Grab this from Zati's blog...
1) How old will you be in five years today?
- Hmm.. 26 I tink..
2) Do you think you will be married by then?
- not sure.. I dun predict my future..
3) What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
- Sakuran camp.. n outing with Qiqi / Zuzz, Ashri & Zati / and my darlings..
4) Who was the last person you called?
- May.. Was waiting for her to meet me to go gyming together...
5) What were you doing at 12 last night?
- writing my diary...
6) How many states have you lived in?
- jus one.. cos Singapore has like onli one state..
7) How many cities/ towns have you lived in?
- towns, 2.. Citites, 1..
8) Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
- my fav pair of adidas shoes..
9) Are you a social person?
- kind of.. I love mixing around with people..
10) What was the last thing you ate?
- Subway Turkey Breast sub..
11) What is your favorite ice cream?
- Chocolate chip..
12) Do you like coffee?
- Nope.. I dun drink coffee.. Dun like e taste either..
13) How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
- at least 5 cups..
14) What do you drink in the morning?
- strawberry yogurt..
15) Do you know anyone with the same b'day as you?
- in poly, there is 2.. now in my company, there is 1..
16) Do you want kids?
- dunno.. it takes 2 hands to clap..
17) Do you speak any other languages?
- besides english n chinese.. hokkien, canto..
18) Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
- Nope.. dun realli wish to..
19) Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
- Ocean.. with no floating seaweeds near the beach..
20) Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
- window please..
21) What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
- CDs.. & clothes..
22) Do you wear any jewelry 24-7?
- my necklance n ring..
23) Who is the funniest person you know?
- Jonathan Lee.. He always managed to make me laugh..
24) Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
- sometimes.. depends on mood..
25) What is the main ring tone on your phone?
- Mozart 40..
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Whatever written below is pretty sensitive..
Forced.. wat a strong word.. you are forced to quit ur career.. Wow.. wat a career u hav.. earnin less than 1K per month.. not even enough to cover transport.. haha.. tat's a career.. now i know.. Were you threaten at gun point?? haha.. We treaten u at gun point.. haiz... forget it lah.. Say watever u wan.. Dun care le.. Can't be bothered anymore.. Go back if you wan to.. earn ur money.. start ur career.. n prove us wrong..
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One thing for sure, I would like to thank God for is that I finally saw something great.. After all these months of praying for him.. Finally, God answered my prayers.. He is considered wake up le.. Thank God.. May everything continue to go well for him, for me n for all.. Nitez people...
*Remember to tag as u finished reading this post.. Scroll down for the recent pics tat I uploaded..
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I was trying to figure out what e **** was wrong with blogger cos I couldn't publish nor save any of my entries.. Sianz.. But I managed to do it now... so weird.. Anyway.. Let's continue..
CNY was alright.. On e eve, after reunion lunch.. I met up with Annie & Xiao Hui to go shoppin at Bugis.. Brought 2 tops at topshop for $92.. After tat, went over to Bugis Village to do Nails.. Me & Annie did our nails while Xiao Hui did her toe nails.. After which, I met up with my mummy for our annual CNY activity.. Visiting Chinatown.. Haha.. I brought some accessories, and some random stuff there.. Generally, this year's chinatown CNY fair got not much things.. You walk here and there, like almost the same.. Majority selling either those taiwan's mua chee or CNY cookies or Japanese Mushrooms.. Not like previous years where they realli hav all kinds of things.. OOH.. almost forgot.. There were oso lots of Henna & Temporary Tatoos stalls..
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First day of CNy was as per normal.. Visiting n lunch.. Etc etc.. At night, I met up with Xiao Hui for dinner and movie.. Movies to be exact.. We watch The Protege at Princess.. for those who dunno. PRincess is the super duper old cinema in Bedok.. After tat, she suggested to catch Hannibal Rising n we did.. So we catch 2 movies, back to back.. at tat cinema.. At the end of both shows, our backs were aching.. cos the chairs are realli uncomfortable..
REason why we went Princess..
- Cos GV at TM and the cinema at Century Square, the movies tat we want to watch is either not out or its almost full..
