep le...
Without much of my knowledge, it was time to leave le.. We went BK to slack of some time.. then again, we slack of time while waiting for the shuttle bus.. we took photos and chat abit.. before the bus came and in a couple of mins, we were at Pasir ris mrt station, to head home.. me, cindy, Calvin and XY took train while the rest took 88.. we chatted on e train too.. jokin and laughing.. it was a fun trip.. before i know, I'm home, on my bed and fell asleep for the next 16hrs....
*will post the photos when i get them from prisca...*
I lost my ezlink card early in the mornin while goin for breakfast.. What I'm sad abt is not the card.. it's all e neoprints tat are on it.. those who saw it will know wat I'm talking abt.. Also, e pics of me and Dave and me and gwen too.. sob sob.. From then on, eveything to me seems bad.. veri bad.. I'm in no mood of anythin..
Haiz.. Smiling b'cos it's an obligation today.. not b'cos i wan to smile..
Honestly, I dun feel appreciated.. I being to feel 'extra' again.. haiz...
Yesterday...
Slept thru e whole day.. I sleep 16 hrs straight.. cos i was jus to lazy to wake up.. e day before, I went chalet.. organise by Kianz and e rest.. quite a number of people were there.. total up to abt.. 20 plus ba.. can't really remember.. kind of fun.. but there were lot of things they did but i didn't do.. like they went cycle.. which i can't.. they went swimming.. I oso cannot go.. then they play game.. i dunno how to play.. they play tai-dee.. this one, i got play.. we watch a few vcds oso.. then i fell asleep le...
Without much of my knowledge, it was time to leave le.. We went BK to slack of some time.. then again, we slack of time while waiting for the shuttle bus.. we took photos and chat abit.. before the bus came and in a couple of mins, we were at Pasir ris mrt station, to head home.. me, cindy, Calvin and XY took train while the rest took 88.. we chatted on e train too.. jokin and laughing.. it was a fun trip.. before i know, I'm home, on my bed and fell asleep for the next 16hrs....
*will post the photos when i get them from prisca...*
after another boring weekend..
Another boring weekend i had.. Nothing much except goin JMD and goin church...
Monday
A new colleague came into sight.. His name: Jason.. hehe.. quite shuai.. haha.. I had lunch with my bosses and colleagues today.. 5 of us: Jason, Adrian, Ben, Laynah and me.. We ate chicken rice.. It was Ben's treat.. hehe.. Other than tat, nothin exciting..
Tuesday
at the start of the day, realise tat I was one of the earliest.. Imagine.. I'm earlier than my 2 bosses.. haha.. tat's really early.. Oh ya.. I promise my boss tat if we cannot hit e daily target of 1500 then I will OT half an hour for him to finish up.. *Praying hard tat I will hit 1500...* I'm back in office after lunch now.. veri bored.. Tis week no JMD.. so no activites on sat.. but I'll be goin to visit my gandma.. it's her birthday anyway..
*I wanted to ask him for his hp no.. but I scared people will misunderstand.. Tat's y when e words were in my mouth.. but i couldn't say it out.. therefore, I swallow it back.. haiz...*
Monday
A new colleague came into sight.. His name: Jason.. hehe.. quite shuai.. haha.. I had lunch with my bosses and colleagues today.. 5 of us: Jason, Adrian, Ben, Laynah and me.. We ate chicken rice.. It was Ben's treat.. hehe.. Other than tat, nothin exciting..
Tuesday
at the start of the day, realise tat I was one of the earliest.. Imagine.. I'm earlier than my 2 bosses.. haha.. tat's really early.. Oh ya.. I promise my boss tat if we cannot hit e daily target of 1500 then I will OT half an hour for him to finish up.. *Praying hard tat I will hit 1500...* I'm back in office after lunch now.. veri bored.. Tis week no JMD.. so no activites on sat.. but I'll be goin to visit my gandma.. it's her birthday anyway..
*I wanted to ask him for his hp no.. but I scared people will misunderstand.. Tat's y when e words were in my mouth.. but i couldn't say it out.. therefore, I swallow it back.. haiz...*
A tired day..
I'm so tired today tat I actually fall asleep twice while doing Data Cleaning... I'm so tired.. Haiz... Somemore nobody to talk to me.. Haiz.. Anyway, I broke my heels again today.. So I brought a new pair, From Charles & Keith.. costing 26.40.. after discount.. Quite nice lahz.. But I spend money again...
Tml goin JMD.. Getting tee-shirt for Qiqi.. then passin to her at night.. hope I dun forget... Today my phone no batt.. cos never charge..I'm tired, my phone oso tired.. so let it rest lorz.. I wan to get home early today.. To use my com.. It's finally up again.. hehe.. I upload e natsu pics into friendster.. not all lahz.. onli those tat I love.. hehe..
*I can't wait to see e new MP3 player tat my bro got for me.. It's coming next week... Hehe...
Tml goin JMD.. Getting tee-shirt for Qiqi.. then passin to her at night.. hope I dun forget... Today my phone no batt.. cos never charge..I'm tired, my phone oso tired.. so let it rest lorz.. I wan to get home early today.. To use my com.. It's finally up again.. hehe.. I upload e natsu pics into friendster.. not all lahz.. onli those tat I love.. hehe..
*I can't wait to see e new MP3 player tat my bro got for me.. It's coming next week... Hehe...
A blue Tuesday...
Today's mood is horrible.. Dun ask me why.. I oso dunno... Jus feel veri veri down, veri veri blue... Felt like crying.. (Who is willing to lend me their shoulder??).. but cannot cry in office.. I teared while no one was looking.. I'm feeling really down.. but who knows?? Nobody care i guess...
I'm doing Data Cleaning today again.. Veri bored.. everytime i oso fall asleep.. So sianz.. everyday see e same thing.. Oh ya.. Today, I realise tat e pple here, speak one thing and meant another.. Which means.. They expect u to read in between their lines...
When i first entered tis company..I thought my attachment would be different b'cos Ben says that the pple here are all nice pple.. but when 2 weeks have pass, I feel like I'm going thru e worst 11 weeks of my life.. not onli I'm super stress working with Ben and Adrian, I also had to tolerate u pple's eyes on me.. Waiting to see me fail and get kick out.. Somehow, I'm determine to stay on b'cos I wan to pass my IPP.. mayb u all are really nice pple.. and I admit tat some of u are really nice.. But please.. give me a break.. dun pin such high hopes.. I'm still a youngster.. I cannot take it... It's veri hard on me... I know attachment was never easy.. but pls, kindly help my life easier can...
Thinking of coming to work everyday is a dreaded thing.. thinking tat I have to tolerate all things tat I hate jus b'cos I dun wish tat pple talk bad abt my bosses cos they are really nice pple.. And oso dun wish to throw e face of NYP.. Tat's is the main reason why I'm tolerating all things and trying to face it myself.. Ben, Adrian & Rik are nice pple.. I dun wish to spoil their good reputation for allowing my stupid mistakes.. Tat is why I listened to wat everyone tells me.. Not to do this, not to do tat.. even when I saw things tat I hate or when pple say things tat really hurt me, all I can do is to tolerate....
Ben & Adrian, Thanks for tolerating my stupid questions and mistakes... hehe...
God~ Help me~...
I'm doing Data Cleaning today again.. Veri bored.. everytime i oso fall asleep.. So sianz.. everyday see e same thing.. Oh ya.. Today, I realise tat e pple here, speak one thing and meant another.. Which means.. They expect u to read in between their lines...
When i first entered tis company..I thought my attachment would be different b'cos Ben says that the pple here are all nice pple.. but when 2 weeks have pass, I feel like I'm going thru e worst 11 weeks of my life.. not onli I'm super stress working with Ben and Adrian, I also had to tolerate u pple's eyes on me.. Waiting to see me fail and get kick out.. Somehow, I'm determine to stay on b'cos I wan to pass my IPP.. mayb u all are really nice pple.. and I admit tat some of u are really nice.. But please.. give me a break.. dun pin such high hopes.. I'm still a youngster.. I cannot take it... It's veri hard on me... I know attachment was never easy.. but pls, kindly help my life easier can...
Thinking of coming to work everyday is a dreaded thing.. thinking tat I have to tolerate all things tat I hate jus b'cos I dun wish tat pple talk bad abt my bosses cos they are really nice pple.. And oso dun wish to throw e face of NYP.. Tat's is the main reason why I'm tolerating all things and trying to face it myself.. Ben, Adrian & Rik are nice pple.. I dun wish to spoil their good reputation for allowing my stupid mistakes.. Tat is why I listened to wat everyone tells me.. Not to do this, not to do tat.. even when I saw things tat I hate or when pple say things tat really hurt me, all I can do is to tolerate....
