it has been quite a while... since i blogged.. well, no point bloggin when no one reads right? haha

i've went out almost everyday... not tat i dun wan to stay at home.. but bcos its too bored... from e 20th to 25th, i was at chalet.. With lots of people... those tat stay more than three days de includes Qiqi, Jas, cindy, prisca, ah long, calvin, ian, asraff, kianz, alan.. others include but not onli steve, shu herng, selphie, Xing yong, ben, fabian, sok ying, sharon ke, sharon, sandy n grace. Quite alot i guess... We had fun... went to e beach, had bbq, daily trip to the changi village.. haha... also, we went to OCH.. was jus outside e building lah.. never realli go in.. details shall nto be revealed here... hehe.. hope to hav more of tis kind of chalet ba...

These few days, i have been goin out.., even before work.. e sat after chalet, went JMD as usual.. after tat, had lunch followed by a little shoppin trip with anna, jas n cindy... got hooked unto a few items.. Wanted to get them tml.. but dun tink i'll get them.. cos i goin out wif daph n e rest on sat nite.. need to go home n change.. anyway, i brought a candy machine.. haha

Sunday was work as usual.. then i slept all e way from 6pm to 11am e next day.. haha..
Monday, i met up wif lianchun for lunch.. yah.. then we met up wif Tryone, a new friend of hers.. followed by work..
Tuesday, was more or less e same.. jus tat i met up wif huey instead.. then was work..
Wednesday, met up with lianchun again... we went to sing at Party World... The system there is bad.. realli.. imagine, they bill u 2hrs before u are suppose to leave, they let u sing e last song at 7.15 when u are suppose to leave at 7.30.. wat's tat??? terrible... i wouldn't want o go partyworld again.. i took neoprint wif her too, saw xx workin n talk to her for a while before leaving...
thursday, ytd was fun.. i met up wif lianchun too.. to go for interview.. after tat, we met up wif tyrone.. saw his friend, shawn.. but i dunno why, i feel tat i saw shawn before.. anyway, after tat, me n lianchun went to see movie.. Ice Age 2.. e show was alright... n i brought tis giantic colorin book.. haha..
friday, was plain slackin.. came to update my blog.. tat's abt all.. goin to work later...
Saturday, would be a day at JMD if there is.. then at nite, would be a day out wif daph, adrian, ashley, myself n lianchun, probably jason too.. e rest, i'm not too sure..
Sunday would be workin too.. but longer hrs.. 3pm to 11pm...

**End note: I miss people... Zuzz, Zati, Shu Xiang, Vanessa, XX, David, Joseph, Huey, Qiqi, Jas n lots more...**

lalalalalalalaaaa

Met up wif Huey at my hse.. followed by a hair cut n meeting up wif edmund for a chat... till around 2 am before heading home... All those happened on the 15th Mar. When abt to sleep, got an sms from Jas, sayin tat results are out... Excited and frighten, check my results....

I PASS ALL MODULES!!

Something i should be gald abt especially when i thought i might fail one of them.. Not veri good results though.. but realli gald wif what i got.. Next, will be enjoyment time... Chalet is next week.. 5 days... hehe... after tat comes Sakuran Camp.. Still dunno where can go anot.. hav to depends on my mum... ok lah.. will stop heree...

Good Day!!
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难得我会想用华文来写这本网络日记。

最近说发生的事情,让我无法想象自己以后的路,自己的未来会是怎么样。我完全没有方向,甚至对自己的成绩也没有信心。 虽然是最后一关了,但对自己还是没什么信心。 明天成绩就会出了,不知道为什么,当时间越来越逼近时,心情不知不觉地越来越紧张。很想知道成绩但却怕考出来的,会令自己失望。

跳舞是我现在所喜爱的一个事情。当然,我不是什么事情都以跳舞为主,如果有更重要的事我还是会去做。虽然有人不赞成我毕业了还跳舞,我还是会继续的。因为我对跳舞和那一些一起跳舞的人,已经产生了深厚的感情。 哈哈,这句话有一点怪怪的。不过,我还是认为,我会继续跳舞。
其实跳舞的兴趣,在中学时就已经有了。只是当时因为是 'O' levels ,所以没有参加。而也因为身材的关系所以不敢参加。到现在,已经有好几年了。

再 NYP 的这几年,除了读书 、做工就是跳舞。除了这三个我所谓的 main activites 之外,就是在加强我和朋友之间的感情吧。 也就是 shopping, outing, clubbing and eating 啦。 眼看学生生活就快要结束了, 还真的舍不得。 以后见面的机会就可能更少了。 虽然见面的机会便少了,希望我们的友情嫩永远存在。希望在这几年所交的朋友,会永永远远的存在。

那天听朋友说了这么一句话: “有梦想的人生,会让平凡的人变得不平凡。”
而我的梦想是成为一名舞蹈员, 能和 Qiqi, Jasmine, Danny, Albin 他们一起在舞台上跳舞,呈现一场亮丽的演出。
突然间, 觉得这个梦想有一点很难实现。毕竟,梦想不是围绕在我一个人身上, 而是围绕在我们一群人的身上。

最后,这将是我第一次,也可能会是最后一次用华文来歇业本日记。因为,实在是太难了, 我花了一个多小时才写完。好累啊!! 祝所有人,有美好的一天。。。
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life recently...

I met up wif Jia Yan n Huey on thurs afternoon for movie: UnderWorld Revolution... the show is not bad.. jus a little lame if u did pay attention to it... haha... Before watchin movie, last min, we decided to go to Huey's hse in Malaysia.. So we went home after e movie to grab out passport n stuff n we met up to go to Malaysia... It was pretty late when we reach huey's hse... so after dinner, we watched Big Momma Hse 2 n slept... as i hav to work on fri, after shoppin till around 4, me and Jia Yan head back to Singapore...