- Hannibal Rising is not available at TM or Century Square...
- Its nearer to our home..
- The tickets are cheaper.. The tix there was goin at 7.. while at others, its goin at 9.50..
The Protege is not too bad.. Generally, the story is pretty sad.. Its the typical kind of HK movie..
Hannibal Rising is good.. Not for the weak hearted though.. Cos there are pretty gross and scary scenes.. Worth watching though..
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Today, E was suppose to come to visit in e mornin.. In the end, he couldn't make it.. So he decided to come in the night.. therefore, I went off with Ashri to Sentosa.. We decided to try the Sentosa Express since its new.. Hehe.. Not too bad.. Its like the old Monorail... Not much diff.. Jus tat it travel to lesser places.. Tix are at $3.. its a return tix.. and within sentosa, you can travel as many times as you like.. but once you get back to Vivo, you have to get out.. And if you wanna go back, you have to buy another tix..
Sentosa today was like not the usual sentosa tat I go to.. Mayb its bcos I'm goin with different people today.. Anyway, we alighted at the beach station.. To head to tanjong beach.. After alighting, we still have to walk a pretty long way there.. On e way, we passed by Palawan Beach.. N u know wat?? Palawan was infested with people.. Mainly the foreign workers from Bangadesh and China.. And they were in super big groups... Finally when we arrive at the a beach that has lesser people.. Tanjong Beach.. Thanks to those 2 families who kindly help us to look after our belongings so tat we could swim and play like crazy.. It was fun.. After tat, we met with Zuzz for dinner at Village...
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Hmm.. May all things be well for all.. Tat everything will be smooth..
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Below are the old posts tat I couldn't publish n saved it in words..
11/02/7
Short post..
I met up with Ashri today for gym.. suppose to meet at 10 de lah.. in the end, change to 1030 due to both our mums, wanting us to eat breakfast.. Started gymin at 1045 ba.. ended the session at 12.. followed by the usual suana and bathin plus lunch before walkin around till 3plus and I went to meet Qiqi..
I dunno where did all the people at bugis come from.. we were struck at the traffic light to go towards Bugis Village for like 10plus mins lor.. so damn packed.. In the end, we got her nail arts materials and tat's all.. no bags, no clothes.. Then we settled for food before headin off.. As she alighted at Dhoby Ghaut, I continue my journey to meet Zuzz & Ashri at Orchard for more shopping.. We shop from Wisma all the way to Heerens.. Finally, I got a top at Mu.. But.. It was a last piece and it has a lipstick mark.. so I hav to wait till thursday to get mine... Haiz..
Next we settled at Cine's Hong Kong Cafe, our weekly hunt for food.. After tat, we met with Zuzz's frenz and headed home after tat..
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More CNY shopping is to be done.. still got 1 more top, 3 bottoms, 2 pair of shoes n accessories and bag to be brought..
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18/02/07
It has been pretty long since i blogged.. has been pretty busy with work ever since my old supervisor left.. Even though my new supervisor came, there is still alot of things for her to get use too..
Some recap...
- The other day, when I went Cathy for gym, me n Ashri wanted to catch a movie.. So we went up.. N I saw Arthover with his girlfriend there.. Pretty surprise through.. Cos never heard tat he has a gf.. hmm.. he is quite good in keepin secrets... Hmm.. anyway, talkin abt Art, I would realli like to thank him.. He use to be my supervisor.. He might not admit lah.. But to me, he is.. Anyway, he is a veri nice guy.. realli nice.. He share his knowledge with me.. Taught me quite a number of things.. Realli appreciate it... Thanks for all tat Art.. Btw, he sings veri well.. Especially 断点 by Hins..
- Ooh.. Also, I hav been goin gym with Ashri.. I'm pretty happy with the among of weight tat I lost.. of cos, I would like to thank her for all that.. She was the one who accompany me there.. Also, would like to take this time to apologise for my nonsense tat she hav to take from me.. Appreciate your company n those talks tat we have.. Thanks...