Ben & Adrian, Thanks for tolerating my stupid questions and mistakes... hehe...
God~ Help me~...
Jus finished e veri boring Data Cleaning...
I'm bloggin in my office once again.. Cos super tired and super bored.. Jus finished another page of the Data Cleaning.. Progress: 8 out of 31 pages completed for 2004... Haiz.. will be continuing with Data Cleaning again when I finish blogging.. cos cannot slack too long.. Cos attachment ma.. cannot slack de...
Anyway, I almost everyday will fall asleep in front of tis com.. cos everyday look at the same things, do the same things, click e same things... do until I cannot take it already... So tired... Keep drinking milo.. (cos I dun drink coffee.. tat's y onli can drink milo)... Jus to keep myself awake.. But in the end, oso fall asleep.. Thank God, my boss is a veri nice guy.. he let me rest.. but still must do work lahz.. But b'cos can rest.. tat's y can come and blog... Doin something else can keep myself awake..
These few weeks, nothing much abt other things to say.. JMD, no comments.. putting to much personal comments here might cause some people to be unhappy.. but generally, personally, I'm starting to lose interest again.. Exactly why, I dunno.. but I'm trying to keep myself involve...
Oh ya.. mus blog the last weekend.. on sat, after goin to sch, I went to meet Xiao Hui for a while.. then I went for Suntec Dance.. it was the last round of the heats.. It was alright.. with surprises here and there... After the whole thing, me, Zuzz and Xx waited for results.. while kor and Shu Herng left... the results was kinda of surprising.. the NRA mummy gals was great but they didn't get in.. so sad.. somemore the host announced wrongly.. got the gers up and in the end, ask them to go down.. -_-"... those groups tat got into the finals must have been really great,, those that got in from the 3rd heats, I tink they were good.. but the previous de.. I dunno.. but surely oso quite good de... One more thing, none of the contestants from heat 1 got in..
Then sunday, after going church, I went to meet qi for lunch.. we brought a little hp chain each.. yah.. then we ate mac and chatted.. After tat, I went Chinatown with my bro, my sis-in-law, my nephew and my mum.. we went to shop around before stopping to see our president light e giant lantern and letting it into the sky.. total, I tink abt 20 lanterns were lighted.. not all by him lahz.. but yah.. there were abt 20 lanterns being let into the sky.. was quite nice lahz.. then after tat went home lorz...
Tat's all.. veri long post.. wondering wat kind of day it would be tml...
BORED? HAPPY? SLEEPY?
Anyway, I almost everyday will fall asleep in front of tis com.. cos everyday look at the same things, do the same things, click e same things... do until I cannot take it already... So tired... Keep drinking milo.. (cos I dun drink coffee.. tat's y onli can drink milo)... Jus to keep myself awake.. But in the end, oso fall asleep.. Thank God, my boss is a veri nice guy.. he let me rest.. but still must do work lahz.. But b'cos can rest.. tat's y can come and blog... Doin something else can keep myself awake..
These few weeks, nothing much abt other things to say.. JMD, no comments.. putting to much personal comments here might cause some people to be unhappy.. but generally, personally, I'm starting to lose interest again.. Exactly why, I dunno.. but I'm trying to keep myself involve...
Oh ya.. mus blog the last weekend.. on sat, after goin to sch, I went to meet Xiao Hui for a while.. then I went for Suntec Dance.. it was the last round of the heats.. It was alright.. with surprises here and there... After the whole thing, me, Zuzz and Xx waited for results.. while kor and Shu Herng left... the results was kinda of surprising.. the NRA mummy gals was great but they didn't get in.. so sad.. somemore the host announced wrongly.. got the gers up and in the end, ask them to go down.. -_-"... those groups tat got into the finals must have been really great,, those that got in from the 3rd heats, I tink they were good.. but the previous de.. I dunno.. but surely oso quite good de... One more thing, none of the contestants from heat 1 got in..
Then sunday, after going church, I went to meet qi for lunch.. we brought a little hp chain each.. yah.. then we ate mac and chatted.. After tat, I went Chinatown with my bro, my sis-in-law, my nephew and my mum.. we went to shop around before stopping to see our president light e giant lantern and letting it into the sky.. total, I tink abt 20 lanterns were lighted.. not all by him lahz.. but yah.. there were abt 20 lanterns being let into the sky.. was quite nice lahz.. then after tat went home lorz...
Tat's all.. veri long post.. wondering wat kind of day it would be tml...
BORED? HAPPY? SLEEPY?
adrian
Happy Birthday... Well... thanks fro teaching me so much... I know there are times that I was really irritating.. hehe.. so sorry.. but thanks anyway, for taking of me when I entered Raffles International as an Intern.. I'm still one now.. hehe... U and Benedict are great supervisors.. thanks..
And oso, remain handsome...
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And oso, remain handsome...
do click on e link below and see.. it's something for you..
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A boring day...
Izzit good to do things faster? When you do fast, then for the rest of the time, nothing to do... Then when u do slow, they say u inefficience.. haiz.. so sian.. I finish before he ask then he got nothing for me to do le.. haiz.. then i ended up hav to slack lorz.. sian..
Then e server down somemore... haiz.. I'm bored.. I veri veri bored... haiz... kindly, someone.. please give me something to do.. thanks... I'm tired.. Adrian will be on leave on monday... then Benedict would be back.. izzit good or bad.. I oso dunno...
Oh ya.. did I mention?? Today is my handsome's supervisor: Adrian's Birthday... Me and Lynn, my colleague, we brought a card for him... hahaha... he is the most handsome in my office...
Let's talk about my office's pple..
Moses: veri cool.. dun smile de...
Adrian: e most good lookin de...
Benedict: my supervisor... veri friendly...
Anthony: My boss... quite ok lahz.. but dun really talk..
Alright.. I shall end here b4 pple start coming back.. they still enjoying Adrian's surprise party.. which wasn't really a sureprise after all..
Adrian, Happy Birthday...
Remain handsome forever...
Then e server down somemore... haiz.. I'm bored.. I veri veri bored... haiz... kindly, someone.. please give me something to do.. thanks... I'm tired.. Adrian will be on leave on monday... then Benedict would be back.. izzit good or bad.. I oso dunno...
Oh ya.. did I mention?? Today is my handsome's supervisor: Adrian's Birthday... Me and Lynn, my colleague, we brought a card for him... hahaha... he is the most handsome in my office...
Let's talk about my office's pple..
Moses: veri cool.. dun smile de...
Adrian: e most good lookin de...
Benedict: my supervisor... veri friendly...
Anthony: My boss... quite ok lahz.. but dun really talk..
Alright.. I shall end here b4 pple start coming back.. they still enjoying Adrian's surprise party.. which wasn't really a sureprise after all..
Adrian, Happy Birthday...
Remain handsome forever...
Another day in office
Since I'm free enough to blog, no need me to say, u pple oso know tat I mus be quite free lahz..
In fact, I am waiting for my supervisor, Adrian to find out e problem from my e other supervisor, Rik... haha...
A little updates..
Currently, I hav 3 supervisors..
- Benedict (on reservist tis week)
- Adrian (quite good lookin..)
- Rik (Cacausian)
Well well.. All of them are nice people.. Not b'cos they are good lookin.. but they are really nice people.. I'm helping out here and there with most things.. but my main job is to to Data Cleaning.. Finally, things are starting up..
Yah.. like I say, now, I'm pretty free.. tat's y I'm here blogging.. Knocking off work soon.. in another 1 hr and 10mins time..
Tml would be another busy day. I would be starting on Data Cleaning tml.. hopefully.. tml got JMD.. would be a session of talking.. by Danny...
*Dan, if u are reading tis, I want e Natsu's photos.. send me or burn for me.. thanks..*
I will update wat happen during tml's JMD on thurs ba...
Gtg.. my boss callin me le.. hehe...
Good day pple..
In fact, I am waiting for my supervisor, Adrian to find out e problem from my e other supervisor, Rik... haha...
A little updates..
Currently, I hav 3 supervisors..
- Benedict (on reservist tis week)
- Adrian (quite good lookin..)