Today was alright... it was one of out last session with Dan.. cos he found a job.. which requires him to work 5 and a 1/2 day... All e best to him... After lunch, me and Jas headed to the MRT station wif Dan and Zato... Me and Jas then headed to Suntec for e IT Fair... It was crowded.. Realli crowded... quite alot of things on sale.. but too bad.. e both of us dun hav e money... haiz.. After tat, we had dinner n headed towards Bugis... then lastly, home... tats abt all... will update when there's more... Nitez~
for photos that Dan took during our Zoo trip, pls refer to his blog... anyway, ytd was suppose to be a veri excited day... erm... but it was kind of ruin by myself... hmm... meeting Jia yan and huey later at somerset to go walk walk... nothing much to blog as these days, nothing much happened... will end here for now n will continue to blog after i come back or probably tml..
How do i feel now?
Confused, Useless, Lost.. and every word tat u can think of... tat has association with dunno wat to do, dunno wat i did and can't do anything...
Lets put it as: I'm veri lost... graduated from Poly, suppose to move on with my life.. but here, I'm struck.. dunno where to go.. There are things tat i want to do.. But i can't seem to do them.. haiz.... Feelin completely useless once again... Simply not in e mood to do anything.. I dun see any future for myself... why?
Mon - 06th March 2006
a normal day...
I'll be back to 7-eleven to work today... from 6 to 11... Slackin off a bit right now where trying to figure out how i shld write my resume... hmm.. was chattin wif some friends n albin.. he was tinkin of havin a session on wed.. but nothin is confirm.. things are pretty much e same.. nothin much hav change for me... i'll be workin 4 days a week... Mon, Tue, Fri and sun...

Sun - 05th March 2006
Went Zoo wif Dan, Jasmine, her sis, joanna and her 3 cousins... we definitely hav fun.. watchin e animals, touchin some of them, watchin e animal's show, chit chattin and stuff.. Dan was busy takin lots n lots of pics... I met up wif jas, joanna and their cousins at amk.. n we headed in her uncle's car to meet Dan at e zoo.. it was ard 11 plus when we entered.. After walkin for around 2 hrs, we settled down at the amphithreate for e animal show at 1... after e show, we continue walkin.. saw sea lions, penguins, reptiles, monkeys before settling down at e human feeding area aka KFC for lunch... we chat quite a bit.. after tat we headed to see butterflies and many many more... then it started raining... we got into e shelter at the Leopards and Jagaur area.. n e rain got heavier n heavier.. it was 5 plus.. n e zoo was closin at 6.. Soon, a tram came to pick us up... after leavin, went to sembawang on cab wif Dan where he met Wendy n i went home... had a enjoyable day...
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another boring day at home... so decided to blog abt wat happened in e past few days...

went to school to pay school fees... imagine, i travel 1 hr to n fro school... but e time i spend in school is like 5mins!! bo liao right? but bo bian... met lianchun to go dinner... then we chat a little, walk a little and its 9plus liao... after sendin me to the bus stop, she left for home..

nothin shall be done today cos i'm not in e mood to do anythin... and these is no plans either... tml, i'll be headin to Woodlands to meet Hsiao Ling for a briefing... in e work tat i volunteered to help her wif... then might be meeting lianchun for a movie... Fri would be a trip to career n study fair ar suntec... following tat would be shopping... and lastly, clubbin at Zouk... erm.. not i wan to go... but Lianchun wan to go... anybody interested?? leave a msg at my tagboard... sat mornin would be JMD of cos... sat afternoon would be as usual, left free... and at night, I'm meetin people for movie again...

*Watever written after tis line is are my thoughts...

no offence to anyone.. except my bro of cos... bcos i'm talkin abt him....

How fast does people change?? People change whenever they get into a relationship... priorities change... priorites tat were once among the top is thrown way down e list... and i'm serious... but i guess its normal... bcos tat person is ur love one... naturally, its normal to wan to spend more time wif them... but tat doesn't mean tat u can any o how do e rest of the things.. and heck care watever tat is happenin around u... oso, it doesn't mean tat u are in a relationship, u hav e right to any o how scold people jus bcos the relationship is giving u trouble, pressure and problems... No one beg u to go into a relationship.. no point having a relationship n straining all e other relationships... no matter izzit wif frenz or wif family... It doesn't mean tat u hav ur problems n others dun hav... so dun ever ever take me as ur rubbish bin n scold me like nobody business... I hav enough of it... U hav a girlfriend, so wat?? Correct, u are in a relationship n bound to be, there are times tat u might hav quarrel wif her... but dun take it out on me... I DUN LIKE IT!! I dun like e way u make a bug fuss out of small things now.. U wasn't like tat in e past... mayb u didn't realise tat.. start realising it now...
*End of thoughts...

Oh.. I took tis from Arthover's blog...

Many people walk in and out of your Life.
But only true Friends will leave footprints in your Heart.

Arthover is someone tat I hav memories wif.. together wif Daphne, Gigi, Lora, Ashley, Adrian, Raymond and Lynn.. Someone whose words always make sense to me... Would not leave u to die when u need help.. They were frenz tat made at IPP.. As i was e youngest there, they took great care of me... thanks to them, IPP was great..

Conclusion for e day: Experience is not only wat u did.. is oso who u were wif n wat memories were left behind tat u will remember for e rest of ur life...