- Hmm.. Also wanna thanks Khar Eng, Serene Poh, Hwee Min and Susan, for teaching me all those things tat I dun think I can ever learn from textbooks, all the valuable skills tat I need to learn.. Thanks for all tat..
- Before I forgot, still have Zuzz.. thanks him for the company.. To shop n talk..
- Xiao Hui, for the company to K-box n shoppin..
- Qiqi, for being there to talk to, walk walk and among all others, she will be there to talk to me when I need her..
- As there are too many to list, I would like to thanks all those who took time off, to listen to my grumblings, take time to reply my smses, to go shopping with me and stuff like tat.. Thanks.. All are appreciated...
Jus to name a few people..
- Dan, Edmund, Moses, Karen, Faylene, Pei Jia, Gin, Grace, Hsiao ling, Stella & Han ROng..
Of cos, there are many many more.. which will take me a long time to list.. n the list is never ending..
Last of all, 新年快乐。。 万事如意。。 事事顺利。。
CNY was alright.. On e eve, after reunion lunch.. I met up with Annie & Xiao Hui to go shoppin at Bugis.. Brought 2 tops at topshop for $92.. After tat, went over to Bugis Village to do Nails.. Me & Annie did our nails while Xiao Hui did her toe nails.. After which, I met up with my mummy for our annual CNY activity.. Visiting Chinatown.. Haha.. I brought some accessories, and some random stuff there.. Generally, this year's chinatown CNY fair got not much things.. You walk here and there, like almost the same.. Majority selling either those taiwan's mua chee or CNY cookies or Japanese Mushrooms.. Not like previous years where they realli hav all kinds of things.. OOH.. almost forgot.. There were oso lots of Henna & Temporary Tatoos stalls..
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First day of CNy was as per normal.. Visiting n lunch.. Etc etc.. At night, I met up with Xiao Hui for dinner and movie.. Movies to be exact.. We watch The Protege at Princess.. for those who dunno. PRincess is the super duper old cinema in Bedok.. After tat, she suggested to catch Hannibal Rising n we did.. So we catch 2 movies, back to back.. at tat cinema.. At the end of both shows, our backs were aching.. cos the chairs are realli uncomfortable..
REason why we went Princess..
- Cos GV at TM and the cinema at Century Square, the movies tat we want to watch is either not out or its almost full..
- Hannibal Rising is not available at TM or Century Square...
- Its nearer to our home..
- The tickets are cheaper.. The tix there was goin at 7.. while at others, its goin at 9.50..
The Protege is not too bad.. Generally, the story is pretty sad.. Its the typical kind of HK movie..
Hannibal Rising is good.. Not for the weak hearted though.. Cos there are pretty gross and scary scenes.. Worth watching though..
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Today, E was suppose to come to visit in e mornin.. In the end, he couldn't make it.. So he decided to come in the night.. therefore, I went off with Ashri to Sentosa.. We decided to try the Sentosa Express since its new.. Hehe.. Not too bad.. Its like the old Monorail... Not much diff.. Jus tat it travel to lesser places.. Tix are at $3.. its a return tix.. and within sentosa, you can travel as many times as you like.. but once you get back to Vivo, you have to get out.. And if you wanna go back, you have to buy another tix..
Sentosa today was like not the usual sentosa tat I go to.. Mayb its bcos I'm goin with different people today.. Anyway, we alighted at the beach station.. To head to tanjong beach.. After alighting, we still have to walk a pretty long way there.. On e way, we passed by Palawan Beach.. N u know wat?? Palawan was infested with people.. Mainly the foreign workers from Bangadesh and China.. And they were in super big groups... Finally when we arrive at the a beach that has lesser people.. Tanjong Beach.. Thanks to those 2 families who kindly help us to look after our belongings so tat we could swim and play like crazy.. It was fun.. After tat, we met with Zuzz for dinner at Village...
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Hmm.. May all things be well for all.. Tat everything will be smooth..
----------
Below are the old posts tat I couldn't publish n saved it in words..
11/02/7
Short post..