- Rik (Cacausian)
Well well.. All of them are nice people.. Not b'cos they are good lookin.. but they are really nice people.. I'm helping out here and there with most things.. but my main job is to to Data Cleaning.. Finally, things are starting up..
Yah.. like I say, now, I'm pretty free.. tat's y I'm here blogging.. Knocking off work soon.. in another 1 hr and 10mins time..
Tml would be another busy day. I would be starting on Data Cleaning tml.. hopefully.. tml got JMD.. would be a session of talking.. by Danny...
*Dan, if u are reading tis, I want e Natsu's photos.. send me or burn for me.. thanks..*
I will update wat happen during tml's JMD on thurs ba...
Gtg.. my boss callin me le.. hehe...
Good day pple..
Last piece of words... mayb, mayb not...
Yesterday, suppose to be a good day.. but it ended veri veri badly... Real bad...
In the morning, I was carrying so much things to school... shoes, comics, clothes... So many things..
Reach school at about 1005.. thought that i was late... sure die.. in the end, I was still early.. as I had a presentation later (entre presentation, also e last presentation for tis sem.. haha), I went to change at 1035.. still, not many people was there... onli after I change finish, Itsuki arrived.. haiz.. but i had to go..
*Notice tat He looked like something bad happened...* But he wouldn't sae, so i didn't bother...
haiz...
Generally, the entre presentation went well.. the judges were happy... serious.. they look quite happy with wat we have done.. but i wasn't happy with myself.. somehow lahz.. those people that work with me through the project would know lahz...
Went back to JMD.. change back into the training attire than started dancing... They learn like 4 sequences lorz.. so fast... ASked meiling to teach me the 4 sequences.. I couldn't even coordinate lorz... -_-" My dancin sucks... haiz.... Tried my best to catch up.. In the end manage to lahz.. But through e practise.. I was stressed lahz.. everyone was good except me.. haiz... still have alot to catch up.. haiz..
Then left to change once again.. cos meeting Huey and Edmund with his buddy, Richard @ orchard for movie... Met them at Orchard MRT... They were late for half an hour... Dotz.. (Oh ya.. we met Zuzz, XX and Zati there too.. They goin Far EAst).. After meeting, we went Lido... saw Bugs Me Not.. (Brendy.. The show not bad wat.. Quite funny...)... But something unhappy happened.. I shall not go into details... Its between me, edmund and Huey.. and it shall remain tat way... then when we were back at bedok, I told him.. Finally..
(I wanted him to know how I felt.. I believe he understand.. He was trying to tell me something.. but I didn't give hime chance... I regretted it.. I am giving the chance now.. But i tink it's too late... I'm veri sorry that I didn't give u the chance yesterday.. If u happen to read tis.. pls.. call me.. tell me...)
Can someone tell me what to do?? I'm confused, lost... I want to know.... Can someone help me? Why did things turned out tis way? Mayb I shouldn't hav said those things.. but if given another chance, I would have listen to you.. Pls, all i need is another chance.. pls...
I guess, it would be better if I was dead.. then all these would not happened... Supper didn't cure it too... But if given another chance, I still would say this to you "I love you". I know it's not easy.. but if u are happy this way... then i shall leave it this way....
Before anything happen after tis, I'll sae tis before its too late.. To all my frenz, once or now... I'll love you all... And if my life permits, I would love to be ur frenz again... thanks for everything.. I know that one time or another, I irritates you.. but from the bottom of my heart, thanks.... *Muacks* (Dun worry.. I wouldn't kill myself.. But there wuld be a period of time, before i become normal again..)
In the morning, I was carrying so much things to school... shoes, comics, clothes... So many things..
Reach school at about 1005.. thought that i was late... sure die.. in the end, I was still early.. as I had a presentation later (entre presentation, also e last presentation for tis sem.. haha), I went to change at 1035.. still, not many people was there... onli after I change finish, Itsuki arrived.. haiz.. but i had to go..
*Notice tat He looked like something bad happened...* But he wouldn't sae, so i didn't bother...
haiz...
Generally, the entre presentation went well.. the judges were happy... serious.. they look quite happy with wat we have done.. but i wasn't happy with myself.. somehow lahz.. those people that work with me through the project would know lahz...
Went back to JMD.. change back into the training attire than started dancing... They learn like 4 sequences lorz.. so fast... ASked meiling to teach me the 4 sequences.. I couldn't even coordinate lorz... -_-" My dancin sucks... haiz.... Tried my best to catch up.. In the end manage to lahz.. But through e practise.. I was stressed lahz.. everyone was good except me.. haiz... still have alot to catch up.. haiz..
Then left to change once again.. cos meeting Huey and Edmund with his buddy, Richard @ orchard for movie... Met them at Orchard MRT... They were late for half an hour... Dotz.. (Oh ya.. we met Zuzz, XX and Zati there too.. They goin Far EAst).. After meeting, we went Lido... saw Bugs Me Not.. (Brendy.. The show not bad wat.. Quite funny...)... But something unhappy happened.. I shall not go into details... Its between me, edmund and Huey.. and it shall remain tat way... then when we were back at bedok, I told him.. Finally..
(I wanted him to know how I felt.. I believe he understand.. He was trying to tell me something.. but I didn't give hime chance... I regretted it.. I am giving the chance now.. But i tink it's too late... I'm veri sorry that I didn't give u the chance yesterday.. If u happen to read tis.. pls.. call me.. tell me...)
Can someone tell me what to do?? I'm confused, lost... I want to know.... Can someone help me? Why did things turned out tis way? Mayb I shouldn't hav said those things.. but if given another chance, I would have listen to you.. Pls, all i need is another chance.. pls...
I guess, it would be better if I was dead.. then all these would not happened... Supper didn't cure it too... But if given another chance, I still would say this to you "I love you". I know it's not easy.. but if u are happy this way... then i shall leave it this way....
Before anything happen after tis, I'll sae tis before its too late.. To all my frenz, once or now... I'll love you all... And if my life permits, I would love to be ur frenz again... thanks for everything.. I know that one time or another, I irritates you.. but from the bottom of my heart, thanks.... *Muacks* (Dun worry.. I wouldn't kill myself.. But there wuld be a period of time, before i become normal again..)
What a disappointment I am..
It seems like years since I last blog.. haha.. Alot of things has been happening in my life.. Of cos, got ups and downs.. Let me start wif the most recent de ba..
JMD...
Had a little audition for the Bon Ordori performance that wednesday.. Dun ask me y.. but my heart and mind jus wasn't there... When i went in, and learned, I swear i remembered.. but i jus couldn't do it.. I dun blame anyone.. I jus blame myself..
I'm damn disappointed wif myself that I did so badly.. Even before the results was announced, I knew that I was out.. serious.. I knew it...
But when I heard from Dan "All the seniors are selected but Wendy" At that instance, I ...... Everything crashed.. ALthough he said that still, everyone will learn it, it didn't really take much effect on me.. I dun blame anyone, I jus blame myself.. Sad...
School & projects..
School is okay.. Things are back on track.. Lots of Projects deadlines to meet.. been really busy rushing projects... Has been spending lots of time in front of my computer typing,reading, editing and stuff.. Lots of things to do.. Sometimes, I jus wished that my group mates dun jus MIA... So sickening when u wan to find them, no matter whether u call them, sms them or msn them, u can jus never locate them.. haiz.. anyway, exam is coming... Then would be IPP then another sem then guaduation.. Time really flies..
Life...
Well, things are still getting on fine.. Except for one thing.. I actullly removed my tag board b'cos of some stupid f***ing idoit who rode those stupid comments... Other than tat, things hav been ok... I borrowed VCDs from Xiao Hui, comics from Jun Xian... busy relaxing.. haha...
*If this piece of blog actually bothers you, I'm sorry.. but I'm jus bloggin what I feel. I hav no intention to blame anyone.. I jus blame myself for not being able to perform how I expected myself to.. Sorry to those who were disappointed by me...*
JMD...
Had a little audition for the Bon Ordori performance that wednesday.. Dun ask me y.. but my heart and mind jus wasn't there... When i went in, and learned, I swear i remembered.. but i jus couldn't do it.. I dun blame anyone.. I jus blame myself..
I'm damn disappointed wif myself that I did so badly.. Even before the results was announced, I knew that I was out.. serious.. I knew it...
But when I heard from Dan "All the seniors are selected but Wendy" At that instance, I ...... Everything crashed.. ALthough he said that still, everyone will learn it, it didn't really take much effect on me.. I dun blame anyone, I jus blame myself.. Sad...
