I feel that you are irritated with me
I know that you wanna be alone
I know that u wanna be isolated
but i'm worried..
totally no idea
why am i worried..
3 days without contact,
i never had my mood so bad..
it's all bcos of u...

I always thought frenz are suppose to be there when u need them.. even when u wan them to get lost, they will continue to appear bcos they care...

u said u know that there are some things u know i dun like u to do or to say so u avoid doin it.. i thought u understand me.. but in fact u dun realli do.. i bet there is something u people do not know abt me.. is that ur mood are the things that affect me e most.. that if u are feeling upset, i will feel upset too no matter how wonderful my day has been.. that if u are happy, no matter how upset i am wif my life, i will be happy with u.. bcos u are my friend... if u are not, i cannot be bothered.. but u are, as ur mood change, u will see my mood changing too..

i know that no one u will listen to now.. i know tat no words can impact u now.. i jus hope tat u look for me, to share ur woes n happiness n feelings n words.. so tat i know wat is happening.. time, care n concern is all i hav.. jus hope tat these will make u be encourage.. but no matter wat, u need urself to pick u up.. no one can help.. take Care...

i look back n remembered all the time tat we had, as a group, as a friend, as an individual.. how we got to know each other, how i dislike u, how u dislike me, how we became frenz. how we got to know each other better... how i thought u were a brother and a teacher.. the times when we were at Coffeebeans, even though we didn't talk, we enjoyed each others' company.. company is wat i need now n is wat i dun realli hav.. yes, i do get to see lots of people everyday.. but no one do i deem as a company..

people there are lots
company there is little.
acquaintances u hav lots,
friends u hav lesser,
good friends, u hav little.

I'm grateful n contented with the good frenz that i hav.. for they are the best that i can find n i know, no matter wat happen, they will try their best to be there for me.. for that, i'm thankful to God for putting them into my life. they are more important then they think they are. even though at times, i might forget abt lots of things, there are things that i will never forget -- that is the things that they hav done for me. Thanks.