I met up with Ashri today for gym.. suppose to meet at 10 de lah.. in the end, change to 1030 due to both our mums, wanting us to eat breakfast.. Started gymin at 1045 ba.. ended the session at 12.. followed by the usual suana and bathin plus lunch before walkin around till 3plus and I went to meet Qiqi..
I dunno where did all the people at bugis come from.. we were struck at the traffic light to go towards Bugis Village for like 10plus mins lor.. so damn packed.. In the end, we got her nail arts materials and tat's all.. no bags, no clothes.. Then we settled for food before headin off.. As she alighted at Dhoby Ghaut, I continue my journey to meet Zuzz & Ashri at Orchard for more shopping.. We shop from Wisma all the way to Heerens.. Finally, I got a top at Mu.. But.. It was a last piece and it has a lipstick mark.. so I hav to wait till thursday to get mine... Haiz..
Next we settled at Cine's Hong Kong Cafe, our weekly hunt for food.. After tat, we met with Zuzz's frenz and headed home after tat..
-----------------------
More CNY shopping is to be done.. still got 1 more top, 3 bottoms, 2 pair of shoes n accessories and bag to be brought..
-----------------------
18/02/07
It has been pretty long since i blogged.. has been pretty busy with work ever since my old supervisor left.. Even though my new supervisor came, there is still alot of things for her to get use too..
Some recap...
- The other day, when I went Cathy for gym, me n Ashri wanted to catch a movie.. So we went up.. N I saw Arthover with his girlfriend there.. Pretty surprise through.. Cos never heard tat he has a gf.. hmm.. he is quite good in keepin secrets... Hmm.. anyway, talkin abt Art, I would realli like to thank him.. He use to be my supervisor.. He might not admit lah.. But to me, he is.. Anyway, he is a veri nice guy.. realli nice.. He share his knowledge with me.. Taught me quite a number of things.. Realli appreciate it... Thanks for all tat Art.. Btw, he sings veri well.. Especially 断点 by Hins..
- Ooh.. Also, I hav been goin gym with Ashri.. I'm pretty happy with the among of weight tat I lost.. of cos, I would like to thank her for all that.. She was the one who accompany me there.. Also, would like to take this time to apologise for my nonsense tat she hav to take from me.. Appreciate your company n those talks tat we have.. Thanks...
- Hmm.. Also wanna thanks Khar Eng, Serene Poh, Hwee Min and Susan, for teaching me all those things tat I dun think I can ever learn from textbooks, all the valuable skills tat I need to learn.. Thanks for all tat..
- Before I forgot, still have Zuzz.. thanks him for the company.. To shop n talk..
- Xiao Hui, for the company to K-box n shoppin..
- Qiqi, for being there to talk to, walk walk and among all others, she will be there to talk to me when I need her..
- As there are too many to list, I would like to thanks all those who took time off, to listen to my grumblings, take time to reply my smses, to go shopping with me and stuff like tat.. Thanks.. All are appreciated...
Jus to name a few people..
- Dan, Edmund, Moses, Karen, Faylene, Pei Jia, Gin, Grace, Hsiao ling, Stella & Han ROng..
Of cos, there are many many more.. which will take me a long time to list.. n the list is never ending..