School & projects..
School is okay.. Things are back on track.. Lots of Projects deadlines to meet.. been really busy rushing projects... Has been spending lots of time in front of my computer typing,reading, editing and stuff.. Lots of things to do.. Sometimes, I jus wished that my group mates dun jus MIA... So sickening when u wan to find them, no matter whether u call them, sms them or msn them, u can jus never locate them.. haiz.. anyway, exam is coming... Then would be IPP then another sem then guaduation.. Time really flies..
Life...
Well, things are still getting on fine.. Except for one thing.. I actullly removed my tag board b'cos of some stupid f***ing idoit who rode those stupid comments... Other than tat, things hav been ok... I borrowed VCDs from Xiao Hui, comics from Jun Xian... busy relaxing.. haha...
*If this piece of blog actually bothers you, I'm sorry.. but I'm jus bloggin what I feel. I hav no intention to blame anyone.. I jus blame myself for not being able to perform how I expected myself to.. Sorry to those who were disappointed by me...*
Got post after tis..... pls read....
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Today, my 19th birthday.. supposedly.. I'm to be happy.. in fact, I was happy.. abt 10 mins before, I still was.. I was happy to receive presents from qiqi, cindy, prisca, jas & ari cum evelyn, karen, charlotte, huey and zati. I was happy to receive those smses... I was happy to go shoppin wif my mummy and got my 2nd pair of converse..
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but when i read my tag board, everything was spoilt.. everything was spolit.. I knew i offended some people.. but who the FUCK said tat?? Sorry if i sound really bad.. but since tat person scold me bitch, i dun tink i hav to sound tat nice right..
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ALright people.. I'm still ok.. I will still live my days... hahahaha.....
Happy birthday to Bao Xian and Peiling too...
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The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you. |
| With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. |
| You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. |
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Today, my 19th birthday.. supposedly.. I'm to be happy.. in fact, I was happy.. abt 10 mins before, I still was.. I was happy to receive presents from qiqi, cindy, prisca, jas & ari cum evelyn, karen, charlotte, huey and zati. I was happy to receive those smses... I was happy to go shoppin wif my mummy and got my 2nd pair of converse..
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but when i read my tag board, everything was spoilt.. everything was spolit.. I knew i offended some people.. but who the FUCK said tat?? Sorry if i sound really bad.. but since tat person scold me bitch, i dun tink i hav to sound tat nice right..
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ALright people.. I'm still ok.. I will still live my days... hahahaha.....
Happy birthday to Bao Xian and Peiling too...
things happening..
First updates... JMD..
JMD internal conflict has been sort of solved.. we had a feedback yesterday.. everything is supposed to be back to normal i guess...
Yesterday, i had a chat... now i know wat we had been thinking.. i told tat person how i felt.. we managed to solve the problem somehow... I dunno if wat i said actually had hurt him.. If I hav, here, I apologise.. Sorry.. There were indeed many happenings yesterday... No matter happy or not, It has been over... Lets move forward together.. no matter izzit JMG or the juniors... Ganbettta ne... JMD spirit is alive once again....
~JMD Rox~
2ndly... school..
Many people has been askin me why I never talk wif her anymore... Honestly, I dunno the answer.. Mayb I shld sae... I dun really wan to know e answer... But, once again, if I hurt u.. I'm sorry.. Sometimes, I really dun mean it.. U might not see tis i believe... But i dun hav the courage to say sorry in front of you... but you still stand a place in my heart.. Although i dunno wat is goin on in class cos i hav been missing class or even after class.. i believe, I still stand a place in ur heart too.. If there is anything, u need a listening ear, u need someone to be there for you, call me, I'll be there for you... I might not be able to catch up wif class.... but i will try my best... I will pass all these modules.. no matter how hard it is, I'll still try my best...
3rdly, myself..
Due to all the unhappiness these days, I guess my temper has been quite bad.. Quite a number of innocent people got it.. I'm sorry for my bad temper these days... I felt really horrible inside.. It's like... inside is tearing apart... Things are not as good as it looks outside.. After the alone session yesterday.. I felt better.... Much better i guess.. Anyway, things are on the right track le...
People, dun worry too much.. Wendy is back to her happy-go-lucky days... Thanks to all those who had given me the advices, the comforting statements, the smiles, the care, the concern, the words, the hugs and the shoulders... thanks.... You are remembered...
~Happy Memories~
~Wendy~
JMD internal conflict has been sort of solved.. we had a feedback yesterday.. everything is supposed to be back to normal i guess...
Yesterday, i had a chat... now i know wat we had been thinking.. i told tat person how i felt.. we managed to solve the problem somehow... I dunno if wat i said actually had hurt him.. If I hav, here, I apologise.. Sorry.. There were indeed many happenings yesterday... No matter happy or not, It has been over... Lets move forward together.. no matter izzit JMG or the juniors... Ganbettta ne... JMD spirit is alive once again....
~JMD Rox~
2ndly... school..
Many people has been askin me why I never talk wif her anymore... Honestly, I dunno the answer.. Mayb I shld sae... I dun really wan to know e answer... But, once again, if I hurt u.. I'm sorry.. Sometimes, I really dun mean it.. U might not see tis i believe... But i dun hav the courage to say sorry in front of you... but you still stand a place in my heart.. Although i dunno wat is goin on in class cos i hav been missing class or even after class.. i believe, I still stand a place in ur heart too.. If there is anything, u need a listening ear, u need someone to be there for you, call me, I'll be there for you... I might not be able to catch up wif class.... but i will try my best... I will pass all these modules.. no matter how hard it is, I'll still try my best...
3rdly, myself..
Due to all the unhappiness these days, I guess my temper has been quite bad.. Quite a number of innocent people got it.. I'm sorry for my bad temper these days... I felt really horrible inside.. It's like... inside is tearing apart... Things are not as good as it looks outside.. After the alone session yesterday.. I felt better.... Much better i guess.. Anyway, things are on the right track le...
People, dun worry too much.. Wendy is back to her happy-go-lucky days... Thanks to all those who had given me the advices, the comforting statements, the smiles, the care, the concern, the words, the hugs and the shoulders... thanks.... You are remembered...
~Happy Memories~
~Wendy~
why do people change so fast????
It has been jus 1 semester.. and tat is how fast people change... i would sae... i change le oso ba...
I guess it jus take people like over a weekend to change.. sometimes even jus over the night... nowadays, people change really fast... I guess it apply to me too ba..
today, I can be really nice to you.. but tml.. I might jus ignore you.. So tempermental... isn't it??
recently.. alot of things happened.. Misunderstandings, miscommunication.. and even... misleading answers.. not onli between groups of people.. but between 2 friends that were once veri close.. and nobody has the courage to ask the other party what actually happened, yet... we are veri veri veri veri keen to know exactly wat has happened...
being honest, sometimes, i dunno tat i actually offended somebody.. I really dunno... here, saying to all those readers out there... If I really offended someone.. kindly tell me.. so tat i can apologise.. I'm really sincere abt that... I dun wish to be kept in the dark.. I'll feel weird if you suddenly turned against me..
To people tat I have hurt.. accidentally... I'm sorry... Quoting from Ashley: "Wendy.. you are really stubborn.." I'm admiting.. I'm indeed stubborn at times.. to the extend tat i hurt people unknowingly.. to the extend tat i might hav offended people.. to the extend tat I might hav cos misunderstandings between people...
People Change... But I never thought that our friendship would change.
I thought tat my relationship with you would never change.. I never thought tat you would jus dump me aside... I thought tat our friendship can withstand this kind of test.. I never thought tat our friendship would end jus b'cos u grew closer to someone else... i thought our friendship would be a long lasting one.. I never thought things would end tis way.. I thought u were my closest friend despite our differences...
We might share different thoughts but we argue..
We might share different perceptions on matters but we could always talk it out...
We might live different lives but we could always throw away the differences....
We might think differently but we always manage to compromise....
We might have different friends but we never interrupt each other making friends...
We might not like each other friends but we will never critise each other friends.....
We might not like that fact tat we are different but we will compromise with the differences....
We might be living worlds apart but we would always find a chance to go out together.....
We might be the ones tat people would never thought that we would be such close but we prove them wrong....
We might be not tat close anymore but memories are always intact...
We might not talk anymore, not sit together anymore, not gossip together anymore, not discuss anymore. not shopping together anymore, not eating together anymore... to the extend tat we might not be even friends anymore.....
MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.. I will forever remember tat I once have a friend like you, who cared, who shared, who showered me with care and concern, who eat together, laugh together and have fun together....
FRIENDS FOREVER....
I guess it jus take people like over a weekend to change.. sometimes even jus over the night... nowadays, people change really fast... I guess it apply to me too ba..
today, I can be really nice to you.. but tml.. I might jus ignore you.. So tempermental... isn't it??
recently.. alot of things happened.. Misunderstandings, miscommunication.. and even... misleading answers.. not onli between groups of people.. but between 2 friends that were once veri close.. and nobody has the courage to ask the other party what actually happened, yet... we are veri veri veri veri keen to know exactly wat has happened...
being honest, sometimes, i dunno tat i actually offended somebody.. I really dunno... here, saying to all those readers out there... If I really offended someone.. kindly tell me.. so tat i can apologise.. I'm really sincere abt that... I dun wish to be kept in the dark.. I'll feel weird if you suddenly turned against me..
To people tat I have hurt.. accidentally... I'm sorry... Quoting from Ashley: "Wendy.. you are really stubborn.." I'm admiting.. I'm indeed stubborn at times.. to the extend tat i hurt people unknowingly.. to the extend tat i might hav offended people.. to the extend tat I might hav cos misunderstandings between people...
People Change... But I never thought that our friendship would change.
I thought tat my relationship with you would never change.. I never thought tat you would jus dump me aside... I thought tat our friendship can withstand this kind of test.. I never thought tat our friendship would end jus b'cos u grew closer to someone else... i thought our friendship would be a long lasting one.. I never thought things would end tis way.. I thought u were my closest friend despite our differences...
We might share different thoughts but we argue..
We might share different perceptions on matters but we could always talk it out...
We might live different lives but we could always throw away the differences....
We might think differently but we always manage to compromise....
We might have different friends but we never interrupt each other making friends...
We might not like each other friends but we will never critise each other friends.....
We might not like that fact tat we are different but we will compromise with the differences....
We might be living worlds apart but we would always find a chance to go out together.....
We might be the ones tat people would never thought that we would be such close but we prove them wrong....
We might be not tat close anymore but memories are always intact...
We might not talk anymore, not sit together anymore, not gossip together anymore, not discuss anymore. not shopping together anymore, not eating together anymore... to the extend tat we might not be even friends anymore.....
MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.. I will forever remember tat I once have a friend like you, who cared, who shared, who showered me with care and concern, who eat together, laugh together and have fun together....
FRIENDS FOREVER....
finally back in action...
To people who are concern.. I'm back with JMD le.. no worries.. I will be there for practise except on saturdays due to work committment...
I know many of you were wondering why i haven't been appearing for JMD many sessions... Here is a little information... There has been some problems in me that I was trying to solve myself... Also, i had some infections on my legs.. so was takin care of my legs carefully..
For the other reasons.. I'll leave it confidential.. onli those i told were known lahz...
Recently, there has been problems in JMD itself.. "Internal Conflict" is the term i would use to describe it... Somehow.. things didn't turn up right... Well.. usin a more direct term, Seniors VS Juniors... actually.. it should be Seniors VS ~~ I am not commenting on anything.. Like wat Ari say... We, seniors jus wan to know wat the ~ is goin on... We want to know why... We wan to clear up tis mess tat has been created by the "so called" somebody... I dun wan to know the motive... i dun wan to know her objectives.. I jus to clear tis stupid shit of mess to lighten the burden of Steve, Shu Herng, Dan and Itsuki...
Actually... most of us know the reason... but i guess biased did play a part ba.. Everyone is biased... But why? have any of my readers ever wondered y tis person or tis group of people dislike you so much? Hav u ever give it a thought... Izzit ur actions? ur attitudes? ur behaviors? or izzit b'cos of something tat u said?? Dun b'cos tis person dislike you or said/did something not nice then u decided to take revenge.. tis is nonsense... Dun be stupid lorz... If everyone take revenge, when will tis end??
JMD must hav the team spirit in order to continue in NYP.. JMD needs the spirit.. not jus among ur own batch.. we need the spirit as a whole of JMD.. both seniors and juniors.. But b4 there can be team spirit.. there mus be understanding between the 2 groups.. Izzit possible to talk it out? So someone has anyway out to this.. Example: hav a discussion session like we use to, talk to the someone tat we tink has a problem wif the rest, etc etc.. someone pls give some suggestions so tat we can quickly solve tis...
As for now, let's jus pray tat the somebody would jus kindly leave us alone... and continue wif wat has to be done.. stop creating misunderstanding.... lastly...
~JMD always stay in my heart~
~JMD and JMG rulz~
~JMD Rox~
~JMD will never fall~
~INTRUDERS... GET OUT OF JMD... YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE... GET OUT~
I know many of you were wondering why i haven't been appearing for JMD many sessions... Here is a little information... There has been some problems in me that I was trying to solve myself... Also, i had some infections on my legs.. so was takin care of my legs carefully..
For the other reasons.. I'll leave it confidential.. onli those i told were known lahz...
Recently, there has been problems in JMD itself.. "Internal Conflict" is the term i would use to describe it... Somehow.. things didn't turn up right... Well.. usin a more direct term, Seniors VS Juniors... actually.. it should be Seniors VS ~~ I am not commenting on anything.. Like wat Ari say... We, seniors jus wan to know wat the ~ is goin on... We want to know why... We wan to clear up tis mess tat has been created by the "so called" somebody... I dun wan to know the motive... i dun wan to know her objectives.. I jus to clear tis stupid shit of mess to lighten the burden of Steve, Shu Herng, Dan and Itsuki...
Actually... most of us know the reason... but i guess biased did play a part ba.. Everyone is biased... But why? have any of my readers ever wondered y tis person or tis group of people dislike you so much? Hav u ever give it a thought... Izzit ur actions? ur attitudes? ur behaviors? or izzit b'cos of something tat u said?? Dun b'cos tis person dislike you or said/did something not nice then u decided to take revenge.. tis is nonsense... Dun be stupid lorz... If everyone take revenge, when will tis end??
JMD must hav the team spirit in order to continue in NYP.. JMD needs the spirit.. not jus among ur own batch.. we need the spirit as a whole of JMD.. both seniors and juniors.. But b4 there can be team spirit.. there mus be understanding between the 2 groups.. Izzit possible to talk it out? So someone has anyway out to this.. Example: hav a discussion session like we use to, talk to the someone tat we tink has a problem wif the rest, etc etc.. someone pls give some suggestions so tat we can quickly solve tis...
As for now, let's jus pray tat the somebody would jus kindly leave us alone... and continue wif wat has to be done.. stop creating misunderstanding.... lastly...
~JMD always stay in my heart~
~JMD and JMG rulz~
~JMD Rox~
~JMD will never fall~
~INTRUDERS... GET OUT OF JMD... YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE... GET OUT~
Happy Mothers' Day to all e mothers in tis world...
haven't been bloggin for some time.. Had been busy wif work, study and etc...
If u people ever notice, i have been skipping JMD for awhile... There are several reasons contributing to my skipping of JMD..
1stly, I dun tink I'm even needed there.. Thought tat I was really extra there and since I'm causing some people to be unhappy while I'm there, might as well i dun go right..
2ndly, I really need a rest for my legs...
3rdly, slackin for 5hrs in sch is really horrible... and i cannot go home.... (waste bus fare, waste time, waste energy... then jus go home for less then 2 hrs then need to come back to sch).. yet, i cannot find anything to do in school..
4th, I need some time to adjust to the people and the environment...
I dunno when i will have the courage to go back.. it seems tat if I am not there, they are happier... then why shld i go back to make them unhappy again??
CAN SOMEONE KINDLY GUIDE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO???
haiz.. anyone can help, kindly either post a comment or leave a msg on the tag.. thanks..
If u people ever notice, i have been skipping JMD for awhile... There are several reasons contributing to my skipping of JMD..
1stly, I dun tink I'm even needed there.. Thought tat I was really extra there and since I'm causing some people to be unhappy while I'm there, might as well i dun go right..
2ndly, I really need a rest for my legs...
3rdly, slackin for 5hrs in sch is really horrible... and i cannot go home.... (waste bus fare, waste time, waste energy... then jus go home for less then 2 hrs then need to come back to sch).. yet, i cannot find anything to do in school..
4th, I need some time to adjust to the people and the environment...
