School on e first day...

Well, I'm in my sch lab, waiting for lesson to start.. Sch is still good till now.... Things are better now.... my class is back at one, relationships are back to normal.. For e last 2 days i hav been tinking... Would RIL pple still remember me after i leave?? at first i thought yes, probably, they will.. But things proof otherwise.. Erm.. was tinkin abt meeting them one day... but i guess, it was jus my part of tinkin.. they might not wan to meet afterall.. anyway, i still wish them all the best for whatever they do and if they ever see if on the street, they will remember tat we were once colleagues...
*Thanks for all e time tat u guys spent wif me while i was there... Makin my time enjoyable.. =)

Updates...

Hey pple... Gd Morning... Today is the first day I'm goin back to school after IPP... dun realli feel like goin back but no choice.. anyway... I uploaded the photos... Those tat i like of cos.. U can go to the credits page.. and then click unto the link "more funky pics"... there are lots of pics there... so enjoy urself... but there are of cos a few pics that I muz upload.. hehe...

Cindy's party...Those tat were there....

















The girls















The get together...

















Isn't this view Awersome??


































I simply luv e last 2 pics... the 2nd last one is a pic tat my fren took at the photography show at Wheelock place.. it's so nice lor.. Then e last one is the chocolate family in RIL.. haha..
On my last day of IPP, Raymond, lynn, ashley, daphne & me went for dinner at Big_O... it was not realli satifying afterall but we did enjoy ouselves..
*To Adrian, Jason, Raymond, Daphne, Lynn & Ashley... Remember our date for Daphne's birthday hor...
Well, e rest of wat happen, is for me to know & not for u to find out...

updates...

09/10/05
Celebrated Zati's birthday..... I met Zati after her work outside Paragon.. while waiting for Zuzz to arrive, we went to shop in Metro at Paragon.. Zati wanted to show us the veri shuai guy... but couldn't find him lah.. After Zuzz finally appear, i went to Perlini to get Zati present while they went to look around... After tat, we went Swensens for dinner... We had a wonderful dinner which ended with Swensens ice-cream of cos.. we ordered a Happy Birthday Firehouse.. haha.. Swensens crews came over to sing Zati a birthday song.. It was fun...

10/10/05
Jun Xian's birthday... nothing much...

11/10/05 - 13/10/05
Nothin much happen... Except tat on e 12th, it was Cindy's Birthday..

14/10/05
We had free buffet lunch today, at a newly opened restaurant name baccarat, in chinese.. Bai Jia Le... 933 was doin a promo there.. to eat, jus bring ur company's letter head and go.. hehe.. the usual price for lunch on weekdays is 28+++.... and we eat for free... haha... below are some pics tat we tooked while enjoying our free buffet lunch..

Daphne & me wif our Tiramisu...









Lynn, me & Daphne holdin e deserts..










This is wat we ate for e 2nd round of deserts...










How e Tiramsu looks... Yummy~










This is our first round of deserts..









Wat we ate.. We onli took tis plate cos it's e best lookin de..









The range of food they hav...






































15/10/05
Cindy's birthday party... lazy to type too much.. for those who wasn't there, watever tat happen is for us to know and u guys to find out.. basically, we had alot of fun.. talkin, craping.. play mahjong, etc... waiting for cindy to sent me e pics b4 i upload them again.. oh ya.. tat day, i went shopping wif Qi...

16/10/05
Went shoppin wif mummy.. brought nail polish, earrings, TSGH 13, hp poach... etc etc...

17/10/05
back in office.. for official 'party'.. cos most of the office pple are in Bangkok... haha... i brought clothes today too.. wanted to buy jeans too.. but couldn't find any tat i like...

18/10/05
Li feng's b'dae.. Eugene's bithday too.. Erm.. went to suntec for lunch.. went crazy at the capsules machines station.. spend abt $10 bucks on those things... really cute~~~... hehe...

19/10/05
Lianchun's birthday... hehehe... my bosses will be on the flight back tis evening.. and they will be in tml morning... so will there is still time... i'll party... hahaha.. anyway, tis past week at office hav been those official slackin sessions.. haha.. we chit chat among ourselves.. also, we managed to get my S-VP's secretary to talk to us... haha..

20/10/05
today... I left my wallet in office yesterday.. OMG.. i was so worried tat it will be lost.. I couldn't sleep last night lor... i was worried, not for the I/C... but for the photo.. it's e onli pic i hav wif Eve... heng ah... i came to office early in the morning.. 8.30... and i found it.. hehe... read the book on CRM.. For the period from mon till now, we gers hav been chatting non stop... me, lynn, daphne and ashley... Yah... so quite fun lor... Today, we took a number of pics too.. will upload it when i am done wif e editin...

I'll stop here.. cos tis post is gettin veri long... B4 i end, I Miss u.. Qiqi, Jas, Zati, Huey, Cindy, Karen, Char, Evelyn and many many more... I'm lookin forward to tml.. cos it's marche day @ Raffles.. haha.. e whole gang of us (me, Jason, Lynn, Daphne) mayb Ashley and Raymond might be goin.. but dunno yet.. we will be heading to marche... Yeah... oso, I'm workin on my new blog skin..

Contradictions & Happenings..

He called today... We talk abit.. then the past was dragged in... I admit, I am still veri affected by what happened that day... I felt as if I was the most useless person in tis world.. Little does he know, I make myself a scar on my hand to remmber how hurt i am.. till tis day, the scar has not heal yet... onli Huey know exactly what happened on tat day... till now, it still hurts.. somehow, now, when come to tink of it, I was stupid to do that..

If he were to call a few months b4, mayb i will still listen to him talk, still find comfort in him, still agree to wat he say.. but now, no.. when he called, i tried to convince myself that he is a friend who is concern.. and i shld let the past go. This is something tat i hav been telling myself but somehow, it is not working.

I simply cannot forget what he did to me, how he hurt my heart, and how i hurt myself b'cos of this. It was foolish.. but forgetting is not easy... I forgave him already.. that is for sure... but i take it as all those things have never happened before. It's not possible. I'm not blamin him. I 'm blaming myself for being so stupid.. I know I'm childish.. but tat's me....
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Doe wif contradictions.. now to happenings..
I went church today.. I saw Mdm Mag's daughter... She is so cute... she is 7 months old.. and she weighs 10kg.. veri bubbly.. I shld be visiting her next week.. still tinking wat to get for her.. hehe.. Then i went to meet Qiqi for lunch.. It was kind of like present exchange for me and her.. I made something for her.. and she brought something for me.. haha.. Anyway, I'm lookin forward to her b'dae.. cos i dunno wat her reaction would be when she see the presents.. haha...

Quite a no of birthdays coming..
~Ari: 4th Oct
~Zati: 9th Oct
~Jun Xian: 10th Oct
~Cindy: 12th Oct
~Eugene: 18th Oct
~Li Feng: 18th Oct
~Lianchun: 19th Oct
~Huey: 23rd Oct
~Jae: 28th Oct
~Hong: 31st Oct
~Jia Yu: 1st Nov
~Dan: 2nd Nov...

Tat's quite a number... mus start to eat less and save up.. haha..
Have a nice weekend people...