Last of all, 新年快乐。。 万事如意。。 事事顺利。。
My new favourite songs
你那么爱他 - Sam Lee
直到爱消失 你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个 美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经
不再对你留恋 最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
直到爱消失 你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个 美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经
不再对你留恋 最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
断点 - Hins Zhang
静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
连这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸 不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天 就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸 你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜 我那么依恋
每当我闭眼 我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸 你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
短开的感情线 我不要做断点
只想在睡前 再听见你的 蜜语甜言
静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
连这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸 不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天 就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸 你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜 我那么依恋
每当我闭眼 我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸 虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
短开的感情线 我不要做断点
只想在睡前 再听见你的 蜜语甜言
戒不掉 - Halem Yu
黑夜将城市笼罩 想念蔓延在细胞
想你的拥抱 你的微笑 想到快要疯掉
爱你到莫名其妙 上了瘾无可救药 没有你 会死掉
我不再开心的笑 痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后 寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 才掉进你的圈套
现在知道 却放不掉 世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对你的依靠 失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好 像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠
我不再开心的笑 痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后 寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 才掉进你的圈套
现在知道 却放不掉 世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对你的依靠 失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好 像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 我无路可逃 Woo Ho-Oh~
戒不掉对你的依靠 失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好 像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠
就是戒不掉你对我的好
失忆 - Fish Leong
我书桌上的香水 你沉默的背对
只剩下那一点点 还是闻得到从前
西装里的口袋 我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点 我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦 我也陪你走好多年
断弦的吉他 始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜 约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远 我在等你喊停
感觉不到 从前温柔的双眼
感觉得到 你已不再眷恋无奈的笑
试图让我知道得了失忆 可能对你我都好
感觉不到 说是为了我改变
感觉得到 沉默划过我左脸
我不知道 也许我会得到
一句还是朋友 这是藉口还是尽头
西装里的口袋 我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点 我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦 我也陪你走好多年
断弦的吉他 始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜 约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远 我在等你喊停
#感觉不到 从前温柔的双眼
感觉得到 你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑 试图让我知道
得了失忆 可能对你我都好
感觉不到 说是为了我改变
感觉得到 沉默划过我左脸
我不知道 也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是藉口还是 尽头
#(x2)
Woo Oh-Oh-Oh
你那么爱他 - Sam Lee
直到爱消失 你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个 美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经
不再对你留恋 最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
直到爱消失 你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个 美好风景 只是他早已离去
直到你想通 他早已经
不再对你留恋 最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
你那么爱他 为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他 为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己 无法自拔
断点 - Hins Zhang
静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
连这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸 不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天 就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸 你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜 我那么依恋
每当我闭眼 我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸 你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
短开的感情线 我不要做断点
只想在睡前 再听见你的 蜜语甜言
静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
连这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转过我的脸 不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天 就不要再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸 你双手曾在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜 我那么依恋
每当我闭眼 我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸 虽然你不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
短开的感情线 我不要做断点
只想在睡前 再听见你的 蜜语甜言
戒不掉 - Halem Yu
黑夜将城市笼罩 想念蔓延在细胞
想你的拥抱 你的微笑 想到快要疯掉
爱你到莫名其妙 上了瘾无可救药 没有你 会死掉
我不再开心的笑 痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后 寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 才掉进你的圈套
现在知道 却放不掉 世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对你的依靠 失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好 像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠
我不再开心的笑 痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后 寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 才掉进你的圈套
现在知道 却放不掉 世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对你的依靠 失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好 像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 我无路可逃 Woo Ho-Oh~
戒不掉对你的依靠 失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 相思的煎熬
戒不掉你对我的好 像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠
就是戒不掉你对我的好
失忆 - Fish Leong
我书桌上的香水 你沉默的背对
只剩下那一点点 还是闻得到从前
西装里的口袋 我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点 我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦 我也陪你走好多年
断弦的吉他 始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜 约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远 我在等你喊停
感觉不到 从前温柔的双眼
感觉得到 你已不再眷恋无奈的笑
试图让我知道得了失忆 可能对你我都好
感觉不到 说是为了我改变
感觉得到 沉默划过我左脸
我不知道 也许我会得到
一句还是朋友 这是藉口还是尽头
西装里的口袋 我整理过的爱
又破了那一点点 我帮你补了誓言
从没实现的摇滚梦 我也陪你走好多年
断弦的吉他 始终弹不出我要的答案
我和你拼了好几夜 约翰蓝侬的图片
却拼不到一个永远 我在等你喊停
#感觉不到 从前温柔的双眼
感觉得到 你已不再眷恋
无奈的笑 试图让我知道
得了失忆 可能对你我都好
感觉不到 说是为了我改变
感觉得到 沉默划过我左脸
我不知道 也许我会得到
一句还是朋友这是藉口还是 尽头
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Woo Oh-Oh-Oh
You were askin me why am I walkin so slow tonight.. The reason is bcos I wish time will stop at tat moment so tat I can enjoy tat moment with you. I prayed tat God will allow me to hold onto tat hand for e rest of my life.. Like I mention last night, u left a deep cut in my heart n tat cut can never be mended by anyone or anything..