I dunno when i will have the courage to go back.. it seems tat if I am not there, they are happier... then why shld i go back to make them unhappy again??
CAN SOMEONE KINDLY GUIDE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO???
haiz.. anyone can help, kindly either post a comment or leave a msg on the tag.. thanks..
changes...
2nd typing...
I am upset over changes... I really am.. I tried everything that I can do.. but u jus refuse to cooperate.. We were once good pals.. but now? Jus b'cos i made new friends and u made too??? I thought our friendship would last.. But it didn't... It's beginning to fade.. Can't u feel it?? U dun bother abt how i feel anymore.. U dun bother abt me anymore... I dun wish to lose u as a friend...
New friends made: Evelyn, Karen, Charlotte, Zati, Huey Huey, Vanessa, Zu Xian, Xiu Xian, Si Miao, Jia Yu, Yuan Hong, Brian and many many more.. Colleagues, MSC mates, supervisors at IM, Pretty Face, Value Shop, Sweet & Such, Friends, Lifestyle and of cos, Fusion. Also, colleagues, teammates and supervisor at KM and MRC... I oso got to know some people better.. What kind of people they really are..
WHAT IS THIS WORLD BECOMIN TOO??????
~Sob Sob~
I am upset over changes... I really am.. I tried everything that I can do.. but u jus refuse to cooperate.. We were once good pals.. but now? Jus b'cos i made new friends and u made too??? I thought our friendship would last.. But it didn't... It's beginning to fade.. Can't u feel it?? U dun bother abt how i feel anymore.. U dun bother abt me anymore... I dun wish to lose u as a friend...
New friends made: Evelyn, Karen, Charlotte, Zati, Huey Huey, Vanessa, Zu Xian, Xiu Xian, Si Miao, Jia Yu, Yuan Hong, Brian and many many more.. Colleagues, MSC mates, supervisors at IM, Pretty Face, Value Shop, Sweet & Such, Friends, Lifestyle and of cos, Fusion. Also, colleagues, teammates and supervisor at KM and MRC... I oso got to know some people better.. What kind of people they really are..
WHAT IS THIS WORLD BECOMIN TOO??????
~Sob Sob~
Upset...
I was upset when u said tat.. I was upset when u didn't care abt how i felt.. I was upset when u did tat.. She said people change... did u really change???
I'm sick of the changes ard me....
I'm sick of the changes ard me....
today...
Current time: 8 mins to 2am..
Current chore: Going to slp..
Sakuran Camp ended today.. I didn't go tis year due to some family matters.. then today, I worked.. Thought tat the camp should hav been fun.. (Read Dan's and Gin's blogs..) But unfortunatly.. There were some injuries during the captain's ball game on Itsuki and some AAA pple.. Last yr's camp oso got injuries.. tis yr oso.. Mayb captain's ball is quite dangerous... izzit?
i miss the "who dares" game.. where we basically ran around the whole sch to find the clues to the next one.. tat's nice isn't it... we were the 1st team to complete it if i never remember wrongly.. can't really remember whose team i was in.. i onli remember my team got Dan... then oso remember how we make kimono wif newspaper last year.. was really fun.. Last yr camp was really fun.. I believe tis yr camp is oso veri veri fun right pple?
Anyway.. I've got a new friend.. actually is my new colleague (dunno if got spell correct anot..) A malay oso... didn't hav a chance to work wif her.. dunno y.. anyway, heard tat she is quite a nice ger... Anyway, I saw Amos today.. jus got to know tat he actually picked up smokin le.. was pretty upset wif tat.. I dun like it in simple.. Did i ever mention, all my colleagues are Malay... except for me and another chinese auntie.. Among my colleagues, there is a couple, a pair of mother and daughter, sisters and oso, brothers... My colleagues are all veri nice.. we chat, laugh and work together.. sometimes we tease each other too... Wat a nice environment..
Well, goin to sleep le.. hav a good day pple...
~Note: Mus remember to buy Zati's sushi tml morning..~
Current chore: Going to slp..
Sakuran Camp ended today.. I didn't go tis year due to some family matters.. then today, I worked.. Thought tat the camp should hav been fun.. (Read Dan's and Gin's blogs..) But unfortunatly.. There were some injuries during the captain's ball game on Itsuki and some AAA pple.. Last yr's camp oso got injuries.. tis yr oso.. Mayb captain's ball is quite dangerous... izzit?
i miss the "who dares" game.. where we basically ran around the whole sch to find the clues to the next one.. tat's nice isn't it... we were the 1st team to complete it if i never remember wrongly.. can't really remember whose team i was in.. i onli remember my team got Dan... then oso remember how we make kimono wif newspaper last year.. was really fun.. Last yr camp was really fun.. I believe tis yr camp is oso veri veri fun right pple?
Anyway.. I've got a new friend.. actually is my new colleague (dunno if got spell correct anot..) A malay oso... didn't hav a chance to work wif her.. dunno y.. anyway, heard tat she is quite a nice ger... Anyway, I saw Amos today.. jus got to know tat he actually picked up smokin le.. was pretty upset wif tat.. I dun like it in simple.. Did i ever mention, all my colleagues are Malay... except for me and another chinese auntie.. Among my colleagues, there is a couple, a pair of mother and daughter, sisters and oso, brothers... My colleagues are all veri nice.. we chat, laugh and work together.. sometimes we tease each other too... Wat a nice environment..
Well, goin to sleep le.. hav a good day pple...
~Note: Mus remember to buy Zati's sushi tml morning..~
Life...
Started new sem le.. My new status, NYP, Yr 3 1st Sem... TEP ended last fri, had a fun time celebrating end of TEP wif Pizza, wif my MRC mates and Ms Tan.. didn't manage to take photos wif all.. but some.. Well, I did somehow, enjoy my time in MRC... Although I didn't see e results of my team's project, I'm still glad to know tat the NTUC people were glad to see e work.. Somehow, some sense of achievements... I'm really thankful for everyone tat helped us...
Especially Ms Tan.. Of cos, my team mates were the critical people tat contributed...
Firstly, the leader: Nisha.. she was a great leader....
Then, Cherilyn.. She never complained when she was given work..
of cos, Jonathan.. Who oso never complained..
then we hav Brian, the reports editor.. Vomited blood till his whole shirt turned RED..
followed by Xiao Yun and Dion, who never fails to entertain us..
then e drawer, Yang Fei... he can draw well..
lastly, Bryan...
Everyone did a part.. Thanks to all people in MRC tat make my time enjoyable.. Thanks....
Now tat TEP has ended, I got back to classical modules... Takin modules like:
- Entrepreneurship
- Customer Relationship Marketing (CRM)
- Human Resource Management & Practices (HRM)
- Applied Marketing Research
- Personal Selling and Negotiation Skills
- Retail Store Management...
Mostly theory de.. haiz... sianz... I hate theory... now lecture groups are much much much bigger... 4 RTM classes in 1 small tiny LTD... BE, BF, BG and BH.. LTD is so small lorz..... haiz... Let's hope tat things get better...
~Good Nitez Pple..~ Havin morning class tml...
Especially Ms Tan.. Of cos, my team mates were the critical people tat contributed...
Firstly, the leader: Nisha.. she was a great leader....
Then, Cherilyn.. She never complained when she was given work..
of cos, Jonathan.. Who oso never complained..
then we hav Brian, the reports editor.. Vomited blood till his whole shirt turned RED..
followed by Xiao Yun and Dion, who never fails to entertain us..
then e drawer, Yang Fei... he can draw well..
lastly, Bryan...
Everyone did a part.. Thanks to all people in MRC tat make my time enjoyable.. Thanks....
Now tat TEP has ended, I got back to classical modules... Takin modules like:
- Entrepreneurship
- Customer Relationship Marketing (CRM)
- Human Resource Management & Practices (HRM)
- Applied Marketing Research
- Personal Selling and Negotiation Skills
- Retail Store Management...
Mostly theory de.. haiz... sianz... I hate theory... now lecture groups are much much much bigger... 4 RTM classes in 1 small tiny LTD... BE, BF, BG and BH.. LTD is so small lorz..... haiz... Let's hope tat things get better...
~Good Nitez Pple..~ Havin morning class tml...
18 Apr 2005...
I watched the charity show today.. Was really touched and i made a call of donation... I was wondering if I ever get a disease, would i be as brave as them to continue living... I believe, I would asked to be put to sleep.. U might ask y.. But to me, I dun wan to be a burden to anyone.. I dun wan my loved ones to hav extra burden of lookin after me.. At least if i die, they are able to go and look for someone else, to lead a new life once again.. So here is my say.. if in future, something happen to me, tat cause me to be a burden to anyone, remember tis blog: I wan to be put to sleep... not tat i wan to be selfish.. but i dun wish my love ones to suffer wif me.. I wan them to enjoy life to the fullest...
I was can't help wondering if being too nice was a problem.. I tried my best to communicate.. but people still tink i'm fakin it.. Trying too hard to be their friend.. Why? I'm really sincere to be a good friend... Mayb i should jus stay away.. or mayb b'cos I'm dun deserve any friends... Which is the one??? Let me know if you wan me to stay away...
I was can't help wondering if being too nice was a problem.. I tried my best to communicate.. but people still tink i'm fakin it.. Trying too hard to be their friend.. Why? I'm really sincere to be a good friend... Mayb i should jus stay away.. or mayb b'cos I'm dun deserve any friends... Which is the one??? Let me know if you wan me to stay away...
Life is so fragile...
Today, when on my way to school... I saw a fire accident.. saw 3 fire engines... trying to save as many lives as possible... Life is so fragile.. sometimes.. we can't even do anything to save ourselves from the mess that we have done.... Y?
When i was havin lunch today, Huey got angry over the matter that we were teasing her wif De Wang... She jus walked off.. I was upset and at the same time, worried.. Dunno y.. but i admit that I treasure her as my good friend... I sat outside level 4 to tink.. oso, I called Eugene.... We talked.. and he said tat do i hav anyone tat I hate.. And he meant really hate.. not those that u dislike.. but hate... I didn't know wat he meant..
His definition of hate: When u hate someone, u wouldn't wan to see tat person.. u wouldn't wan anything to do wif tat person.. not even like keeping the contact numbers in ur phone.. U wouldn't wan any of ur friends to hav contact wif tat person too... so u will actually say everything tat is bad abt her...
my answer: I do dislike people.. But i never hate them.. Not even when they did sumthing extremely wrong to me.. I never hate them... I do dislike them... But not hate.. cos no matter what they did or how i dislike them, I still keep their numbers.. I might not call them.. might not wan to see them.. might not talk to them... but i still remember who they are, and i still keep their numbers.. no matter how much i dislike them, I still tink of them as my frenz..
I might dislike u.. but u are still in my heart.. u still stands a place... in my heart and in my phone.. i might ignore u.. i might sae u when u are wrong.. i might critise u... but when u did something good, something honourable.. I will still clap.. b'cos u are good.. I'm not the kind tat once i dislike u, no matter how good u are, i will sae u are not good.. If u are good, I will say u are good..
Good Day, My frenz...
When i was havin lunch today, Huey got angry over the matter that we were teasing her wif De Wang... She jus walked off.. I was upset and at the same time, worried.. Dunno y.. but i admit that I treasure her as my good friend... I sat outside level 4 to tink.. oso, I called Eugene.... We talked.. and he said tat do i hav anyone tat I hate.. And he meant really hate.. not those that u dislike.. but hate... I didn't know wat he meant..
His definition of hate: When u hate someone, u wouldn't wan to see tat person.. u wouldn't wan anything to do wif tat person.. not even like keeping the contact numbers in ur phone.. U wouldn't wan any of ur friends to hav contact wif tat person too... so u will actually say everything tat is bad abt her...
my answer: I do dislike people.. But i never hate them.. Not even when they did sumthing extremely wrong to me.. I never hate them... I do dislike them... But not hate.. cos no matter what they did or how i dislike them, I still keep their numbers.. I might not call them.. might not wan to see them.. might not talk to them... but i still remember who they are, and i still keep their numbers.. no matter how much i dislike them, I still tink of them as my frenz..
I might dislike u.. but u are still in my heart.. u still stands a place... in my heart and in my phone.. i might ignore u.. i might sae u when u are wrong.. i might critise u... but when u did something good, something honourable.. I will still clap.. b'cos u are good.. I'm not the kind tat once i dislike u, no matter how good u are, i will sae u are not good.. If u are good, I will say u are good..
Good Day, My frenz...
everybody is doing it...
these few days, notice tat alot of people change their blogskin.. I did, Dan did, Itsuki did.. Selphie also did... We all change our blogskins... Go take a look...
Anyway, hav been on block leave... for the 1st 4 days, all i hav been doin is wake up, on com, stay in front of my com for almost the whole day... then on the fifth day, went to my bro's hse to look after my nephew.... He is so CUTE.... Will be goin up again tml... Then on the sat and sun... I was working... Work OT somemore.... Then oso. first day went for movie.... oso wed i went movie.. but with different people... Mon, I went wif Huey.. Then wed, wif Zati and Charlotte...hahaha.. Watch so much movie in a week..
Wendy's Movie Review
The Eye 10
It's not bad... Jus a little lame.. dun really hav a story... jus saying how they wanted to stop but couldn't stop.. About how lovin a couple is... Really not bad... Not a bad show to watch if you really dun wan to watch anything else...
The Pacifier
A good show to watch... A bit funny... A story abt how a family where the parent is away and the police comes and take over as a baby sitter... Quite a nice show... If u dunno wat show to choose, choose tis and u will not regret watching...
~ End of Movie Review~
Basically, I hav quite a boring yet good week... This week, I am back in MRC.. on a monday morning, I hav presentation.. But it was pushed to the afternoon... But I broke my heels... I broke the strap in front.. Thanks to Qiqi for accompanying me to AMK to buy heels... thanks... Spend extra money today to but heels... Sianz.. But anyway, I claiming back the travel expenses from MRC for the NTUC project which amounted to abt 26 bucks... Also can claim for the drink expense.. $2 per person per trip.. I have 7 trips.. which makes it $14.. Total: $40..... extra income for the month... then my 7-eleven pay is abt $200 tis month.. Total, $240.. after paying $100 for phone bill.. $100 for contact lenses.. left 40.. haiz....
Anyway, hav been on block leave... for the 1st 4 days, all i hav been doin is wake up, on com, stay in front of my com for almost the whole day... then on the fifth day, went to my bro's hse to look after my nephew.... He is so CUTE.... Will be goin up again tml... Then on the sat and sun... I was working... Work OT somemore.... Then oso. first day went for movie.... oso wed i went movie.. but with different people... Mon, I went wif Huey.. Then wed, wif Zati and Charlotte...hahaha.. Watch so much movie in a week..
Wendy's Movie Review
The Eye 10
It's not bad... Jus a little lame.. dun really hav a story... jus saying how they wanted to stop but couldn't stop.. About how lovin a couple is... Really not bad... Not a bad show to watch if you really dun wan to watch anything else...
The Pacifier
A good show to watch... A bit funny... A story abt how a family where the parent is away and the police comes and take over as a baby sitter... Quite a nice show... If u dunno wat show to choose, choose tis and u will not regret watching...
~ End of Movie Review~
Basically, I hav quite a boring yet good week... This week, I am back in MRC.. on a monday morning, I hav presentation.. But it was pushed to the afternoon... But I broke my heels... I broke the strap in front.. Thanks to Qiqi for accompanying me to AMK to buy heels... thanks... Spend extra money today to but heels... Sianz.. But anyway, I claiming back the travel expenses from MRC for the NTUC project which amounted to abt 26 bucks... Also can claim for the drink expense.. $2 per person per trip.. I have 7 trips.. which makes it $14.. Total: $40..... extra income for the month... then my 7-eleven pay is abt $200 tis month.. Total, $240.. after paying $100 for phone bill.. $100 for contact lenses.. left 40.. haiz....
New blogskin..
I just change my blogskin.. thanks to Zati.. Finally change it... Any comments? leave it on my tag board.. thanks people...
block leave...
Currently, me on block leave.. Finally, block leave.. I got away from MRC.. haha... but i'll be goin back to sch.. on thurs.. I tink.. cos sumthing happenin on thurs.. so i'll be goin back.. or mayb not.. depends lorz... see how lahz..
I've been really slackin.. No JMD... no school.. no projects.. no reports.. no MRC... SIANZ...
Humans really funny.. or i shld say.. I'm funny.. When I've all those, I complain.. When i dun hav.. I oso complain.. Funny right? Mayb.. but tat's me.. I dun like to be too busy.. neither do i like to be too free.. Veri sianz lorz...