I dun wanna say tat I still misses you.. I dun wanna say tat I can't put u down. Like wat Ashri said, I can't interfere even if she likes you.. Me n u is past... Tat I shldn't be interfering.. TAt I dun hav the right to interfere.. Although I felt tat pain in me, I know wat she say is right... Tat I hav no right to interfere..
I realise at tat moment tat you still stand a huge place in my life.. I hav been forcing myself to forget u.. Until u appear again.. I wish n pray hard tat u will not disappear again.. aT least not from my life...
Wishful thinkin are onli words to describe my feelin now..
心情非常得不好。。想念是件很辛苦的事。。 想见你多一点。。 想看你多一下下就好。。 非常希望能握你的手，走一辈子。。
I dun wanna say tat I still misses you.. I dun wanna say tat I can't put u down. Like wat Ashri said, I can't interfere even if she likes you.. Me n u is past... Tat I shldn't be interfering.. TAt I dun hav the right to interfere.. Although I felt tat pain in me, I know wat she say is right... Tat I hav no right to interfere..
I realise at tat moment tat you still stand a huge place in my life.. I hav been forcing myself to forget u.. Until u appear again.. I wish n pray hard tat u will not disappear again.. aT least not from my life...
Wishful thinkin are onli words to describe my feelin now..
心情非常得不好。。想念是件很辛苦的事。。 想见你多一点。。 想看你多一下下就好。。 非常希望能握你的手，走一辈子。。
I type 1plus hr for the entry below.. So its veri veri long.. dun blame me if u get bored halfway.. Its ur choice if u wanna read on...
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Ytd.. A day of good n bad..
Good..
the 2 of them are finally talkin again.. Tat's good in one sense..
the bad..
now e other 2 are not talkin.. Haiz.
The night before, Sat, after meeting up with Jonnie, I went home.. It was a kinda of regret to hav met up with him.. I felt the betraying of trust.. Seriously.. Becos the Jonnie tat I knew was no longer there.. I trusted him to sincerely wanna meet up to catch up.. Which turn up, was not his intended purpose.. which was to ask me to go up to his "so-called" company.. to see his product... MLM again.. Haiz.. why muz it be this again.. and he inisisted tat his main purpose was to catch up.. As if lor.. throughout our whole conversation in Lau Pa Sat, he talk nothin abt catchin up.. All long, he is talkin abt his company, his job, etc etc, nothin to do with catchin up.. We didn't talk abt our lives, ourselves and others.. all the topics was on MLM, his product, tats's it.. Oh.. another thing, we argued abt God.. Takin totally different stands.. To me, he is no longer the Jonnie tat I know.. his stand of God has been twisted.. veri badly.. till to me, it sounds like to him, God is jus a God of wealth.. tat God will make all those under him to prosper with wealth.. I was extremely upset on that.. Extremely.. And I told him.. "You make me regret coming down to meet you today.." I wanna thank Edmund for coming down, to accompany me to listen to those nonsense.. Thank him for his story on China History.. Haha..
---- End of Fri----
I met up with Ashri for Gymin yesterday.. We spent 3plus hrs there.. From 9, to 12plus.. After tat, she went cut & dye hair with Aileen while I sat at mac, waiting for time to pass.. Met with Zuzz at Wisma at around 3.. went lookin for clothes at *****.. The moment we step into there and look at the clothes, the first impression was "Did we step into the wrong place??" Theitr clothes for the new year.. look extremely retro... In fact, I tink only my dad will wear it.. Its realli OMG.. Haha.. Followin tat, we went Guess, Zara, Lacoste, Adidas, Nike, AX, Pull & Bear, etc etc.. Ended up, we got nothing tat we were lookin for.. On the way, Zati came.. After all those walkin around, we settled at Spinelli for a rest.. and wait for Ashri n Aileen.. We were talkin n talkin n talkin.. Left Spinelli to Cine to get tix for Pan Ladybrinth at 9.30.. Zati had to leave without dinner.. Sorry for tat.. Afterwhich, we went up to the Hong Kong cafe for dinner.. We were late for the movie.. we went in around 9.40.. After movie was home time..
------- End of Sat-------
Pan Ladybrinth is a spanish movie with English subtitles... Heard tat it was R21 in US.. But. it is onli NC16 here.. Bcos, alot of parts were cut away.. The movie was quite good.. It quite worth it.. Abt love n family.. Not recommended for the weak hearts.. There are gross scenes.. I was completely freak out at how the captain totured tat guy n killed the innocent..
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After thoughts...
I truly understand tat people will change.. However, for better or for worse, everyone judge it differently.. One person might think it is better, the other might think it is bad.. I believe Zati changed.. she did became more persistent.. She did.. But being Persistant in the wrong thing is bad.. I hope she can changed tat of cos.. However, being persistent in ur own choice is good.. becos you know wat u want.. of cos, choices can be changed.. I thank god tat she finally stop the bad habit tat we wanted her to stop for the past few years.. realli thank God for tat.. Like Wat I told Zuzz.. tat we are mixing with different people, living in different place, so influence is different.. tat we take different stands on all the things now.. like me, last time, I use to think tat frenz can be forever.. tat frenz can never betray u.. but i was wrong.. veri veri wrong.. not onli friendship can never be forever, it can change over one night.. or even jus one incident.. I use to take things for granted.. guidance too.. until recently.. I realise tat nothing is for sure will happen and nothin is confirm and necessary.. there is always a 1% chance for it to not happen.. Although I do wish tat alot of things didn't happen, it did.. I jus hope tat things will get better..
I jus finished reading Dan's blog.. Which I believe tat alot of people will agree with what he said on how much he hav change.. indeed, me n qi did talk abt how much he hav changed after we saw him at NYP open Hse.. which he never even bother to say hi.. Itsuki oso.. never even bother to say hi de.. Then of cos, there were those who never use to say hi, did.. haha.. weird.. Anyway, back to my topic.. Erm.. we were talkin abt how last time, no matter how stress, how sad, how pressurize he is or how upset he is, he will never complain, never whine.. ANd he always use to scold us when we whine abt how hard life is, how tough training is.. He will say is bcos we are not use to it.. tat this is life.. tat we will hav to deal with it.. tat whining will not help.. n we are impress at the zest he has in life... tat he was a achiever.. tat nothing to him is impossible as long as he wan to do it, he will get it done.. Tat was the Dan tat I know.. N tat was the dan tat I was impressed with.. On how he can influence people with wat he say.. tat how he can motviate us to work hard for the fame n the name tat we made for ourselves while we were under him.. Haiz.. all that has been replaced.. by his sadness n bumps on his life.. hope things get better for him... I know he is pickin up.. Thank God..
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Enough of whining..
will end here for now..
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Ytd.. A day of good n bad..
Good..
the 2 of them are finally talkin again.. Tat's good in one sense..
the bad..
now e other 2 are not talkin.. Haiz.
The night before, Sat, after meeting up with Jonnie, I went home.. It was a kinda of regret to hav met up with him.. I felt the betraying of trust.. Seriously.. Becos the Jonnie tat I knew was no longer there.. I trusted him to sincerely wanna meet up to catch up.. Which turn up, was not his intended purpose.. which was to ask me to go up to his "so-called" company.. to see his product... MLM again.. Haiz.. why muz it be this again.. and he inisisted tat his main purpose was to catch up.. As if lor.. throughout our whole conversation in Lau Pa Sat, he talk nothin abt catchin up.. All long, he is talkin abt his company, his job, etc etc, nothin to do with catchin up.. We didn't talk abt our lives, ourselves and others.. all the topics was on MLM, his product, tats's it.. Oh.. another thing, we argued abt God.. Takin totally different stands.. To me, he is no longer the Jonnie tat I know.. his stand of God has been twisted.. veri badly.. till to me, it sounds like to him, God is jus a God of wealth.. tat God will make all those under him to prosper with wealth.. I was extremely upset on that.. Extremely.. And I told him.. "You make me regret coming down to meet you today.." I wanna thank Edmund for coming down, to accompany me to listen to those nonsense.. Thank him for his story on China History.. Haha..