Really lookin forward to go movie wif charlotte.. Zati.. Evelyn.. Karen.. and Huey... wat shld we watch?? Some of the choices:
- Miss Congeniality 2:Armed & Fabulous ?
- Be Cool ?
- The Pacifier ?
- Samara ?
- Wedding Date ?
- Spanglish ?
Anyone got suggestions or advise or comments??
I've been really slackin.. No JMD... no school.. no projects.. no reports.. no MRC... SIANZ...
Humans really funny.. or i shld say.. I'm funny.. When I've all those, I complain.. When i dun hav.. I oso complain.. Funny right? Mayb.. but tat's me.. I dun like to be too busy.. neither do i like to be too free.. Veri sianz lorz...
Really lookin forward to go movie wif charlotte.. Zati.. Evelyn.. Karen.. and Huey... wat shld we watch?? Some of the choices:
- Miss Congeniality 2:Armed & Fabulous ?
- Be Cool ?
- The Pacifier ?
- Samara ?
- Wedding Date ?
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Sorry...
Tis blog is here to apologise to a person whom i know.. but i dunno if she consider me as a fren.. I'm sorry tat i shouldn't hav told e story to my fren.. From the opinions tat I obtain.. it shows tat I shld hav asked u 1st.. Sorry.. I jus didn't wan my fren to suffer from things tat u hav written abt her, yet she didn't know.. I dun wan her to suffer from staring eyes as if she really did sumthing wrong.. I didn't sae u were in the wrong.. As i saw things clearer e other day... I saw tat she has her wrongs too.. Sorry for accusing if i did... U hav all e rights to blame me.. But i hope tat u dun.. I dun want o push the blame away... But u really can't blame me cos i couldn't really trust u.. cos u did co much things tat broke e trust tat I once gave.. then u can't expect me not to doubt u right..
Here i ask for u to accept my apologise.. Of cos, whether u accept it or not, I can't force u... But I'm sorry.. Tat's all i can sae...
Nitez...
Here i ask for u to accept my apologise.. Of cos, whether u accept it or not, I can't force u... But I'm sorry.. Tat's all i can sae...
Nitez...
answers...
1) My B'dae: June 13..
2) My CCA: JMD...
3) Location: Bedok
4) My class: BM0328 (BH)
5) No of brothers: two
6) My dad
7) Lianchun...
8) Gemini
9) Lunch: FJ & North...
10) Qiqi
2) My CCA: JMD...
3) Location: Bedok
4) My class: BM0328 (BH)
5) No of brothers: two
6) My dad
7) Lianchun...
8) Gemini
9) Lunch: FJ & North...
10) Qiqi
tinking abt my character, myself and my attitude..
Today, after sch, Huey Huey was suppose to go dinner wif me.. Oso, at the same time, I need to pass a cd to Evelyn.. So we met at Atrium...In the end, Huey Huey left 1st.. She left wif Mei Yi.. I was like "Hello..U are suppose to wait for me lorz.. and we will hav dinner together".. After she left, Charlotte came.. then we left too.. Was kind of upset lorz..
Then when i almost reachin home.. Then realise that I never bring my keys... So went over to my mum's workplace to get the keys from her...
On the way there, I was tinkin abt wat a person i hav been.. I was tinkin abt wat other people have said... I realise tat I dun really mean anythin to anyone... Everyone hav a important someone in their heart.. But me? I dunno... I do hav people who are important to me.. But am I important to them? Tinkin abt tat, I was kind of upset wif myself for not being able to make myself worthy of God's love... or even anyone's love and care...
Seeing my aunt so happy wif boyfriend, seeing everyone being so happy wif their the other half.. I was like... "Wendy.. Wat the H~~~ are u doin in tis world?" I couldn't gave myself an answer.. I wan to dance.. But somehow, I wasn't satisfied wif myself.. I wish to sing.. but my singing sux..Haiz.... I gave my love and people treat it like grass.. Stepped on it then realise tat it's grass, stepped even harder... My heart was broken into pieces.. Time heals.. Does it really heals everything tat u hav lost?
Then when i almost reachin home.. Then realise that I never bring my keys... So went over to my mum's workplace to get the keys from her...
On the way there, I was tinkin abt wat a person i hav been.. I was tinkin abt wat other people have said... I realise tat I dun really mean anythin to anyone... Everyone hav a important someone in their heart.. But me? I dunno... I do hav people who are important to me.. But am I important to them? Tinkin abt tat, I was kind of upset wif myself for not being able to make myself worthy of God's love... or even anyone's love and care...
Seeing my aunt so happy wif boyfriend, seeing everyone being so happy wif their the other half.. I was like... "Wendy.. Wat the H~~~ are u doin in tis world?" I couldn't gave myself an answer.. I wan to dance.. But somehow, I wasn't satisfied wif myself.. I wish to sing.. but my singing sux..Haiz.... I gave my love and people treat it like grass.. Stepped on it then realise tat it's grass, stepped even harder... My heart was broken into pieces.. Time heals.. Does it really heals everything tat u hav lost?
Got to work later.. at 1pm.. So here i am, sitting in my bro's room..Blogging..
Last few days would hav been happier if not for wat happen on wednesday.. I believe tat some people know wat I'm talkin abt for I did tell some of them... And most of them agree wif me...
~A promise tat I made: "I'll never leave JMD no matter wat happens..."~
I agree tat places change.. people change too.. For better or for worst.. It depends on how u see the situation... For me, it became worst...
I'm totally new to the environment.. As if like it's my 1st time there.. But it's not.. I've been there since I entered Poly..
Dan said,"What makes a good leader is not just only how capable the leader is, but the support and hard work that its members give to him / her."
Itsuki said,"We must give him time.. He just took over.."
Perhaps... I shld wait.. We'll see... let's see how things goes b4 I made a decision..
~Promises are really hard to keep~
~Kor, I might break my promise.. Sorry.. I am not able to keep to the promise tat I made to you~
Last few days would hav been happier if not for wat happen on wednesday.. I believe tat some people know wat I'm talkin abt for I did tell some of them... And most of them agree wif me...
~A promise tat I made: "I'll never leave JMD no matter wat happens..."~
I agree tat places change.. people change too.. For better or for worst.. It depends on how u see the situation... For me, it became worst...
I'm totally new to the environment.. As if like it's my 1st time there.. But it's not.. I've been there since I entered Poly..
Dan said,"What makes a good leader is not just only how capable the leader is, but the support and hard work that its members give to him / her."
Itsuki said,"We must give him time.. He just took over.."
Perhaps... I shld wait.. We'll see... let's see how things goes b4 I made a decision..
~Promises are really hard to keep~
~Kor, I might break my promise.. Sorry.. I am not able to keep to the promise tat I made to you~
Another field trip... another day...
Another day for Field trip.. Today, went to Outram Park MRT station...
As usual, counted the traffic, walked around.. did the usual..
End of field trip update..
I'm really bored today.. so decided to do a questionaire to see if any of u can answer.. It's just some simple questions.. I'll post the answers on Mon.. Mean while, can tagged ur answers.. And on Mon, cum back ans see if u really know me tat well...
1) When is my b'dae?
2) What is my CCA? (alot of people shld know)
3) Where do I stay?
4) Which is my class? BM0325(BE), BM0326(BF), BM0327(BG) or BM0328 (BH)?
5) How many brothers do I have? Izzit one or two?
6) What is the issue abt me tat makes me veri veri upset?
7) Who is my best friend?
8) What is my horoscope?
9) Where is favourite place for lunch?
10) Who do I usually lunch wif???
End of qns..
End of blogging.. Well... Will blog the ans on Mon.. See ya.. Happy guessing..
As usual, counted the traffic, walked around.. did the usual..
End of field trip update..
I'm really bored today.. so decided to do a questionaire to see if any of u can answer.. It's just some simple questions.. I'll post the answers on Mon.. Mean while, can tagged ur answers.. And on Mon, cum back ans see if u really know me tat well...
1) When is my b'dae?
2) What is my CCA? (alot of people shld know)
3) Where do I stay?
4) Which is my class? BM0325(BE), BM0326(BF), BM0327(BG) or BM0328 (BH)?
5) How many brothers do I have? Izzit one or two?
6) What is the issue abt me tat makes me veri veri upset?
7) Who is my best friend?
8) What is my horoscope?
9) Where is favourite place for lunch?
10) Who do I usually lunch wif???
End of qns..
End of blogging.. Well... Will blog the ans on Mon.. See ya.. Happy guessing..
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