---- End of Fri----
I met up with Ashri for Gymin yesterday.. We spent 3plus hrs there.. From 9, to 12plus.. After tat, she went cut & dye hair with Aileen while I sat at mac, waiting for time to pass.. Met with Zuzz at Wisma at around 3.. went lookin for clothes at *****.. The moment we step into there and look at the clothes, the first impression was "Did we step into the wrong place??" Theitr clothes for the new year.. look extremely retro... In fact, I tink only my dad will wear it.. Its realli OMG.. Haha.. Followin tat, we went Guess, Zara, Lacoste, Adidas, Nike, AX, Pull & Bear, etc etc.. Ended up, we got nothing tat we were lookin for.. On the way, Zati came.. After all those walkin around, we settled at Spinelli for a rest.. and wait for Ashri n Aileen.. We were talkin n talkin n talkin.. Left Spinelli to Cine to get tix for Pan Ladybrinth at 9.30.. Zati had to leave without dinner.. Sorry for tat.. Afterwhich, we went up to the Hong Kong cafe for dinner.. We were late for the movie.. we went in around 9.40.. After movie was home time..
------- End of Sat-------
Pan Ladybrinth is a spanish movie with English subtitles... Heard tat it was R21 in US.. But. it is onli NC16 here.. Bcos, alot of parts were cut away.. The movie was quite good.. It quite worth it.. Abt love n family.. Not recommended for the weak hearts.. There are gross scenes.. I was completely freak out at how the captain totured tat guy n killed the innocent..
---------------------
After thoughts...
I truly understand tat people will change.. However, for better or for worse, everyone judge it differently.. One person might think it is better, the other might think it is bad.. I believe Zati changed.. she did became more persistent.. She did.. But being Persistant in the wrong thing is bad.. I hope she can changed tat of cos.. However, being persistent in ur own choice is good.. becos you know wat u want.. of cos, choices can be changed.. I thank god tat she finally stop the bad habit tat we wanted her to stop for the past few years.. realli thank God for tat.. Like Wat I told Zuzz.. tat we are mixing with different people, living in different place, so influence is different.. tat we take different stands on all the things now.. like me, last time, I use to think tat frenz can be forever.. tat frenz can never betray u.. but i was wrong.. veri veri wrong.. not onli friendship can never be forever, it can change over one night.. or even jus one incident.. I use to take things for granted.. guidance too.. until recently.. I realise tat nothing is for sure will happen and nothin is confirm and necessary.. there is always a 1% chance for it to not happen.. Although I do wish tat alot of things didn't happen, it did.. I jus hope tat things will get better..
I jus finished reading Dan's blog.. Which I believe tat alot of people will agree with what he said on how much he hav change.. indeed, me n qi did talk abt how much he hav changed after we saw him at NYP open Hse.. which he never even bother to say hi.. Itsuki oso.. never even bother to say hi de.. Then of cos, there were those who never use to say hi, did.. haha.. weird.. Anyway, back to my topic.. Erm.. we were talkin abt how last time, no matter how stress, how sad, how pressurize he is or how upset he is, he will never complain, never whine.. ANd he always use to scold us when we whine abt how hard life is, how tough training is.. He will say is bcos we are not use to it.. tat this is life.. tat we will hav to deal with it.. tat whining will not help.. n we are impress at the zest he has in life... tat he was a achiever.. tat nothing to him is impossible as long as he wan to do it, he will get it done.. Tat was the Dan tat I know.. N tat was the dan tat I was impressed with.. On how he can influence people with wat he say.. tat how he can motviate us to work hard for the fame n the name tat we made for ourselves while we were under him.. Haiz.. all that has been replaced.. by his sadness n bumps on his life.. hope things get better for him... I know he is pickin up.. Thank God..
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Enough of whining..
will end here for now..
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